WHEN I MISS PRAYER

Episode 80 - The beginning of love

"yes, it's not easy. Especially when you really have to accept it. Just found out his name, don't know how he is. It takes time to be able to accept. Of course in cooperation with Farhan's doctor at that time." Evidently.

"he was patient, he understood that we should get acquainted first before going into a deeper stage. He was patiently waiting for me to accept him. He tried to treat mba to melt the heart mba. He never forces anything until he can actually take it." Clearly again.

"but as we know, as a married couple we have rights and obligations. Mba runs it, and so does he. Rights and obligations in the early stages. Even though it still feels stiff and embarrassed. But Thank God his kindness to mba was not only at the beginning, but until now he really showed his love." Asma said as she stared at Farhan from a distance.

"then, what makes asthma fall in love with Farhan's doctor ?" Ask Liya.

Farhan who was talking to Ihsan and Asham turned to the tent of Akhwat to see who was sitting in it. When he learned of his wife's whereabouts, he immediately got up and stepped up, approaching the wife.

"Distance." The answer.

"the distance that separates, presents a longing that resuscitates mba, if mba has fallen in love with him." Asthma Vocabulary.

"honey.." Sapa Farhan's.

"there's liya and salwa." Farhan.

"yes, doctor."

"you haven't eaten yet, have you ? you should take vitamins. Let's eat first." Take Farhan with a hand.

Asthma receives Farhan's helping hand and wakes up slowly due to an enlarged stomach.

"salwa, liya, I'll stay first." Asthma Vocabulary.

"yes. Be careful, mba asthma." Liya.

"if there's free time, find me." Salwa said with a smile.

"yes." yeah." The reply.

Ihsan and the other team prepared the need for the next event, which was swimming. Free time to play on the last day of nature. Giving freedom and rest time for students and teachers after going through the two-day event.

"don't come down ?" Ask Asma who approached Salwa who was sitting on a mat by the pool.

"ngga. Again a snag." The answer.

"where's doctor farhan ?" Ask Salwa.

"no." Asma replied while pointing towards her husband who was walking around he approached Ihsan and the others.

"your eyes must have calmed down, asthma. You've found your happiness." Salwa said while looking straight ahead.

"everyone must have happiness, Salwa. Just a different subject." Asthma Vocabulary.

"if you are not happy right now. That's because you only see happiness from one side and close the other side." Continue Asthma.

"happiness is not just about love for the opposite sex, finding a partner and getting married. You live with a complete parent, that's happiness. You can sleep and eat quietly, you are surrounded by sholeh friends, cheerful sisters, you must be happy about it. It's just that you're focusing your happiness on the love in your heart, so that the other's happiness doesn't feel." Clear Asthma.

"so. what's the problem ?" Ask Asma.

"bang assyam." The answer.

"hem ? why ?" Ask again.

"while I was far away, he tried to get closer." The answer.

"not even just getting closer. He expected more than that. He wants to know me more than just his coworkers." Salwa.

"salwa. This must be done quickly." Assertive Asthma.

"but I'm still not sure and I don't want to accept him so well." Salwa.

"so you want to play tug-of-war when there are sholeh men who want to be serious with you ? you want to let the person you were fighting for, just let go ?" Ask Asma.

"salvah ? do you remember what I said ? when you pursue him, God keep him away from you. When you return to God, ask God, God bring him for you." Clear Asthma.

"can't you see this situation as the answer God sent you ?" Ask Asma.

Salwa fell silent and thought. Digesting word by word spoken by his best friend. Indeed, sometimes the answers sent by God are not easily seen directly by the recipient. It takes time to be aware and understand what is really being experienced. It takes quiet time to remember and pervade every incident experienced.

When traveling, the holiday held this time is over. The time to go home has come. Farewell to the beauty of the city of Bandung has been delivered. May time still permit a return of treading, leaving behind a trail of fond memories.

On the way home tiring, Salwa stay awake amid friends and students who have been asleep in their respective benches. The sleeping Asthma rests on Farhan and Farhan's shoulders replying with the head attached to the Asthma. Ihsan who was sleeping while leaning against the window and Asyam who was sitting quietly while reading the Qur'an beside Ihsan.

"God, please give me a skew of heart on what I should choose. Accept it or release it. Should I rearrange my heart to the man who once aroused the feeling in my heart, when it was for him." Inner Salwa who sat in the back seat while looking at Asham from between the seats.

Distance is getting closer to the destination. The sleeping santri are awakened to pack their own goods. Happy days in the wild have ended and returned to daily activities.

Tonight is the closing to start tomorrow's activities. May the nature of life remain imprinted and make the spirit of living the next days.

There are still many favors to be grateful for rather than the burden that continues to be overcome. There is still much more happiness to be felt than to allow anxiety to infiltrate the heart.

"where are you going ?" Ihsan asked Farhan.

"it looks like staying at asthma house. It's a pity that he should feel the journey again." Farhan.

"san, go first." Say Asyam who is ready to go on a motorcycle with liya.

"yes, be careful." The reply.

"if so, I'll go first." Farhan.

"yes." yeah."

"thank you, yeah." Ihsan.

"thank you continue. You'll have to buy me a meal to thank you." Ledek Farhan while slowly hitting Ihsan's arm.

"okay, fine." Laughing reply.

"we're the first bang." Asma said while holding Farhan's arm.

"yes, be careful."

Dropped in the heart, the longing awaited. When will I meet the heart. Being a coolant in the middle of arid and tired days. Become a soothing place. Find the shade of his face that will say hello every day.

"Oh my God, may he be the one you have appointed for me. As far as any distance created today, we are still on the same earth, roofing the same sky. Nothing is impossible of your will. This distance will approach and return. That's what I expected. And this longing which I always arrange into a prayer ladder to reach You." Good deeds.

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