When the Playboy Star Falls in Love (I Love You)
I beg you
“finally we can be alone” said Ryo
Aira just looked at him coldly, there was no warm look or love from her eyes.
“ai.. i..” Ryo was confused starting the word. Ryo approached again, however, again Aira retreated her steps.
“I'm wrong.. I'm sorry.. I've made a big mistake!” he said sadly and looked at Aira still glued with a meaningless gaze. Aira's gaze as if she was looking at a person she had just met was not an angry look at a guilty lover, or a look of affection.
“that night I heard that the mysterious girl Bams was you, I was like a charred burn” he said heavy considering all that.
“and I was told, if at that time you were with Bams” explained Ryo
“I'm so jealous again, heard your chat and saw you wearing a Bams shirt.I couldn't think of anything else, I'm overwhelmed by emotions that I've never experienced” explained Ryo again
“I think badly of you because of the word of the night as if you were ..” obviously again looked down not dare to say it.
Aira knows all that from Bams. she knows how jealous Ryo is about it.
“i was always jealous of Bams, because Bams was once a person who meant something to you” he said again looking at Aira who stood still.
“maafin I ai... I beg you!!” Ryo pleaded with a very sad face.
“I apologize to me, forgive me.. plissss” he said softly.
But Aira kept looking at him coldly.
“just that?” ask Aira
“pliiisss... Tell me what should I do to make up for all my mistakes?” ask Ryo
“what is true you Ryo? someone who used to hear all my past stories!” ask Aira again
Ryo fell silent, he lowered his gaze from feeling guilty. Aira reminded that she should not insult him.
“maafin.. Sorry..” said Ryo lirih lowered his head.
Aira was just silent, her chest was rumbling from being too sore, her throat was narrowing from enduring the disappointment in the man who was now in front of her, the man who had filled her whole heart. But this man had also incised a deep wound that was now so poignant and continued to grow even more poignant as he looked at his face.
“you insulted me, you said it very cruelly, you said everything while you know very well, I am most not strong with insults” his reply arrived after a long silence.
“iya.. I was wrong.. I was wrong” Ryo tried to grab Aira's hand, but Aira brushed it off and stayed away.
“Ai.. plisss!” Ryo kept begging
“you even abused me ..” sobs Aira considering Ryo's treatment
Ryo looked down in remembrance of all his behavior.
“I am indeed that low. I am indeed poor. I am indeed a call worker woman. but I still have self-esteem yo. I still hold strong my principles.” explained Aira.
Ryo was silent a thousand languages, he did not dare to raise his face to look at Aira because he realized all the mistakes he had made.
“please..lupain me!” answer Aira again
Ryo immediately looked at Aira and shook his head hearing that
“this time .. Please do this for me!” aira continued with wet eyes and begged.
“I lakainin all for you ai, but not for you” replied Ryo again
“aku please.!” answered Aira coldly
“gak .. I beg you to give me one more chance. Give me a chance to make amends. I beg you!” ryo asked for
“do it.. There is at least one thing you can give me sincere” said Aira
“I did everything all this time sincere ai. i.”
“enggak.. You never do anything for me” said Aira
“so all this time what I do is nothing to you?” Ryo couldn't believe what he was hearing
“iya” reply Aira cooler
“Aira? I sell everything to you”
“I even agree to our secret relationship, I would love to show our relationship, but you said I should be quiet, and I kept quiet, I sold it all to you”
“no, you sell it for yourself. You want to know? You're happy when you're with me, and I can't show up in public like everyone else, because you want to be with the person who makes you happy, you accept to keep that relationship a secret, because if you don't, you accept to keep it a secret, you will not get pleasure from it” explained Aira again
Ryo shook his head hearing the words of Aira which were very unreasonable.
“You give me this card? Because it would be very unpleasant if I was always looking for money and did not have time for you”
“from the beginning, you always forced me to accept you, all... all just you” said Aira at length.
How could you say all that ai. I sincerely love you ..! ryo mind
“I did that because I love you” said Ryo
Disappointed Ryo, hate me, so that when I go you will only leave hatred.. Aira Benak
“Say! Is there anything you do sincerely for me?” obviously Aira again
Ryo was speechless hearing the words of Aira who thought of him doing that for himself.
“Look, you came here just thinking about you, did you ever think, coming here and talking to me would very likely make it viral? You want me to be exposed, so that there are people who recognize who I am and announce to the whole world who I used to be.” explained Aira.
“Do you think if this opens up what will impact me?”
“Gak! You never think of me though, that you do, all just for you, for your own pleasure”
“I'm sincere ai, I never thought it was for me, I do it all for you” replied Ryo disappointed
“you disappointed?” ask Aira again
Continue to let Ryo continue to be disappointed . mind Aira
“whatever you think, the important thing is I do it all for you” he replied softly
“oya? You are sincere with me?” ask Aira again
“very” replied Ryo sadly
He was very sad because Aira had never thought about her sincerity for so long
“continue why did you sell it?” ask Aira
“I explained, because I was too jealous and I misunderstood” replied Ryo again
“jealous! You never believed in me, did you?” aira replied with glassy eyes
“not that I don't believe, but because of how you were with Bams, and the conditions of that night, I misunderstood” explained Ryo again
“ past? What about you then?” ask Aira
Ryo's speechless.
“Ai... I apologize. I beg .. forgive me this time only. I promise I will be the one you want” said Ryo pleading with a face of compassion.
“you know? If the time I can turn, I don't even want to be in this city” replied Aira trying to hold back her sobs
“Aii.. don't say it” Ryo sad.
“Which I deeply regret, of all those who insulted me, the humiliation of you exceeded them. You are the only person I love. I can't remember everything. Don't come again, don't see me again, don't call me again, don't send anything again, I'll never receive it” Aira's tears drip, Ryo just lowered his head on hearing that, I'm not going to do anything, he deeply regrets the word he said. This is the first time Aira says love to Ryo.
“I'm sorry ai, I'm really sorry, tell me what should I do for you to forgive me? Please give me a chance to get sorry you” Ryo begged
Aira shook her head
Calls for passengers to enter the plane were heard. Hearing that Ryo started to feel scared.
“I beg you, I beg you ai. forgive me. Give me a chance to correct my mistake. At that time I was too jealous, my mind was not able to think clearly, I was overpowered by jealousy very Ryo could not continue saying as he saw Aira not flinching
“I apologize to me. I beg you!”
Aira remained silent, Aira her eyes kept dripping without her being able to hold back.
“say anything .. whatever ai..say me how? Let you forgive me” continued Ryo
“if you want me to forgive.. and you really sincerely want to do something for me..” said Aira breathing on the sidelines of her crying.
Ryo waits for words that will make him able to have another chance with his lover.
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