WANT TO DIE WITH ME?

Chapter 2 - Destiny

Society, to me, is the most frightening place. If you make a mistake, then everyone in that society will start talking about you, if you act strangely, then everyone in that society will start criticizing you. If you are kind and friendly, then you will gain a high social position in society.

The world is governed by its own level, where human beings born with imperfections are required to be perfect. Humans are treated like robots, if you can go through the rigors of this world and almost reach perfection, then you might be able to get everything in this world.

Work, women, position, social status, and human rights. For those who fail, they will fall into darkness, be devoured by despair, and hate those who are better than them.

Therefore, man is a disgusting creature, of course I say that I am not an exception. I myself am also human, only I am the second part of what I am telling you, a failed human being.

"Hey-Hey, did you see the movie yesterday? It's so romantic you know."

"Ah, that one ... I think the same. Maybe it was because the actors and actresses they used were very expert when playing their respective roles."

I ignored what my classmates were talking about. Today is 07:15, and less than fifteen minutes until the entrance bell rings where the teacher will come to teach.

Until that time comes, the students in my class gather with their friends, chat, and say something exciting, laugh and have fun together. Without worrying about anything.

Is that okay?

I mean, there's a lot of people there who can't be happy. While they think about things, we have fun without thinking about anything.

"Isn't Akira too quiet?" Said person A.

"Let it go, you better stay away from her if you don't want to catch her." Answer to person B.

Right, I am one of those people who failed to adapt to the society called this class. No wonder if I was ostracized, hated, or even denounced by my classmates, Kaito did not defend me because he wanted to keep his position safe, as well as Mia. He hangs out with the cabean girls to get an even higher position in the class.

Ah, I'm sick of all this.

I closed my favorite novel because the teacher had come, it was still the same as the one in my dream. Where it has the title 'A night full of stars' no matter how often I reread this novel. This novel can still move my heart, once again I remembered the girl in my dream.

Whether the girl really exists, or is just an unreachable dream. I don't know, but that's for sure ... I want to see her again, even if it's just in a dream.

***

"Good! Sir!"

The hour of rest rang, entering my eardrum, making a noise to every other disciple with their babbling and grievances just from exhaustion after sitting for two or three hours. As before, I didn't blend in much, and just lived my classroom life as usual.

Some students would go to the cafeteria to buy food, but for someone like me. I had anticipated bringing food from home, because if I was in the cafeteria, it would only end up crunching and taking a long time.

Well, even though the side dish I obtained was only potluck, but I am grateful because this is the only ability I have in order to survive in the harshness of this world.

After breakfast, I went to the library, the reason being that I still wanted to find the meaning of my life purpose. Search for books with many life philosophies, to discover what the truth in life really is.

Opening the door, I entered the library the distinctive smell of books entering my smell, in my view there are many old bookshelves lined up neatly.

I went to one of the shelves, with a row of books themed 'Beauty'. Searching continued to search, until I found one of the books that caught my attention on the top shelf. I picked it up with my knuckle, and poked it with someone's hand.

Her hands were very smooth and soft, looking small and smooth, I turned to the side. Only to find a long-haired girl who has eyes as blue as the sea.

My eyes widened, this girl's face looked very familiar to the girl who appeared in my dreams. What distinguishes them both is their long hair. However, even so .. the face and other parts are very similar.

Still shocked, the girl also looked at me in silence. The look on her face looked the same as this one who was somehow surprised, whether this was real, whether she was really the person, I don't know, but if she was really the girl who appeared in my dreams ... I want to talk to him more.

"Sorry....,"

I took the book and gave it to her. However, the girl rejected him with just a wave of her hands to the right and to the left, I wonder why she did not use her voice to answer, but well ... That's none of my business.

Saying goodbye, I say goodbye to retreat. Leaving the girl, just before stepping foot further away, my arm felt pulled by someone, looking back to find the girl pulling her.

The girl took out a book from her bag, wrote something, and showed it to me. In the book, I read his writing, which says...

"Right, the book is great."

Then, smile gently. I nodded, just because I didn't know what to respond to. But, if he were to say it like that, maybe I would try to read it later.