WHEN I MISS PRAYER

Episode 47 - About the Heart

After Asham's rejection of Salwa, they have not been reunited. Salwa who spend more time in the room and out to play with other friends. Unlike the old days who always appeared in the house of Asham and played with the little one, Nuha. When the heart works to get what it wants, then it stops working because of rejection.

Salwa tried to keep busy until she was able to deal with Asyam in the teaching place. At 3 pm, Salwa headed to the secretariat to just tidy up the items and rooms.

...In this place, the first time I saw you and the feeling began to grow without me noticing.....

...a place where I can see you with satisfaction .....

...seeing your every move, smile and laugh, that moment .....

...the place that made me fall in love with you .....

...If I may choose, I want to be like those who see you normally without any taste.....

...be free without any pressing burden.....

...If I could be like them, the distance wouldn't be created between us.....

...-salwa kanisa...

Salwa continued to report in front of the computer, after wiping the table and tidying the book. Suddenly a woman came in to greet me. With a happy face, he came to greet Salwa.

"god willing, it is finally visible." Said Nadia shaking hands and hugging Salwa.

"how are you ?" Ask Nadia.

"alhamdulillah, fine." He answered, sitting back and staring at the screen.

"i heard, bang ihsan is back huh ?" Ask Salwa.

"yes. Thank God, I am grateful that we can get together as usual. But on the other hand, I was also sad to see asthma and bang ihsan." Obviously Nadia while preparing teaching needs.

"bang Ihsan didn't know that asthma was married yet ?" Ask Salwa.

"it seems. I want to tell you I'm not entitled, either, unless he's his neighbor. That's why I couldn't answer it either." Nadia.

"i tried to avoid the idea, so he didn't ask me too many questions. I'm confused, sal." Said Nadia while sitting on a sofa.

"assalamu'alaikum." Said a woman who came.

"wa'alaikumussalam."

"god, surprise me." Nadia.

"why ? you guys say 'emang until surprised that same arrival me." Say Asthma that sits and puts souvenirs on the table.

"tu Nadia was afraid to meet so much, afraid to be asked questions" he said." Answer Salwa.

"don't be honest about why." Nadia said that made Asma and Salwa smile.

"i brought you guys a cake, let's try it." Smell while opening three brownie boxes with different flavors.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said three young men who followed after Asma.

"wa'alaikumussalam."

"well, eat this." Zidan.

"come here cobain, zidan, bang assyam, shahrul." Asthma Vocabulary.

"mantab nih, fill the stamina first before fidgeting." Syahrul.

Salwa looked at Asyam who not a few of you looked at her. His heart started to get out of control. Feeling increasingly wanting to have and tightness because it can not have.

"salwa, come with me." Nadia.

Salwa smiled and approached.

"god, there is a feast." Said Ihsan who came along with Liya.

Asthma turned her head and unintentionally looked at him for a long time. Before he came to his senses and handed over his chair to Liya.

"sit, liya. Bang ihsan, please." Asma Tours offers.

Asthma walked towards the locker to put the bag and prepare her teaching equipment. Ihsan stepped towards the table adjacent to the teachers' locker.

"alhamdulillah, as you see." The answer.

The friends who were gathered began to notice and nudge each other.

"you haven't changed, you're still the same as you used to be." Say it with a smile.

Asthma remains focused on cleaning up her needs.

"later give me the reports and tasks you have done. Thank you for helping out with my brother's work." Evidently.

"it's the job of asthma as a vice when the chairman is not around, right ? why thank you ?" He said while closing the locker door.

"i went down first." Say Asthma to another teacher.

Asthma tries to regulate her heart, processing her feelings so as not to overflow like the first moment. Asthma just wants to feel calm when teaching like before. Play cheerfully with younger siblings who want to learn with him.

Asma started his halaqohnya first, gathering the teenage santri who became his group. Teaching hours began, today Asma schedules tahsin for her students. Justifies the recitation of the Qur'an and adds a little memorization to the group.

Before long, the other teachers entered the hall together and started their own circles. Nadia along with Liya, Salwa, Syahrul, Zidan, Ihsan and Asham who try to give the best lessons to the students.

Until the adzan maghrib reverberated, Asma chose to wait in the secretariat room while preparing the report requested by Ihsan. Liya, who was also being prevented, approached Asthma to accompany her.

"mba, can liya come in ?" Ask Liya.

"yes, please." Answer allows.

"what's asthma again ?" Ask Liya.

"again want to take a report for a bang ihsan." He answered with a smile that was as soothing as ever.

"can liya help, mba. If anyone can help." Her speech.

"do not, mba has prepared all the ko, stay tidied up." The reply.

"gba.."

"yes.."

"liya really want to have kaka like mba asthma." Liya.

Asma turned her gaze to Liya and shifted the chair she was sitting on to clearly face Liya. The computer screen that is still, turns on left.

"it has become you, here we are all brothers. You can think of me as your brother." Clear Asthma.

"that's not what Liya meant, mba. Mba must also know mas fun ever liked, mba. Probably still to this day. When liya first met with mba, liya who as a woman only greatly admired, mba. Especially men. The presence of mba among those people always brings calm. Smiles, manner of speaking, attitude, almost all asthma mba have." Liya.

"if only then did you know, it would have been a fun mas that would have filled the void." Further.

"liya, I'm just like you. I'm just a human being who doesn't escape mistakes. And as for the matter of a soul mate, Allah is All-Knowing of all things. He knows best for us. Don't regret his destiny." Clear Asthma.

"me and bang were still comfortable making friends as usual. You want to be close to mba as a kaka, please." Asthma Vocabulary.

"yes, mba. Forgive liya, liya just carried away the feeling." Liya.

"get the job done first, we'll talk later." Asthma Vocabulary.

Ihsan with other friends came after the congregational prayer. Asthma was ready with the files she was holding.

"asma put it on the table yeah, bang for the report." Say Asma while putting the file on Ihsan's desk.

Asthma left immediately.

"is he so just me ?" Ask Ihsan.

"bang Ihsan, try to understand it maybe better. Asthma also needs to prepare the heart to deal with a lot of things that happen." Nadia.

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