Unmei To Shiawase's
Chapter 38's
My room is dark. Books on the study table. The sound of rainwater. I sat on the bed and leaned my back against the wall. I was just pondering in the darkness of my room, I was just trying to calm myself down after living out this shocking day of mine.
I feel like I'm getting into a fantasy novel world. I'm a failed writer, but maybe I have a good story to write after this is all over. But I don't know when it's gonna end, and I'm not necessarily still alive then.
Greek~
Someone suddenly opened my room door. The light from outside came in and blinded my eyes. Ema was standing at the door with her blond hair unraveling, she was wearing my red shirt and Hanabi's black braid pants.
My shirt was too big for her, but she was also forced to wear it because there was no other choice. And the problem is ...
Why did he enter my room?!
"Okino-sama?... Have you not slept?" He walked in and closed the door to my room again.
"Ema??? .. Should I ask you?!"
"Is Okino-sama waiting for me?" She asked with a flat face as she stepped towards me.
"He??"
The question made me even more uncomfortable. It was as if I was waiting for him to sleep one more bed.
*****!!
I am also a man know?!. .. if this continues ...
"*****!" I muttered while slapping my own cheek.
"Okino-sama?... Is it still raining outside?" He asked while sitting next to me.
"Hmm ...," my heart started pounding as it felt these touching shoulders of ours.
"Okino-sama ..," Ema leaned her head on my shoulder.
Hoi hoi!!!
Hold hold hold hold!!
"Ema ... Why don't you sleep with Hanabi?" I tried to hide my nervousness.
"I just want to sleep with Okino-sama ..," answer that does not change the situation at all.
Huff ... calm down .. now I just have to get out of this situation ...
"Ema .. you think ... Gilbert, uh .. What do you think I am?" My toot.
"Okino-sama? ... for me ... Okino-sama is the savior of my life," Ema closed her eyes and kept her head on my shoulders.
"Russia ... Ema wants to know how Okino-sama's face .. she said Okino-sama's eyes are green .. I don't even know what the green color is ...", his words made me remember that he could not see.
"Hmm .. according to me ... Ema pretty ..., ' somehow I arrived and said that in a situation like this.
"Hm ..."
It seems like Ema is asleep. I held her head slowly and put her on my pillow. I don't forget to blanket it when I feel the air here is cold because of the rain that never subsides.
Mending I slept under ...
As I was about to stand up to get out of my room. Ema clasped my left arm firmly. This is a situation I was not expecting at all.
"Don't go! .. I beg you," he said with his closed eyes.
"Ema .. but .." I tried to resist, but Ema pulled me and my face almost hit her head.
Shit ... The smell of shampoo from his hair I can feel clearly. His soft breath also sounded very clear.
"Okino-sama ... today just .. don't go," her gentle tone made me completely unable to refuse her request.
Shit man!!!
I had to lay myself beside him. I thought about leaving him when he fell asleep. But it turns out my plan didn't go smoothly. Ema kept holding my hand and not letting me move freely.
Our faces were facing each other and were only about two centimeters away. I could feel her soft breath. The scent of Hanabi's shampoo and perfume was also on her.
Aaahhh .. bodo very .. stay asleep just kok ribet ...
I closed my eyes and tried to go to sleep. I hope that by tomorrow morning he will be gone from before me. I don't know why I'm used to sleeping in bed with him. Maybe it's because my life in the past has been like this.
I just can't imagine what my life was like in the past. The moment I became Gilbert and the moment I became me who loved the voiceless Mirai Ai.
And now I don't know who the real person in front of me is. Ema, Mirai, or Ai. That's why I got this far.
Maybe soon ...
I'll know everything ...
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