When the Playboy Star Falls in Love (I Love You)
Hope to Be Capable of
So you're comfortable as long as there's no me? Write Bams
Kiky went wrong. Now the meaning is misunderstood Bams again!
Kiky just sighed trying to continue to be patient with the lover. He wanted to reply to the message, but his heart again hesitated.
Bams never asked what he was doing, hardly ever taking the initiative to contact him other than when he wanted to. But when a rumor comes up. It seemed to cut down without asking. He was calling as if he was an cheat.
I'm just a man who can't let go of my love for a Bams, I love him more than I love myself. I gave it my all, but what? he always couldn't believe it.
Can't our feelings be the same? Is it impossible if your heart is for me? Is it that hard to love me?
Those feelings and questions are always present in my moment of life, not because I don't trust you, but because your heart was never for me
Kiky monologue
A drop of tears trickled down the corner of her eyes, revealing the pain she had in her heart.
While in the distance, Bams heart like burning, because Kiky just read the message without replying. He doesn't take it all until he calls Kiky via Video.
Kiky stared at Bams' call. Now the man remembers it. Or will he just say his anger?
With a heavy Kiky touch the lift button on that call.
“so my message Just read?” bams asked irritatedly and of course with a face that had been mounted sour.
Kiky looked at Bams face with a glare, her eyes reddened with tears.
“i'm always wrong!” kiky lowered his gaze
“i was hoping after a few days of refraining from contacting you, you will ask, you will contact me, you will ask me about my situation.. you only remember me when there is news about me” said Kiky sadly with tears that followed his talk
“don't twist turn facts!” bams is still angry
Kiky just shook his head slowly
“I'm just trying to explain my heart and feelings” Kiky said again
Bams. He threw his face away because he felt guilty.
“already .. if you don't want to explain, I can't force” said Bams no longer in an angry tone. His tone seemed to understand, as if receiving and as if understanding that the news was only enlarged by the media.
Kiky's gaze grew sadder. Bams is not as jealous of her anymore as he was. It was like reinforcing his opinion that Bams never loved him
“why? You don't want to know?” ask Kiky
“gak!” answer Bams ketus
Kiky's heart is getting sicker.
Tut!
The call came to an end.Kiky's cry broke out. He buried his face in a pillow. I don't want his voice to sound. And he cried as it came to be, wanting to express how sick he was now.
He chose to cry and cry, not to beg, not to ask again. He only survives his own pain.
Elsewhere, Bams who accidentally touched the close button made him feel anxious. There was a fear of Kiky's anger and misunderstanding towards him. He was waiting for a call back from Kiky, but it seemed that Kiky did not crush his anger this time.There was a little anxiety in Bams' chest with Kiky's attitude changing to him at the end of this.
Are you tired of waiting for me? Benak Bams asked again.
He looked back at the profile picture of Kiky smiling in his arms. Unlike him who only displays a twilight photo that someone likes, someone who used to hope he would be able to achieve.
Their breath seemed to stop all the raging feelings. Slowly they dissolve on their own with the time they are living. Kiky prefers to go somewhere else. Trying to fight yourself to stay strong and strong.walking with his legs and body, fighting his soul and struggling heart always invokes the name of Bams.
While Bams chose to sleep to replenish his energy where they will fly back to the city where the next concert was held.
***
The concert went well, every concert was held, Aira always contact Ryo to give him spirit. At the end of each concert Ryo always read a poem that contains a longing for someone who is still considered mysterious by the public.
Bams and Kiky's relationship has been strained since the beginning of the concert. Although Bams now took the initiative to be more aggressive, but Kiky has decided to fortify himself, continue to fight and fight not to be too hopeful. Kiky seemed to want to slowly relax the bond he and Bams, as if he wanted to take it off even though
the bond will leave a scar that he will never be able to remove.
Ddrrrttt Dddrrr
In the middle of the meeting Kiky's phone kept vibrating. Bams continued to contact her nonstop making Kiky feel uncomfortable. I don't know what happened to Bams, but that call was the 30th call in the last hour.
“where are you going?” bams said sighing
“kan I told you meeting” said Kiky
“formerly every meeting .. want to be able to just pick up my phone” complained Bams
“ya gosh, I really meting” replied Kiky again
“you're coming next week?” ask bams again
“not that I said I tried to” said Kiky
“you're bored with me huh Ky?” ask Bams again
“you want to kill me again?” Kiky asked back
“I'm meeting again, and I again need to focus because of my company problem now, can't you not invite me to fuss Bams?” ask Kiky annoyed
“maaf... I only miss!” bams said
Kiky's heart danced like a salsa dancer with an endless rhythm.
Kangen body!
The thought stopped all the music that made the dance stop. Refroding the newly warmed sense and re-presenting a war between Kiky's mind, mind and heart.
“Ky..” call Bams
“hem” Kiky replied
“ya already if you are busy. I close first” said Bams
“hem!” answer Kiky who came back messed up
“kangen?” muttered Kiky slowly gazed out the window where the scorching afternoon sun looked yellowing golden.
Helaan breath tired and look tired eyes are not able to look at all the beauty because his heart continues to carve doubts.
Somewhere else!
“Di.!” call Aira to Aina who looks tired after work.
“ya ni?” Aina looked at Aira.
Aira's face looks better at the end of this, the period of her womb entering the fifth month makes her look bloated on the sidelines of her thin body.
“hmmm..” Aira hesitated to say her point
“what's this?” Aina straightened her body that was previously leaning tiredly on the living room sofa.
“hmmm... next week will be the last concert of Boys... we go yes?” ask Aira again.
“ni...it was in B” town Aina slightly chuckled mocking the older sister
“iya.. can you permit just one day, we go there!” aira said with a look of confidence
Aina looked seriously at the older sister as if rereading the mystery on the look on Aira's face.
“I'll introduce you to the father of my son” said Aira in a trembling voice of doubt and nervousness will uncover a truth that might make her position difficult.
“ni...”.
Seriate
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Thanks to readers who are still faithfully reading and waiting for updates from this novel...
My final apologies2 are a little difficult to update because the condition of the body that is not fully able to..
Don't forget to stay with the support, let me make my spirit healed and can write more..
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