When the Playboy Star Falls in Love (I Love You)

About Myself

Bams comes home when the clock shows at 10:00 p.m. Kiky asked him to stay as usual. But Bams refused. He looked at the phone screen while waiting for the elevator. He wears a hodie jacket to avoid being seen. When the elevator doors open. There's someone there. Bams tried to cover his face and did not look at the person. He kept his head down. Suddenly the ringing of someone's phone rang loudly and Bams turned to the figure beside him because the ring sounded familiar to him.

“Aira?” his tan was shocked to see the small-bodied girl with the typical hodie jacket and black hat.

“Bams?” Aira replied no less surprised

Aira turned off her phone. He didn't think he'd meet Bams there.

“ngapain you here?” Bams was surprised.

Aira was confused as to what to say. He couldn't have told Bams why he was there that night. Aira's mouth began to open to speak, but she could not utter any words. He started sweating. His body began to react to the situation that was now in front of him.

“you don't live here Ai.. I know!” said Bams again who continued to stare with full investigation

“aku,,.. i..” Aira is like a thief being caught.

Elevator door opens. Aira wants to get out on the first floor. But Bams is the manahan. He takes Aira to the basement where his car is parked. Aira could not refuse. He complies with what Bams does. Face's hot. Aira panic. It would be a shame if Bams knew how he got there

Bams takes Aira to his car. Finally the car came out of the luxury apartment area there. Silence became the atmosphere between them all the way. When on the streets. Bams pulled the car over. He could no longer drive because his mind was constantly filled with questions. He was so curious why Aira was in the building. Because the Building is very luxurious and has its own ‘privacy’. Not just anyone can be there. The apartment building even has an access code for each occupant.

“ai?” call Bams disperse the daydream of Aira who is not aware if Bams car has stopped from earlier

He's pale. He really is like a thief who will be interrogated by the police. Aira held back the embarrassment and looked towards Bams. Bams was even more curious to see the frightened Aira.

“actually what are you doing Ai? Until you're scared I ask?” Bams was very curious and worried that Aira was doing something wrong. Bams's mind was already leading to things he could not control. His chest rumbled withstanding a feeling he himself did not understand. Getting angry? Worried? Or what?

Aira held her breath. It was as if not breathing held back his embarrassment.

“hei.!” Bams held his shoulder worriedly seeing the extremely nervous Aira.

What are you doing Ai? Why are you so nervous I asked you? Benak Bams's

“its OK...” calm again could not bear to see the trembling Aira grasping her own two hands.

“aku Only name.” Bams tried to calm down.

“aku... i..” Aira still can't say it

He remembered the words of Aina. “Try occasionally to find friends, trust, so that it does not bear its own burden”

Bams found it strange to see Aira tonight who was very different from the Aira he knew

“aku,..” Aira was still nervous

“no need to tell ai... if it's hard for you” Bams trying to calm him down

Aira shakes. He must be able to fight himself from fear and shame if a friend knows he is doing something he thinks will be insulted.

“me work!” answer with a breath of relief

Bams is confused. Why Aira so hard calls it work

“i'm part-time working there!” look at Bams with resignation. His face was sweaty even though the car AC was so cold.

Aira's trauma during her teenage years when bullied by her friends had an effect on her life. He does not feel comfortable when others know the problems he has. Especially if people know something about him that he considers will be insulted like part-time work that he does now. He will be frightened as if he will be mocked and humiliated again.

“oo..” Bams did not continue his question.

“i take you home.” he continued again without wanting to ask what work Aira did there to make it look like a sneak.

Bams was silent as he drove Aira home. Curiosity still envelops Bams' feelings

Aira looked at the thoughtful look on Bams' face. Aira's showing Bams the way. That's the only word that came out of his mouth.

“i got off here aj” he asked to stop near an alley

“you stay area here?” tanya Bams looked at Aira who already looked calm

“hemm..” nod

“here quiet really ..” Bams looked around the neighborhood

Aira simply smiled forcedly in response to the word Aira said

“i take you until home” Bams release the seat belt

“no need B..” forbid Aira

“gak papa kok.” smile Aira forced

“but it's so quiet..” Bams looked at it with worry

“aku is regular.” is clear again

Aira opened the door

“thank ya...” get it for a moment on Bams with a smile.

Bams pulled Aira's arm quickly. Aria wants to get out of the car.

“you don't avoid me anymore right?” bams asked in light of yesterday's incident.

Aira closed the car door again and sat back down. He took a long and heavy breath

“actually..” said again.

I'm not telling you, right? Ben Aira was doubtful

Bams began to be anxious to see the reaction of Aira arriving like that.

“aku people introvert” continued Aira

“I barely have friends” he stops again

Bams only listened to the word Aira. He waited for the next word Aira

“little time when my papa went bankrupt. We were often in the scorn of people” Aira told that by not breathing. His hands began to sweat and he continued to grip both his hands firmly trying to fight against himself.

“I often bully my friend” his eyes glazed glass

“Since then, I've always been closed and never told anyone about my problems. Because if anyone knew my problem, I was always afraid I would be ridiculed, mocked, humiliated or ostracized” Aira glazed down. Aira breathed out like relief

“I'm always embarrassed and afraid if anyone I know knows I did what they thought was low” looked at Bams who had been staring at him. Bams only responded with a relieved expression

“i live in deprivation, poor, and trying to meet my needs by scavenging any work” explained heavy

“members me from one of the apartments in the building.I work as ..” Aira closed her eyes to call it

“call helper” he continued by closing his eyes

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