When the Playboy Star Falls in Love (I Love You)

I'm Glad You're Angry

Kiky's slow steps into the apartment were painful. Now he realized his leg was injured. He realized his stupidity that had blinded himself and his heart.

It should be enough that my heart is hurting, why am I hurting my body now? Benak Kiky stared at the blisters on his feet that felt hot.

He leaned back for a moment on the recliner in the middle room. His eyes glare at the sky of the apartment sky that muddled because of the dim night light.

Helaan breath tired as if describing all his feelings at this time.weary with work and tired with a heart that he can not fight.

Scratches of disappointment and suspicion because too often he found the facts about the lie, making him no longer able to believe. It was as if all the Bams' excuses were just to avoid it.

I realize I'm stupid. I realized I was going to hurt myself again. But I can't afford to forget a little bit about you.

His mind went back to war. Inciting herself to wake up, dragging her mind out, but .. the heart was too closed and locked with only love for one name, Bams.

The picture of Kiky's disappointment tonight seemed to be followed by a speck of rain. The drops of sky water from the Divine seemed to follow his tears.

He glanced lazily towards the window which was now buffeted by wind and rain, wet and looking pitiful. It was like describing himself at this moment.

Kiky leaned lazily closing her eyes. Without realizing it, he fell asleep on his own. His concubine mind had given up, giving up with all the fatigue that existed.

Door code sound pressed. The door had opened, a handsome human entered the apartment room in a dim light.

Bams stood next to Kiky's recliner, staring disappointedly at the woman who had been with him for years. There was a sense of heat in the chest considering Kiky's smile was riveted for the man who had just driven her home.

Bams sat on the edge of the chair, staring at Kiky's closed face. There are traces of tears on the face that are still wrapped in perfect make up.

I'm angry Ky! Benak Bams whispered.

But why does my heart ache to see you rich gini? Bams tried to understand his heart that kept raging by itself.

“Bams..” Kiky's mouth blurted out a lover's name in his sleep.

His love for Bams is deep and rooted. Even his subconscious always called the name and always filled every dream.

“you say my name in your sleep, but you are with someone else and smile happily” Bams said softly and muttered

Bams just sat there, didn't ask him to get up, didn't touch him, didn't bring Kiky's body into the room, just stared at him. He tries to re-understand her heart, looks back and tries to find memories other than making love to her.

But the shadow of the memories he could not find, because the shadow with Aira actually danced back.

“ehmm,.” Kiky woke up from his sleep.

His eyes felt the shadow of Bams sitting there.

“I have been crazy, always imagine you there” said Kiky Iirih back closed his eyes.

“you know.you have taken my life, my heart, my love and my soul.Even in my eyes there is always you”.

“I'm afraid to blink, afraid your shadow disappears!” said Kiky smiling at Bams who was looking at him flat and cold.

His eyes reddened in unwillingness to blink, his tears began to melt in the corners of his eyes. His body is not moving. He was afraid that his dream would disappear by then.

“who was the guy who set you up?” ask Bams coldly

At once Kiky realized that now was not his fantasy, not a dream. The voice was so clearly heard, the lips had already let out a word.

“sayang! I don't dream?” Kiky straightened her body and hugged Bams. Doubt, disappointment, anger, instantly vanished without excuse. He was late in his love.

Kiky hugged Bams' body tightly.he was too happy to not realize the cold attitude and sharp gaze Bams eyes when he was staring at him.

Kiky took off his embrace and held both of Bams' shoulders.

“dear you've eaten?” asked Kiky smiling happily

“answer my question!!” ask Bams coldly

“hem?” kiky replied with a happy glow in his eyes.

“answer Ky?” bams voice is high

Seeing Kiky who was happy Bams was angry. He thought Kiky's smile was now because he was pleased with what he had witnessed.

“sayang?” said Kiky who now has a sad face back.

It hurt to hear the sound rising, it was as if it was so sharp as an arrow going straight to his heart.

“who is he?” ask Bams again in a cold tone

“dia?” tanya Kiky tries to understand Bams question

“owner of those ugly shoes!” point Bams on without turning his head towards his hand pointing at the shoe located in the corner.

You jealous? Are you jealous, honey? Thought's girang.

But that smile just burns back Bams emotions. A cynical smile was painted on Bams' lips as he looked at Kiky's happy smile as he called out the man's shoes.

“you even instantly smiled as I pointed at that dick!” bams said in a low tone but filled with anger.

Kiky tilted her head and smiled even more. He wanted to laugh at this moment, but he kept holding it back. He was so happy to feel the jealousy of Bams that he interpreted as love.

Are you starting to love me? Benak Kiky looked at Bams who was already foggy in anger.

No fear, no worry, no anxiety. He dared to smile in the middle of Bams who was regulating the rhythm of his emotional heart, continuing to spur him on the burning of anger that scorched Bams' mind at this time.

“answer Ky!!!” bams' snarl made all of Kiky's smiles disappear.

But Kiky's face was so calm. not afraid of Bams' harsh clasping on her.

“you're angry?” Kiky stroked that burly jaw.

But Bams brushed off Kiky's hand.

“say, since when did you play behind me like this?” ask Bams again

“so you're angry!” say Kiky again

Kiky smiled again, his body did not move, tired that he had felt disappeared because he saw the anger of Bams that for him was pleasant.

“answer Ky?” Bams held both of his shoulders tightly.

“you also did not answer my question?” answer Kiky gently.

“huft!” Bams sighed and stood up from his seat. He turned away wanting to leave, until his legs began to swing a few steps, quickly Kiky chased after and hugged him from behind.

“i'm glad you're angry! I'm glad you're jealous! but all you have to know, you are still the only person who fills my heart” explained Kiky tightened her embrace.

Of jealousy? l'm jealous? Bams tries to understand his own feelings in Kiky's arms

He did feel a hot chest, a chaotic mind, a body that stiffened when he saw Kiky with the man. He felt the hatred stabbing him. Can you say it is jealousy? apparently not, because Bams' feelings are not as disappointing as he saw Aira with Ryo.

If I'm jealous, should this feeling be the same when I see Aira? if I'm jealous, then do I have that feeling for Kiky? But why does my heart not beat differently when with him? Why is that heartbeat only there when I'm with Aira?

Bams is silent instead of permeating Kiky's affectionate embrace, but trying to digest his own thoughts that interfere with his feelings.

“I met him while I was waiting for a taxi, he just offered help, I didn't know him before, either, he gave me his shoes because my feet hurt” said Kiky increasingly tightened his embrace and buried his face in Bams' back.

“you know very well.I only love you one, even I love you more than myself” Kiky explained

“thank you your affection is jealous, I'm happy! Finally ...” he said again closed his eyes hugging the body that he considered to have his heart as well.

Bams closed his eyes to realize himself.Kiky's words made him aware of the situation and continued to fight with the questions of his heart.

Bams' breath of tranquility made Kiky's smile engraved. That relieved breath seemed to say he was happy to hear every word Kiky said. But the breath of Bams is just a gust of desire to unwind with himself.

Bams took off Kiky's hand that was coiled around her stomach, tightly holding her hand. He took a breath and turned his body back to look at that face.

Kiky's eyes sparkled in love staring at the lover who no longer showed a look of anger. Bams stroked Kiky's face gently. He looked down at Kiky's feet. Looking red on the sides of both thumbs, the plaster sticks to the back over the top of his heels.

“ayo!” Bams brought Kiky back to the recliner. Sit Kiky down by gently pressing both of his shoulders. While Kiky's gaze continued to cling to Bams' facial features, he wanted to continue reading those eyes, trying to find the twinkle of love he was waiting for. The look he had seen when Bams was staring at an Aira.

Bams crouched down, looking back at Kiky's leg condition.

“why can gini?” Bams raised his face looking at Kiky who was slightly bowed looking at him.

Kiky lowered his gaze, not daring to say if he was upset and on foot.

“sopatuku kaya the danger is not good, the road a little to make rich abrasions so” he said lying.

“remove his shoes, don't make any more!!” the word Bams seems to describe a decree.

“hem!” kiky smiled happily.

Bams raises his sleeve. He walked to the kitchen and got some warm water. Kiky just sat watching all the attention of Bams.

Carefully, Bams cleans Kiky's legs, dries, treats them. Kiky's heart bak overgrown flower garden with millions of colors, again feel the attention that he considers as love. To interpret every sweet attitude of Bams as a real lover's attention. Make him float back and forget how sick he ever fell.

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Can Kiky survive if Bams tells a reality if his feelings for Aira?

What would happen to Kiky if Bams chose Aira and left him?