Unmei To Shiawase's

Chapter 73's

Kaito

The sound of tap water flowing out in the sink. I saw my own face from the mirror above the sink. Black hair and bangs between my eyes. The green eyeballs are out. Again I feel I am not myself.

It's hard to explain. But I really feel it. I sometimes forget my own face. I sometimes think about what I'm here for. The curse, the devil, the gods, the Tenshi, the thud, all that makes life absurd.

I was tired from the beginning. And now I feel there's no point fighting for this half-rotten world. Actually I want to go back in time and feel my life before Fate Restart.

I don't know why I'm here. I live without direction. I fought for no apparent reason. Hanabi, it's only for her that I fought until now. But, maybe Takumi was right. I'm not strong enough to protect her.

I can't even protect Kakume and Haru. Nonsense, I can't protect them at all. I just fought alone without caring about them. I'm selfish, I'm stupid, unreliable. I always fail at everything I want to do.

I will definitely fail ...

I'm sorry, I'm just a failed man trying to stay alive. Someone, please help me find a purpose in life. Someone, please give me a purpose in life.

"Curtain ..."

I turned off the water tap in my sink and stepped out of the bathroom.

"Kaito? .. Is it okay?"

Ai sat on my bed and threw that sweet smile at me. I was surprised because before I went into the bathroom, the one in my room was Ema.

"Ai ... don't change at will oi ...," I said annoyed.

"Ohh .. This morning my hearing aid was still broken .. so I called Ema to take my place temporarily"

"Now my hearing aid is perfectly normal," is a strange reason to use his special abilities.

"Oh yeah .. Did you not go to school?", I asked.

"How do you want to?" Ai tilted her head, her expression was looking very cute.

"I'm a guy ..."

"Keep that guy can't die?"

"Hm ..."

"Here sleep again ...," Ai led me back to bed.

I sit on the edge of my bed. I never thought Ai would stay one roof with me. Plus he cares about me. I don't know what's on his mind that makes him care about me.

"Ai ... thanks ..", I muttered.

"What? ... You said something?", he asked as he sat on the wooden chair beside my bed.

"Hmm ..", I shook my head and stared at the floor.

White t-shirts and purple shorts that he wore. Her purple eyeballs look beautiful. Long black hair that breaks. This girl with whom I am together, she is also a part of my past.

Is it possible that he can give me a purpose in life?

"Hemm .. for now I just want to write a novel and revive the literature club at school"

"Ohh ..."

Not dreaming of hearing normally. This deaf sucker even dreams of useless things.

"If it's Kaito?", Ai looks at me with her sparkling eyes.

"I just .. want to keep your smile ..."

"Haa? .. What dream is that? .. smile?", Ai frowned in wonder putting her index finger to her chin.

"Do I have to smile now? is gini?" Continue Ai while smiling broadly at me.

That attitude, somehow my heart always feels calm when it sees that beautiful smile. It seems like a feeling is starting to grow in my heart. But what is it?

"Ai ... have you collected your novel script for yesterday's competition?"

"Oh .. already ... I hope I win ...,"

"Kaito? .. Why do you look so moody?" Ai brought her face closer to me.

"O-oh .. nothing" I looked away because our faces were so close.

"Ne .. ne.. I want dong denger story from you ..," Ai pulled my shirt sleeve repeatedly.

"Ce-what story?" I don't know why I was nervous because of his attitude towards me.

"Definitely exciting right? ... every night kill the devil what is his name ...",

"How do I not want to?"I tried to hide and turn my face away from her.

"Heee? ... Kaito .. come on ... just a little ... yes yes?!" Ai pulled on my shirt sleeve repeatedly and kept looking at me with that face of hers.

"Huff .. okay ...," I give up, I can't refuse the request at all.

"But promise not to tell who?" My message before I tell you a long story.

"Promise!" Ai held out her little finger.

"Don't say a word she promised ..", Ai pulled my right hand and hooked her little finger to the little finger of my right hand.

Whatisthis?

I looked at her smile again. I can't seem to take my eyes off her.

Is this love?

*****!!! ... Don't get your hopes up!