WHEN I MISS PRAYER

Episode 79 - Jealousy

The sun shows a beautiful dim light, indicating that the day will soon change. In captivity with deer, the santri get acquainted with animals that are allowed to freely meet the visitors. The fun and pleasure of the students in taking pictures together, venturing to feed, taking pictures with the deer and calmly enjoying the afternoon walk. In a different place, under the same sky. With a cool air that refreshes all minds.

But not with Asma, his eyes were always on Ihsan who was playing with santri ikhwan. Farhan, who had been standing together on the edge of the fence, noticed where his wife's gaze was headed.

"why are you watching him ?" Farhan asked while feeding the deer that was approaching the fence.

Asthma immediately regained her senses and looked towards Farhan.

"you still think about it ?" Ask Farhan.

"or do you still feel it ?" Ask again.

"mas.."

"i don't know what's in your heart, Asma. Please respect me as your husband. Especially when I'm with you." Farhan.

"mas.I don't hold any feelings for other men." Rigorously.

Asma held Farhan's arm and took a deep breath.

"a few days ago, Raina asked for my help to find someone. That someone was my friend and bang ihsan in the past. Before abi proposed to me for bang ihsan, bang ihsan had his own choice and it was our old playmate." Clear Asthma.

"do you remember when I fainted when I received the letter ?" Ask Asma.

"she's the woman he's looking for. The woman moved to Japan and God's destiny brought me to her earlier. The business card I was holding, it was his business card." Clear Asthma.

"i'm confused, mas. Should I tell bang ihsan or should I finish with kirei first. I said, I just talked to bang ihsan." Her speech.

"let me know that you need my help to meet with Ihsan. I'll be ready to accompany you." Farhan said while embracing Asthma.

"i hope my efforts to kirei go easily. And may he be the best mate for a bang ihsan." Asthma Vocabulary.

"the most important thing is how we try to achieve what we are aiming for. As a result, we leave it to God. God is the best planner." Reply Farhan.

"thank you, ma'am." Asthma Vocabulary.

Everyone enjoys nature. Its beauty, coolness, peace and quiet. The taste that once interfered in the heart, felt lost for a moment, washed away in the beauty of the Creator. No fidgeting, no more fretting. There was only happiness and cheerfulness painted on the face. Enjoy being together, playing together, joking and laughing.

Enjoying life is not just a straight path. When in sadness, it is not wrong to change the path to find happiness so as not to linger drifting in sadness. Even if you make a mistake, there are regrets. But that does not mean having to fall into fear, looking for light to continue life is still given.

Asyam approached Salwa who was feeding the deer while ducking. Kneeling on one leg, Asham fed the same deer. Salwa turned her face to look at Asham who was also looking at her. Without thinking long and drifting in her gaze, Salwa stood up straight and stepped back.

"rich to wiggling ghost ajah." Asyam.

"branches seem to be more than that." Ketus.

"if more than that, what does dong mean ?" Ask Asyam who also stood up.

"it's up to you to mean what it is." Salwa answered immediately stepped in to leave.

Suddenly Asham appeared before him, blocking his steps.

"there's something I want to talk about." Asyam.

"what ?"

"what.. may.. I know you better than just a coworker ?" Ask Asyam.

"branch don't remember, brother has rejected me with brother's attitude ?" Ask Salwa.

"please let my brother try to melt my heart." Strictly Salwa, whispered as she stood parallel beside Asham, then left.

"that's. That means he's allowing, right ? that means I can try to get close to him, right?" Bisik Asyam happily.

Salwa found Asma fined Akhwat. Sit down and embrace the arm of Asthma while leaning on her shoulder.

"what's up ?" Ask Asma.

"mba asthma." The new Sapa Liya came.

"eh, yes. What's the matter, liya ?"

"there is also mba salwa." Sapa Liya's.

"nothing, mba. Liya just again nyari temen chat ajah, want to be cemented with asthma." Liya.

"well, here we talk together." Asthma Vocabulary.

Salwa's desire groaned with her best friend, failing. Liya's presence makes him reluctant to reveal his heart related to the kaka. The feeling he was trying to endure, was now pounding again. The heart wants to calm down, but still disturbed again. The time when Salwa wants to heal her heart by remembering God, putting her love for God first, is being tested with the man who once stole her attention.

As As Asma once said, about the story of the Prophet Yusuf. When pursuing the love of a creature, God keeps it away from it. But when he returned to God, God came for him.

When Salwa awakens, she will not falter with the appeal of Asham who asks permission to know him more. Salwa increasingly wants to strengthen her heart and ask for protection and guidance from God for her journey of love.

"so, is Liya liking someone ?" Ask Asma.

"not like it, but Liya was just amazed. It didn't get there for liya's feelings." Liya.

"saran mba, it would be nice for you not to always pay attention to him because of your admiration. Because that's where the beginning of love blossomed in your heart." Asthma Vocabulary.

"you will not be able to distinguish your feelings of admiration later with feelings of like more than that. Because it must feel pretty much the same and it'll be hard to tell the difference." Clearly again.

"yes, mba asthma. Liya will try to focus as usual."

"who the hell is it ? I'm curious." Ask Salwa.

"secret toh, mba. Later if many know, the more liya matedekin and betrothed. Liya was even more hopeful." Answer Liya.

"let Liya know who she is."Continue, shame.

" that's right." Asthma Reply.

"mba, can liya ask ?"

"what is tuh ?"

"why can asthma accept farhan doctors ? mba Asthma does not know him at all. Is it easy to go through a marriage without feelings of love ?" Ask Liya.

Asthma smiled at the question that came from Liya's mouth. Indeed, if the eyes of people see, it will be very difficult to live a marriage that is not based on love. Without the desire of each partner. Let alone running it, imagining it just feels difficult. Marriage is not just for me to accept. But there are rights and obligations in it.

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