WHEN I MISS PRAYER

Episode 83 - Regrets

After passing through a colorful day of soul emotions. Time has not been in favor of the peace expected. All the memories of that day were still stored, warm in memory, as if only yesterday had happened.

For Salwa who was reassuring the heart, anxiety now appears again. Shake, can not be separated and detained again. Worrying, full of calculation in the determination. Treating the wound, not done. But the problem, appears to add to the burden. For Salwa, it felt as if the calmness disappeared as she presented love to the opposite sex.

"weekend, what is it ?" Liya asked on the porch of the house while picking vegetables accompanied by Asham.

"don't know." Answer's short.

"gold again thought of something huh ?" Ask Liya.

Not answering his question, Asham's view even leads to Salwa's house. The girl he expected, appeared before his eyes. Liya who was watching the kaka, followed the direction of Asham's gaze.

"what else do I think of salwa mba ? what the hell is going on?" Whisper Liya in his heart.

"mas.." Call Liya, wake up.

"awhile, deck." Asyam.

Asyam got up and intended to approach Salwa who was cool to walk while justifying the bag that concerns his shoulder. Yellow, the color of the hijab is bright choice. While hoping the day will also be as bright as the sensitivity it wears.

"salwa.." Sapa Asyam who arrived near Salwa.

"just hoping that this bright color could distract my anxiety. Why did he show up in front of me." He murmured in his heart.

Salwa just stopped not retaliating.

"emm... This weekend, have you had any activity ?" Ask Asyam.

"there's ! bangeeet. I'm so busy I can't enjoy my day in peace." The reply in the heart.

"don't know." Ketus answer.

"if possible, I'd like some free time to talk." Pinta Asham's.

"ah.not both. I'll take liya." Obviously Asyam.

"branch forgot ya by my request ?" Ask Salwa.

"don't bother me, don't show up in front of me on purpose and don't look for business with me." Firmly practicing with his finger.

"until when ?" Ask Asyam.

"when should I wait ? so that I can melt your heart with my efforts ?" Ask Asyam.

"forever ! wait a long time without getting bored. Like I tried so long to melt my brother's heart and the wounds that I feel until now." The answer is in the heart.

"branch. I'm sorry, I think I'm very messed up. So please don't bother me first." Her request.

"sorry, assalamu'alaikum." Salwa said, leaving.

"sal... "

"do I need to be more patient ? maybe this is what salwa felt first when I rejected it violently. Oh my God, this reply is real I think." Asyam's whispers in his heart.

"gold." Call Liya gently right behind Asyam.

"mas nothing ?" Ask Liya.

"ah. yeah." The answer.

"mas is there a problem with salwa ?" Ask Liya.

"ngga. Looks like the wrong time. Salwa feeling is not good anymore." Obviously Asyam.

"mas go in first." Say Asyam while patting the sister's shoulder.

Farhan sat down restlessly while driving. Accompanied by his faithful wife sitting beside him.

"you really want to go there now ?" Ask Farhan.

"yes, my mom." The answer.

"don't panic, don't panic. I'm nothin." Asthma speech reassuring.

"yes, my mom." Answer Asthma with a smile.

Ainun, who asked Asma to meet, had been waiting in the guest room hugging a pillow.

"assalamu'alaikum."

"wa'alaikumussalam."

"come in." Said Ainun who stood up to let Asma and Farhan sit in the guest room.

"sorry, I asked you to come here." Ainun.

"nga anything. I did have plans to visit you, but you asked for it first." Clear Asthma.

"otherwise, please take care of your attitude to asthma that is pregnant. I don't want it to happen again." Farhan Resolute.

"mas.. " She said while holding Farhan's hand.

"sorry, doctor farhan. Sorry too, asthma. At that time my emotions were out of control. I'm not gonna hurt asthma, I promise." Ainun.

"if so, I'll say goodbye."

"honey, I'm off to work. Take good care of yourself." Said Farhan while peeping Asthma's forehead.

"be careful." Asma said while kissing Farhan's hand.

Asma and Ainun decided to take a walk in the nearest park. Beautiful, comfortable and cool garden. Shady trees that make shade plus fragrant are typical of the foliage.

"how are you ?" Ask Asma.

"it's better." Answer Ainun.

"actually, not really. I still miss papa's presence so much, his shadow still vividly remembered." Ainun.

"we sit there. You're afraid you're tired." Ainun.

"yuk."

"After papa's departure, I didn't expect to remember everything I'd done to papa. I'm sorry, can't be a good boy to papa. My father always thought and tried to give the best for me." Her speech.

"and when papa wants to introduce me to his co-workers. I ran away from home, I made papa angry. Until I finally met you again and I decided to go headscarf."

"why does it feel like this hurt ? every day, every night, every spare moment, I always remember papa. And. it hurts." Said Ainun while lashing out at his chest, his tears started to spill.

"if only then had I taken the introduction seriously, perhaps he would have been mine by now. Perhaps, papa will also be happy and calm leaving me with someone who is ready to take care of me and mama."

"otherwise, papa would have been happier if you could prove it. If you get better and be a good child so that your prayers become friends in your grave." Asthma Vocabulary.

"i'm really sorry. It hurts, asthma. I haven't even had time to apologize to Papa. Papa's gone all of a sudden, no sign of anything." Continue Ainun while crying.

"that's a lesson for all of us, don't put off a good thing. Without our awareness, sometimes we feel we still have tomorrow, as well as the people we meet." Asthma Vocabulary.

"there is no telling when death comes." Continue Asthma.

"asma, I. I want to ask you a favor." Ainun.

"ask for help ? ask what's help ?" Ask Asma.

"i want to learn to teach. I want to keep learning to teach. As you know, bang was fun teaching me while there was still papa." Evidently.

"i'd like to ask for help. Please tell him, I want him to teach again." Pinta Ainun looked at Asma while clasping her hands together.

Like the sound of lightning, Asthma was very surprised by Ainun's request. Not only had his request to join teaching processed, he had already asked for something else that for Asthma was very contrary to his principles. Why should Asyam, an adult male that Ainun should be guarding himself from. Moreover, given the incident when Ainun asked Asyam to marry him. Asthma hesitates to fulfill her wish.

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