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after 9 months of pregnancy, she gave birth in a hospital, and pier asked permission from pritty to go to the hospital,
after waiting a few hours. finally she gave birth at dawn, her daughter Azisa also asked pier I put adhan on her son's ear, pier did it..
after finishing he waited a few hours because he could not return home when there was a large family of azisa,
pier went home, and pritty asked the news of Azisa's son and azisa. pier could only answer well, because he did not want to talk too deeply about azisa and her son.
after a few days in the hospital, the doctor allowed Azisa to go home.
pier picked them up to go home, everything was going normally.
the day also changed, the condition of the house of Mr. ali was getting crowded with the sound of baby crying..
soffie's mother is very happy, with the presence of her son azisa...
mr. Ali, as usual..
3 Weeks later
it is time for his son Azisa, the various preparations they make..
all the events of the hair cut have all been done..
after the pier is finished, he finds pritty preparing to leave him.
pier who saw the situation also shed tears, without him noticing..
because during that time also pritty always drove the pier away from his life, but still pier with him for several reasons that is because he loves him, because he wants their household to remain intact, because he wants their household intact, and the third because of the commitment between him and God..
" where are you going? " ask pier
" i want to go, I'm bored.you consider me a wife, but you don't do your duty." pritty said
" have I not done my job? am I ignoring you? do I not care about you? do I not love you? am I giving my life to you less? do I appreciate you less? have I never taken care of you? don't for some reason leave me, which obviously needs you the most. You kicked me out, but I'm still by your side. And now you want to go and renege on the promises and vows we made? " ask pier
pritty just kept quiet and listened without speaking...
" i know I'm not a perfect person, who can be as good and be as you want, if you want to go leave me. Go, I won't hold you. You go because of me, I am a husband who cannot be a good husband who cannot be a husband who can fulfill your wishes, but you never want to put yourself in my position.I always put myself in your position, and understand it. but if you can do the same for me, too, " said pier
" dear, maybe all this time I couldn't tell you directly because the fear of losing me was greater than my courage to say it, but you've been right ever since you asked me to reflect on it.."
and if I'm not a perfect man for you, too, go don't hesitate
do not ignore our wedding vows and vows. I know you do not love me anymore, but you try to survive. Go baby if with your departure make you happy, I am ready to hurt, I am ready to hurt, and Iklas lost you the important thing is you're happy, even though happy is not from me.
I am grateful, all this time I tried to fight for you, for our love, for our commitment.If you can not be patient again, go baby. I will not stop you.. I know these lips cannot speak, they will tremble when they speak, but let these tears be witnesses to write them down.. "
" *honey, if you want to find your happiness somewhere else, which you never get in me that is not perfect. do it, certainly before you leave this house. know 1 thing "i need you so much because I love you so much." I hope you get what I've been lacking to give you..
" let our vows and vows as a witness where I fail to be the best husband for you. If you want to go, go baby.. I know I can't give you that happiness, and if my sincerity is less dear , may you get that abundant elsewhere as you wish.maybe what I give you is still lacking for you,
"i love you so much*" said pier while kissing jidat pritty
pier walked into the room and sat crying with what he was going through..
bad relationship, looking for love but love it goes away again.
trying to be the best, but it failed again.
sincere but never felt and considered, fighting but the struggle was in vain..
"what is my fate like this, failing in love and never feeling love completely. Do I not deserve to be happy? how humiliating you are, as strong as you struggle.not the slightest bit you are appreciated "pier said to himself
pritty left the pier with his son who was still in the womb, and pier did not return to Azisa.he also struggled alone to take care of his divorce, and spent his days drunk... pier decided to close his heart to anyone, he promised, to himself to repay his sincerity that was wasted with the suffering of other women who approached him.he would return the taste to others, he said,
he also hates every woman.When anyone is close to him he will enjoy it and look at it.
note: do not promise to complement each other and accept shortcomings, if in fact unable to accept the shortcomings of others.
do not promise to faithfully accompany if you finally leave
don't promise to support 'em, if it ends up dropping
do not promise and swear to take care of each other, if finally left behind.
sincere love do not just look at with one eye, and forget that we have two eyes.do not go just for reasons alone , because sincere love is as bad as any storm faced if 2 people complement each other and appreciate the storm can be overcome..
" so, for the female reader.if a man easily shed tears for us, then you are the luckiest person.because he loves you sincerely, sincerely, because a man does not cry easily just for a woman..
if the man is still with you, take care of him because it will be difficult to get a man like that who will cry if you leave him or you throw him away..