
Aira lowered her head, a head bow that seemed to describe the raging in her heart at this moment.
“dia said after asking him he promised not to bother you again” continued Bams
“find me with her” replied Aira lifting her head as if convinced by her heart.
“you sure you are strong?” asked Bams to doubt
“I can definitely bi” said Aira but with a sad face
“but Aina forbid! He said he was afraid of you why napa” explained Bams
“gak papa bi, I can kok”
“you sure?” ask Bams again
“hem.. I'll take off Ryo!” he said smiling but for the umpteenth time, the smile was so bitter. A smile of resistance against such a sick heart. A smile that is not the beauty of a face, but a sad smile that is so painful for every eye that sees it.
“ai..” said Bams so sad to see the face that is now in front of him.
As Bams was leaving, Aira went into his room, covered his face and cried as he would
This is our end! Thought
This is the end of all your love!
Aira took ablution water, she prayed to step into her heart. In prayer he asks
O Allah, allow me to release it with sincerity so that he can be happy, help the servant to be strong and smile to hear him happy. Aira's prayer in her heart and tears.
I love her sincerely, I love her because of You, let me ask you to return happiness for her. I just want him to be happy, that's enough for me. Forgive the servant who always asks for more, but let him be happy for me, Robbi
Those heartfelt tears flowed like unlicensed, soaking up everything he went through.
Tired of her cries, Aira fell asleep without taking off her face. He was too comfortable with himself after complaining and asking the powerful. All this time only the prayer was always tucked away for Ryo, for a husband he could no longer meet.
Bams meets Ryo. He conveys the message of Aira who wants to meet him.
“so loe knows where she is!” stare at cynical Ryo
“ini second time you betrayed me” he said again
“gue apolog” says Bams
Ryo's gaze sharpened even more on Bams. He made the two molars hold all hatred for him. being lied to by a wife, betrayed by a friend, it was enough for Ryo to hate them both.
“when and where can I meet him?” asked Ryo coldly
“tomorrow, I'll take you to meet him” continued Bams
“so you've met him so often?” smirk Ryo's smile
“hem!” bams replied that he did not want to provoke Ryo's emotions
Bams leaves Ryo glued.
That night Ryo could not close his eyes, he could not wait for a meeting with Aira not because of his longing, but rather the desire to know the child that Aira had conceived when he left.
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“You're ready ai?” ask Bams
“udah!” aira replied as she exhaled so that she was ready
“I'll phone Ryo now” said Bams
Bams contacts Ryo and tells him where Aira is. Aina was busy at the cafe that afternoon.
“gue there now” said Reply Ryo who is actually waiting for Bams at the cafe. Ryo came out in a hurry, without a dagger hitting the tray of a servant and hitting Aina's clothes.
“sorry” said without feeling sinful and stepped in regardless of them.
Aina stared at Ryo's departure with a look of hate as she flicked her hands cleaning up the splash of coffee that hit her white shirt.
“cold-blooded human basics” murmured Aina
“ssttt. heart heart heard another” whispered the waiter
“biarin” said Aia was still staring at Ryo's departure filled with hatred.
“dia Bams friends you know!”
“biarin!” aina went into the office and tried to clean up.
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Ryo's heart is still unruly, love is still there, he can't deny and he fights. But the hatred of the lie of aira who promised to meet him made all the love into a grudge that made him not let go of the woman.
“Please loe out” said Ryo on Bams
“I just want to talk a little Ra” he told Aira
“Come out bi!” aira said without raising her head
“No ai!” Bams doesn't want to leave Aira
“Come out. There are things that third person cannot hear Ryo said.
“Come out bi. I won't why napa kok” Aira confirms Ryo's request
“You need not be afraid, I will not do what you” said Ryo coldly to Aira
“Not to be afraid, I will not approach you” continued RYo
“No need to tremble like that” said Ryo with increasingly cold
The words were so cold from Ryo who now holds the title of a North polar star
“I just want to ask where my son is?”
Aira's body was trembling at the words of the child. The pain again felt his body as if remembering how sick he lost his son.
Bams was shocked half to death hearing the words of the child from Ryo. His eyes were perfectly rounded as if they could not believe what was happening between them.
“Come out bi .. I beg you!” Pinta Aira's
“Alright..” says Bams is heading out
Ryo turned his head towards the door and made sure Bams came out.
“Tell me where my son Ra!” asked Ryo with a witty
Ryo sat on one end of the sofa. He put his car keys with his eyes still staring at Aira. keys that he always put on the old nightstand since a long time ago that seemed to be his habit
“Tell me where he is!” the voice is getting higher
“Dia... she was never born” said aira increasingly shaking violently.
Ryo turned a blind eye to the harsh reality he had just heard
“you could!” said Ryo getting cold and shaking with sadness.
Aira closed her eyes and opened her eyes still staring at one point, not looking at Ryo and as if she did not want to see him. His gaze seemed empty, a view that Ryo could not describe as what.
“I always thought, you are all mine.Your soul, heart and mind” said Ryo sadly, exasperating with his spit because he was unable to hold back from his current emotions.
“But it turns! that heart still belongs to bams”
“I have misread everything” continued Ryo
“It turns out only I played love myself”
“I've always been unable to enter your heart”
Aira did not dare to answer or say anything. she was silent a thousand languages, silent and held her breath so that she could continue to be strong near Ryo, the man who had filled her whole heart and life.
“You are calm .. I will not ask you to come back to me again” Ryo's speech as if piercing directly into the deepest recesses of Aira's heart.
“Your lies, falsehoods, sweet promises you promised during the last concert.had deleted everything”.
“So, you can relax now”
“I won't force anymore. Because I realize, only I have that love”.
“You don't have to hide anymore now”
Aira was still silent, but her tears were now continuously dripping. He only dared to wipe with his finger. Not daring to reach for the tissue on the table in front of him that he would not be able to take.
Ryo shook his head in disbelief with Aira's unmoved demeanor.
“Look at me for the last.Say a word two over our farewell. At least I have the last memory I can remember”
Aira who was getting down made Ryo more disappointed, sad and I don't know, he can't say if he hates Aira at this time.
“Sama as before.. You don't even want to see ku” Ryo standing up to leave.
The words further tormented Aira, her tears like spilling without a sound. Ryo walked towards the exit.
“goodbye Raraku” he said stop for a moment and step back. The sound of the door being closed spilled out an inaudible Aira cry.
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