WANT TO DIE WITH ME?

Chapter 15 - Destiny and Happiness [Looking!]

My eyes were dark, it was like I was drowning in the sea, I couldn't breathe, I felt tight in my chest, I couldn't even move all my limbs. Everything is numb, leaving only an empty shell that is not contained and fragile as if it can be destroyed at any time.

Please, this is so painful, this loneliness is pervading me, I don't want to go back to being something empty. Somebody please, pull me out of this creepy place. I'm afraid, I'm so scared, I don't want to be alone anymore, I can feel that my throat is being strangled, I'm in hell, whoever that is help me!

Suddenly, my hands were warm. Like someone had touched me and said that everything would be fine.

"Huh..!!"

I opened my eyes and found that there was a white color entering my view. Ah, true ... That's the ceiling of the room. I checked my surroundings, and felt that my whole body was in pain. It turned out that I had a lot of bandages killed by me, and then there was also an infusion needle that pierced my right hand.

I was in the hospital.

That's the only thing I'm thinking about right now. In a moment of dilemma, suddenly the door of the room opened and two men and women entered. They were two people whose faces were no stranger to me.

"Whoa!! Look Mia she's awake!!"

"Don't yell at the stupid Kaito hospital, so you're reckless to jump from a height of five floors, are you okay?"

Yes, they are both class leaders and class queens, Kaito and Mia. Although I don't hang out much with the two of them, but it seems like these guys aren't really bad people. In addition, I was more curious about the name 'fierce people who plunge from the fifth floor' it. Wait, I don't even remember what I was doing in the hospital.

"...."

"Ah, so. So you don't remember it. All right, I'll tell you so listen carefully."

Because it seemed like Mia could guess what I was thinking (as expected of a childhood friend) she then explained the reason why I could be in the hospital. It all started when I was trying to save a girl who was about to fall on the school roof, and I managed to save her by pulling her with all my might, but instead my body fell down to make me faint for two months.

Fortunately I landed with the back of the body and in the bushes, so the damage to the outside body was not too severe. Just another with internal body bleeding, said Mia doctors had to do surgery to stop the bleeding.

Hearing that my body had been dissected just made me cringe, and maybe I won't be able to sleep tonight.

"It's a pity that Akira was unable to enjoy the cultural festival last month. Well, in the end we're having a cafe of male maids who use crossdressing."

"Why should men?" I asked indifferently.

Kaito. "Well, you know, there are more female students in our class than male students. And there are 90% of female students who choose men to have a maid cafe, and it ends with our class defeat, I mean teachers are disgusted at seeing our class."

I seemed to understand what had happened to that cultural festival, and I somehow felt relieved that time had not participated in it. After making small talk, the two of them finally decided to go home because the day started towards evening.

"About, don't forget to eat those fruits so you recover quickly." Kaito.

"Hey don't move much or your surgical wound will open again, just lie down and rest in peace." Mia advised.

The two then left the room, leaving only me alone once more. The sky was starting to twilight, I could see it from the window beside me, the two people placed the parcel he was carrying on the table beside the bed, so I could easily grab it.

However, there was something like paper underneath. Is that a letter from Kaito and Mia? No, if they wanted to convey something they should have directly said it before so it seemed like this letter was not from the two of them.

I picked it up and slowly opened the envelope, read it from the top of the shampoo down, my face began to stiffen. Now I remember, before Kaito and Mia came here I felt someone's presence before

Someone who gave me warmth in a room full of darkness and despair before. I now clearly remember what happened two months ago, where I saved someone important to my life.

Immediately I forcibly plucked the infusion into my right hand. Trying to move my body, despite being so sick that it wanted to make me scream as loud as possible, I tried to hold it as hard as I could, getting up from the bed I fell on the floor. It was very painful, but I had to leave immediately to chase after the girl.

I brought a cane that was placed next to my bed, and started using it to help you walk safer. Out of the room I walked in the hospital corridor in a hurry, it was now night so the hospital became very quiet.

Out of the hospital I kept walking with a body that was almost destroyed, several times you fell but I tried to get back up. In torn clothes and filled with mud, I walked back.

***

An old bridge where thousands of stars shine at night. Haruka stood on the bridge, looking down and hoping to die. She cried in silence, only voicing her sobs filled with sadness.

It was so scary that he gave up and disappeared in this world. He hoped, if it would eventually become like this, then his birth in this world should be the wrong thing.

Yeah, that must have been a mistake. He will never feel happiness forever, no matter how hard he tries to achieve it, it will be further and further from his reach. It was as if, that he had been cursed not to be able to feel happiness forever.

"Ha .. ruka ...,"

As Haruka was deep in thought, there was the sound of someone calling out to her. She turned her head, and her two eyes were made widen in surprise, Akira was already human, but her body was filled with bandages and her clothes were torn here and there.

***

I fell, but before that happened Haruka caught me and I fell in her warm embrace. My body has reached its limit, even I doubt that I can stand in this condition.

For some reason, my instincts led me to this place, where me and the girl met in a dream. The atmosphere now fits perfectly with what happened in my dream, where we both stood under the starry sky.

Well, even though I'm not really standing. Let's put that aside now.

"Why? Why does Akira still care about me after everything I've done to you?" Haruka whose eyes were still wet whispered that in a low tone.

"It's not your fault ..," I replied tiredly. "This may be the karma of my selfish request. Sorry..."

"No! Akira is innocent! It must be my fault, it must be my fault, if I don't fall, then Akira definitely won't either..."

"Haruka ...," I interrupted him before he finished his sentence, I looked up at the sky where thousands of stars shone. "Look, the stars are so beautiful, aren't they?"

Haruka nodded, even though she knew that I was changing the subject. He decided to follow her.

"I wonder if the world ends. Can we still enjoy the beauty of the stars at night like this?" I asked.

Haruka shook her head.

"Of course." I mocked myself for feeling de Javu with the words I said earlier. But, it seems like I've managed to shift the topic. Haruka was also slightly able to smile than before. Then, as if she realized something, Haruka took something out from inside her bag and gave it to me.

"I ... Apologize, because of me, Akira is having a lot of trouble. Maybe it's not how much for the services you do, but ... I've done it wholeheartedly, so Akira ... Please take this."

It was a shabby-looking novel, written manually using a ballpoint pen. The novel is named 'Unmei To Shiawase' which means 'Destiny and Happiness'. However, I wonder why Haruka gave a shabby novel like this to me as an apology.

As if guessing my thoughts, Haruka took out her writing book, then wrote and showed it to me.

"My original novel ... To Akira."

I was of course surprised, he wrote this tome alone just for me? I don't know why I'm embarrassed, but I feel so touched. Judging from this shabby novel and his handwriting is neat and easy to understand. I can feel Haruka's hard work in this novel.

"Thank you Haruka, Tung-"

Haruka suddenly pulled me up, under the star that was shining on us both. Haruka put on a smile that I had never seen before.

"Acandrum ... Until fate separates us, do you want to die with me?"

I was silent for a while, and then smiled and replied. "Yes, of course."

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EXPIRE!!

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