WHEN I MISS PRAYER

Episode 88 - I leave it to you

Not all injuries are always interpreted with disappointment. Salwa learns from him, a wound that makes her meet happily. It was pain that taught him to rise, sadness that reminded him to return.

It turned out to be true, the sadness that made me think back to Him, was better. Than the happiness that made him drift away and forget Him. Now Salwa believed because she felt it, how good God was to her. When you draw near to Him, anything will be given in time.

"Everything went well ?" Ask Asma while eating her food.

"Alhamdulillah." The answer.

"the father allowed the people to get to know each other for a month." Evidently.

"may all go according to plan. I hope you're happy with the love you expect." Asthma Vocabulary.

"amiyin." Her speech.

"if I remember it, I have admired him for a long time. When he first set foot in the secretariat room at that time." Salwa.

"it was my second meeting with him after the road accident." Asthma Reply.

"yes, yeah.. You met him first." Salwa.

"i was also surprised when I met him again in the room, as soon as it was time to meet us again." Asthma Vocabulary.

"asthma.. But... What ... You still have feelings for her ?" Ask Salwa doubtfully.

"maybe." Answer it quickly.

Salwa did not expect the answer that came out of the mouth of Asthma. It felt like it was speechless, other than showing its shocked face and its frozen body.

"why ?" Ask Asthma with a smile.

"asthma... You yaa.." Say Salwa who is aware of Asthma jokes.

"in any case, your question is just fine. How could I still keep the flavor for her." Asthma Vocabulary.

"you know, I've never lamar bang ihsan, I feel pain, disappointed, how can I still maintain my feelings when I've been proposed by someone. And again, now I'm already someone's wife. I'd rather learn to love my husband than to maintain feelings that aren't mine." Clear Asthma.

"you must learn to be calm. Moreover, the big bang is also much admired by women. Don't get carried away. Must be confident in any situation." Asthma Vocabulary.

"thank you, asthma. I always calm down after hearing your words." Salwa.

Asthma just returned with a smile.

"do you want to go home ?" Ask Salwa.

"ngga. I need to, I'm going to Farhan's place." Answer Asma.

"delivered a driver, right ?" Ask Salwa.

"i brought my own car." The answer.

"you want me to drive you home first ?" Ask Asma.

"do it, you'll be tired on the road. Anyway, I have a promise with Liya, I want to see the clothes." Salwa.

"smooth yes.. " She said while stroking Salwa's arm.

"thank you, yeah."

"i'm first ya." Asma stepped towards her car.

With a happy heart Asma drove his car to the hospital where Farhan was on duty. Before arriving, Asma stopped by one of the eating places to buy food for Farhan lunch. His footsteps were still accompanied by a smile on his face, before reaching the door of Farhan's room and hearing a female voice from inside his room.

"how hard is it to behave as usual, like we were friends in the beginning ?. Is it hard to accept my kindness ? I'm just trying to get you to bring this food." Evidently.

Asthma's hand is still floating to knock. Before the nurse finally opened the door to meet with Farhan.

"doctor.. "

"asthma.. "

Asthma only replies with a smile, also with a chest that feels tight.

"It's a patient report to check, doctor." Said the sister while giving some maps to Farhan.

"thank you."

"well, excuse me doctor."

Asthma enters by giving a smile to the nurse who greets her with a smile.

"assalamu'alaikum." Asma spoke directly to Farhan and landed a kiss of Asthma.

"wa'alaikumussalam."

The woman inside, could only stare at the intimacy of the two while holding the plastic containing the food he was carrying.

"i brought you food." Asthma Vocabulary.

"xena.. Want to eat together ?" Asma Tours offers.

Xena did not reply and just looked at him in annoyance, then left.

"i.. Talk to xena for a minute ?" his permission.

"asthma.. Don't you have to." Farhan's orders while holding Asthma's arm.

Not only did Asma say those words, Farhan interrupted him immediately.

"you don't have to deal with him. Let him be my business." Her speech.

"god willing, God has always protected us, yes."

"i hope, we can be happy with this marriage." Asthma Vocabulary.

"i'm certainly very happy, asthma. Sorry for asking you forcibly." Farhan.

"you didn't force me at all, ma'am. Thank you for giving me time and for waiting patiently." Asthma Reply.

"eaten yuk, cold hunt later." Bring Asma.

Farhan shook his head and sat on the sofa to eat food with Asthma.

There was a heart that was still patiently waiting, calmly waiting for an answer that somehow came. Saving sense with uncertainty, definitely will not feel calm. Hope that every hope will be as desired. But save with resignation, will not cause deep wounds. For believing that what is set for him will happen as it should. And something that isn't for her will drift away following the actual flow.

Nadia spent her afternoon tidying up the teaching room and completing the tasks, while waiting for teaching time in the afternoon.

"Oh my God, I hope my heart will be as calm as ever. I don't want to be bothered with feelings that won't necessarily be mine. I leave all my race to You, for You are the owner of the heart, You know how good it is to me." Nadia's whisper in her heart.

Suddenly the door opened without a greeting sound. Nadia was surprised to find him who had disturbed her mind since.

"are you ? Assalamu'alaikum." Her speech.

"wa'alaikumussalam."

Syahrul immediately stepped foot into the locker. Nadia regulated her breathing and heartbeat that was pounding irregularly and getting louder.

"astaghfirullahal.." His whisper while bowing holding his chest.

"day-night tumben gini is here ?" Ask Syahrul while closing the locker door.

Nadia did not respond and still bowed while reciting.

"nad.. " Sayahrul put some paper in the bag.

"nad.." Call him again while approaching with worry.

"nad.. You sick ?" Tanya Syahrul stood behind the computer.

Nadia also regained her senses and raised her gaze.

"yes ?" Ask.

"are you sick ?" Ask Syahrul again.

"ngg. gaa.." she answered nervously.

"ah .. Tadi .. Just .. Shocked." Obviously Nadia while smiling.

"sorry yes. I don't think anyone's inside." said Syahrul.

"nothing." Reply Nadia.

"what's going on in the afternoon?" Ask Nadia.

"there's something to take. It's coming back to work." Reply Syahrul.

"be careful." Nadia said, embarrassed and immediately looked back at the computer screen in front of her.

Syahrul walked up to pick up the bag and walked out of the room.

Asma sat in the sofa waiting for Farhan's doctor to finish his task while playing a cell phone. He remembered Kirei whom he had not yet contacted.

"bang ihsan must be waiting for news about kirei. My email has not been answered. I'd better call him" Asma said in her heart while looking for a business card in her bag.

"gold. Asthma's clearance to get out, yeah, call someone." Asthma Vocabulary.

"not here, ajah ? Can't I know ?" Ask Farhan.

"that's it, mas. I'm going to the yard, so it's quieter." Clear Asthma.

"yes, already. Don't you stay long." Farhan.

"yes, baby." Answer Asma.

Asthma sits in the garden, near a shady tree. The wind that was blowing accompanied him waited for a reply from kirei.

Asthma : kirei.. Assalamualaikum says. It's me, asthma.

Kira : ....

Asthma: I have a need with you. Can we meet ? I'm in your spare time, let me know.

Kira : ....

Asthma: thank you, kirei.

"alhamdulillah." Say Asthma happily.

"hi's.. " Say a man who surprised her.

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