WHEN I MISS PRAYER

Episode 85 - Last Chance

"good huh ? I just tried. The buble is very suitable, chewy, sweet fit." Asthma Vocabulary.

"i often buy there because it tastes the same as my taste." Salwa.

"oh, yeah. What do you need to do as a fun bang ?" Ask Salwa curiously.

"yeah kepo ?" Asthma LEDEK.

"yeah.abnya you took nyamperin home. The power is important." Say Salwa while twirling the straws.

"i'm just saying something from someone." The answer.

"how do you go with the big bang ?" Ask Asma.

"there's no continuation yet. " the answer.

"at the time, he wanted to talk if I had free time. He wants to be clear about the incident." Salwa.

"but I refuse." Reveal it.

"why ?" Ask Asma.

"when he asked to know me more, I was still recovering. In the middle of it, there was even an incident that made, there I was increasingly unable to make kindhearted as fun." Salwa.

"intentionally, you are currently setting your heart ? you're trying to build up your feelings of liking towards him again ?" Ask Asma.

"yes, that's it."

"you don't really hate him, do you ?" Ask Asma.

"in the process of healing the wounds of the heart, you draw near to God. You're really trying to make that happen, aren't you, salwa ? don't you hate him ?" Asma asked while holding Salwa's hand.

"asma. I don't know, I was confused. It felt like everything was flowing so hard. My attitude towards him, like I'm not in control. But it does seem to fit the heart." Salwa.

"salwa, you better listen to the explanation. If you still want to have him." Asthma Proposal.

"after that, if you can have peace in your heart. You feel relieved, you feel calm. You talked to your parents about him. If your parents agree, you tell him to ask your parents for permission to get to know you more." Clear Asthma.

"i'll try to calm my heart today, asthma. I wish I could just calmly act to a friend. To make things go comfortably." Salwa.

"i believe you can get through this, Salwa. We are no longer innocent little girls, we are adults, we can determine what is best for us." Asthma Vocabulary.

Talking with Asthma makes Salwa a lot of contemplation and consideration. After Asma left, Salwa returned to her room and stayed silent while thinking about the best path for herself and her relationship.

Later that night, Asham sat in the house staring at the sky thinking and asking, is what he feels right now ? A feeling that remains a question mark for itself. The feeling that suddenly appeared like the loss of someone who used to appear in his days. Whether he really wants to have it, is he really what he wants.

"mas, milk." Said Liya while putting a glass of milk next to Asham.

"thank you, deck." Her speech.

"is there a problem again ?" Ask Liya.

"liya has been feeling lately, but it's just dull, it's grim." Liya.

"haha.."

"emhh. mas only. again confused ajah." The answer.

"mas again confused the same feelings mas. I'm just afraid of being wrong. I'm afraid I might hurt someone." Evidently.

"mba salwa ?" Ask Liya.

Asyam only replied with a glance at Liya.

"Mas, we'll never know if we don't try it anyway ?"

"according to liya, if indeed mas feel happy with the presence of mba salwa, feel he can complete something that is lacking in mas."

"fight!." Firm Liya.

"we will never know if he is our soul mate or not, if we ourselves do not try to find him. Whatever the decision, the most important thing is our effort, right ?" Liya.

"mas will try again to talk to him. If he agrees, you'll accompany him." Asyam.

"yes, my mom." Reply Liya.

Asham returned to the room to rest. Before he closed his eyes, Asham checked his cellphone which he had left in the room.

The Salwa Kanisa

"salwa.." His whisper.

..."I have time tomorrow, 3pm. Dikafe Various Juice's"...

"what is the answer ?" Ask.

..."Thanks. I'll wait for you there."...

"Thank you God, for giving me a way to let go of my anxiety." Say Asyam with a smile.

Asthma lay beside Farhan who was about to close her eyes.

"mas.."

"yes ? why ? are you hungry ? want me to get some food ? or is there something you want ? let me pesen." Farhan.

Asthma chuckled as she clasped onto Tanga Farhan.

"you're funny." Asthma LEDEK.

"what's the matter ?" Ask Farhan.

"emmhmhmhm.. Tomorrow, I have business with salwa. Can I get a copy ?" Ask Asma.

"What business ? where ? inget yeah, you can't be tired." Ask Farhan.

"Salwa would like to meet so much fun at the VJ cafe. There's Liya too, I'm the same liya nemenin they are from afar. There's a misunderstanding they have to explain to each other." Clear Asthma.

"i hope their relationship won't be as complicated as it is today. I hope that if they are in a match, Allah will make it easy and give them the best way."

"aamiinu. My wife always wanted the best for others, to the point of putting her own affairs aside." Said Farhan while stroking Asthma's head.

"sleep, huh ? it's night." it's already night." Said Farhan while peeping Asthma's forehead.

"good night, my mom." Asthma Vocabulary.

Farhan tidied up the blanket for Asthma and hugged her while closing her eyes.

Asyam welcomed her morning happily, although there was still fear and nervousness in her heart. This time the opportunity will not be taken. The work in his room felt light done with a happy heart, the wall clock he always cared about, waiting for the clock to move on the number 2 which became the clock home from work today.

Salwa and Asma had been waiting at the designated cafe. The closer he got to his meeting with Asyam, the more his feelings of sadness became imprudent.

"i'm really nervous. How to be so stubborn, huh ? it was usual." Said Salwa while holding the hand of Asthma in front of him.

"relaxed.. It's just a normal conversation. I do not want ijab qobul." Asthma LEDEK.

"you can still joke." Salwa.

"he's really coming, isn't he ?" Ask Salwa.

Asthma sees the approaching presence of Asham.

"no fucking dateng ? try on the phone again or send a message." Asthma Vocabulary.

"ngga ! why, too, if he does not come to yaudah it is his business that is really the opportunity that I love. That means he's added to my disappointment and I don't think so." Said Salwa with an annoyed face while staring out the window.

"if I come, how ?" Say Asyam who is beside Salwa.

"i stay yes, bang assyam. Salwa, I moved places." Asthma Vocabulary.

"yes, liya." Asthma said as she reached out to Liya.

Asthma moved three tables from the table that Salwa and Asyam occupied.

"so, what's the answer to my question ?" Ask Asyam who was about to melt the atmosphere between the two.

"Directly, what you want to say." Salwa.

"mh.."

"first, I thank you for giving me the opportunity to explain. For me, this could be the last chance. I myself hope to convey as best as possible and also can be the right time to melt your heart." Evidently.

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