When the Playboy Star Falls in Love (I Love You)
I want to be alone
My morning life is running normal again. No journalists were stalking the activity there. Employees who leave feel calm because they do not need to be disturbed again by various questions from journalists.
Aira came that morning sooner. He stood alone on the roof of the building looking and feeling the heat of the morning sun. Aira tried to cover her face this morning. Because his eyes were like boiled eggs, and his lips were slightly swollen from the injury caused by last night.
Aira continued to take a deep breath, trying to take off the weight of her heavy heart, trying to release the tightness that was squeezing her chest.
Aira's daydream was startled by the sound of messages coming into the phone from just now he was holding. A message from Bams asking about his condition. Aira replied that she was already in the ME building.
Bams was relieved to see the message from Aira as he continued to worry about his situation facing the incident last night.
Upon arriving at ME, Bams headed straight for the roof. He went to Aira and saw her condition. Aira tried to cover her face. He was very embarrassed by his condition at that time.all day he used a mask and lowered his hat to work.
As she exited the elevator there was Tika who had just recovered from her injuries. Aira smiled looking at Tika's improved condition.
Thank you Tik, you saved me! Aira Benak
With the return of Tika, then he will never again be a dance partner Ryo.
Soraya calls Aira to discuss the management of Tika's return. Aira listened well to Soraya's explanation that would restore her original position as an OG in the building.
After so many days, only today ‘hari’ Aira without Ryo. he did not appear at all in ME.
The next day, Aira again cleaned the space in ME as before. Friends of friends welcomed her but they were very sorry for Aira to give up her position as a dancer. But Aira said she was happy with her current position. He sincerely accepted what had been given to him.that was all that could make him endure this moment.
For him, the pain in Aira's chest could be milder with him busying himself. Now he is like a workaholic, because when he is busy working, then that's when he does not think about the end of his relationship with Ryo. Only feeling tired when finished working can make him fall asleep at night.
Today is the fourth day Aira is back as OG. He never saw Ryo again. Perhaps with this condition, Aira felt that maybe he would forget Ryo sooner, the only person who had filled his entire heart.
“wear dong's eyes!” a loud voice sounded from the room until it came out. Apparently there was Aira who was busy tidying up the files that were spilled coffee.
“sorry miss. sorry miss.” continued Aira.
Ryo just stood looking from outside the glass window. He was sad to see Aira being treated like that, but he himself had treated Aira more than that.
Aira came out carrying empty and dirty trays and cups. He himself looks dirty because of the coffee spill. As he turned his head to the left side, there was Ryo standing looking at him coldly. Aira only caught a glimpse. He also went away with mixed feelings. He tried to hold back his tears.
On returning from the pantry room, Aira returned to the locker room to exchange her uniform for a clean one. There she could no longer hold back her tears. Not the cry from Soraya's shout, but the cry from all that had been dawning her at this moment, the cry she endured while staring at Ryo's cold face.
Ryo who was leaning against the side wall of the locker room only listened to Aira's cries from outside. His heart was also like a slit. The pain of hearing Aira's sobbing seemed to make his whole body dashed with needles, he seemed
not accepting Aira's cry because of someone else.
Hey stupid! Loe why ... instead of loe himself has made him cry? Ben Ryo seemed to be talking to himself
Ryo was walking in the hallway, there was Boman who had been waiting for him. He took the file from Boman without speaking. Boman herself was confused by Ryo's late attitude, she had canceled three photoshoots due to bruises on her face.
“Tell soraya on leave. or she has to hand over resignation” he said stop stepping.
Boman is more confused by the word Ryo, why should it be like that. What is the mood of Ryo who is not comfortable in the office because of Soraya? Boman was confused.
“lo why exactly?” boman asked hearing that.
“don't bother me first!” he said back like he had no more energy
“we have Yo schedule!” answer Boman
“batalin!” answer again
“ya can't dong loe” replied Boman again
“gue has been busy paying penalties because you are rich in gini”, Boman said again
At that moment Bams came and heard their talk
“loe just take it from my money” answers like not wanting to argue
“gue return!” ryo leaves Boman
For a moment he stared coldly at Bams who was standing at the end of the hall. It passed and disappeared from there.
Bams approaches the confused Boman facing the present Ryo.
“ada what Bo?” ask Bams to come closer
“don't know me, Ryo doesn't want to work!” boman was confused
“loe know why she?” ask Boman
Bams nodded slowly
“why?” Boman wants to know
“ya clearly, where ever he thought of the work problem” Boman upset with the original answer Bams.
Bams only responded with a smile at Boman's protest.
“ntar I say ma dia” said Bams held Boman's left shoulder and left Boman confused and bothered himself by Ryo's attitude this week.
That afternoon gossip spread among the workers, Soraya received a strong reprimand for a mistake that he himself did not know. Soraya was asked to take leave or resign. Boman is increasingly confused himself, during this work many are handled by Soraya.
The ME situation is like heating up for nothing. Aira felt guilty by the events that happened in ME at that time, many problems that appeared later this, she felt she might be one of the causes of the problem.
The next day Aira met with the management and applied for leave. He wants to go home. I want to spend time with Aina.
Bams sees Aira coming out of the management room, he sees Aira carrying a signed leave form.
“where are you going?” tanya Bams approached Aira.
Quickly Aira hid the paper he was holding. But Bams has already taken it.
“don't talk here” whispered Aira
Bams pulled Aira onto the balcony where they used to chat.
“what does this mean ai? You're not going, are you?” ask again
“I just want to rest bentar” he said with a forced smile
His body is now getting thinner, probably due to fatigue and food that he can not consume too much.
“kok I have a bad feeling huh?” Bams suspects Aira
Aira tried to smile at Bams
“i just don't want to create a lot of problems for others” he replied sadly
“you are not wrong, why do you have to run” he replied
“I just want to own Bi!” answerable
“but Ai.” Bams continues to protest
“when you avoid journalists, aren't you also wrong?” he looked at Bams with a smile
Bams smiled as Aira answered that.
“I just want to be alone first, what I have to do for my life and Aina, that's what I have to think about, that's what I will prioritize” he explained again
“when you said it felt like dying, I was so worried” said Bams staring warmly at Aira
Aira felt guilty hearing all of that
“I just complain a little!” heed
“honestly.. Of everything I face, this is the toughest” he said glazed but still with a smile. A bitter smile among the smiles of Aira that he forced.
“I will talk ma Ryo. you are calm aja” said Bams assured that
“no need Bi... I don't want to go back to dia” Aira said and a drop of tears fell. Aira wiped away her tears quickly.
“but ai?” Bams did not understand Aira's feelings now
“from the beginning I was not a suitable person for him, and I have said that many times, and finally.. now he knows it” said Aira with tears that kept dripping even though she said that with a smile.
"it's also what I want, I don't need to be afraid of anyone else knowing about our relationship, I'm even calm now" he said.
"are you sure?" ask Bams
Bams wiped away Aira's tears. Can't I replace it in your heart? mind Bams
“though I told myself many times that he would throw me away, but still when that happened, the pain was still there” he lowered his head.
Bams felt very sad to see Aira like that.
“you don't need to worry, I never want to end my life just because of this problem, I still have Aina, I still have, so you don't have to think it was” he said raising his face and looking at Bams who was looking at him sadly.
“don't see I'm so rich!” pinta Aira again
“aku seems to be able to feel your sadness ai” said Bams smiled to encourage Aira.
