TWILIGHT

9

Everyone will experience a change in life. From time to time change will always be seen in everyone. At that time someone began to discover and recognize the true identity. Then change will be a normal thing for someone to do. Behind every change made by someone, there will be sacrifices that must be made. When a person wants to achieve a goal in his life, he will make so many changes to himself. And now I'm going to start.

When the heart is now feeling such a great vibration. There's a direction I want to go. However, to achieve a goal in life there is an absolute rule written in destiny. It is a sacrifice. Certainly not an easy thing. Making sacrifices to change someone's life. However, nothing is impossible in this world if the Creator wills it. Although it's so complicated to do.But, I have to do.

Self-stabilizing.

The next gate of my life is now open. Now I will go back and down the path of life. Self-stabilizing. When one wants to reach the peak point, then he must pass through various obstacles. And I had to cross those obstacles to reach the highest point and feel the beauty at the end of this journey.

***

A beautiful morning, the sun was smiling cheerfully, the drops of dew were still left. Coolness does have a power that can make me complacent. The eyelids can no longer open. Shady trees managed to make me feel calm and began to fall asleep into the dream world. But suddenly something washed my face.

"Astagfirullah rain? the feeling of the tea was bright." I murmured.

"Hehe, yes, rain from the pail of mushola." saut mamat.

"Pantesan, apparently your tea is making a tantrum."

"Hehe, you're good tea ya sleep here people on the clean-up."

"Eh listen yes I tea was finished clean mushola, you are just a catapult when working."

"Areally?"

"Yes, or Mat, if you don't believe the tea itself there already kinclong."

"Hehe yes, believe it!"

"So I keep asking you, yes, you can't tea that a day just sit on them not ngusilin people?"

"Hehe, can't."

"Hmm, whatever you want to do."

"Hehe."

"Udah ah aside I want to wash my face, etss but you tea look out everywhere I have not made the same calculation you yes."

"Hehe, yeah, didn't run away."

"You run double on his revenge."

"Hahaha, my boss."

"Diem's eating here!"

"yes yes diem."

Today was a bad day for me. For being one of the victims of Mamat's evil. After going to wash my face, I went back to Mamat.

"Heh Mat, you're not working tea, are you?" ask me.

"Hehe, you know Dan." said Mamat jokingly.

"Hmm trousers."

"Hahaha maap atuh dan, by the way you have tea ready for tomorrow right." asked Mamat.

"What stuff?"

"Yaelahhh, you tea and it's a budek, senile again, you know not already like the grandfather of the nursing home." ledek Mamat.

"Bodo is very good."

"Hahaha." Mamat's laugh.

"Well, let's go again." Threaten me.

"Yes yes, anyway you tea must be ready for the goods I said semalem."

"Udah, you're tea calm."

"Okee boss."

That afternoon's conversation ended with both of us agreeing to get into action tomorrow.

***

Battle began.

Change will bring new things that will color my days. Exploring a new episode of my life. Now I have entered it. Started to achieve one by one my dreams. Now I will continue to walk even though the obstacle is right in front of me.

Life belongs to the Creator. Whatever I am going to do at this point I have resigned to Him. Which path He will set for me I will go through with all the strength I have. To this day I still want to know what plan he has prepared.

Time passes so fast. Right in front of me is a gate through the next life. Set foot and initiate change with great confidence.

"Mat, it's neat, isn't it?" Ask me.

"Udah!!! The mantel anyway." Said Mamat while giving his two thumbs up.

"Bismillah...."

With complete confidence I have taken the step to go back with the time through the path of life. Starting it and hoping that when I get to the end of this road I will get what I want.

"You're still the tea that I talked about this morning, you tea must be active in the classroom and organization at this school." Clearly Mamat.

"It's safe, you tea calm I've made a strategy." said I.

"okay."

Adhan has reverberated. The clock has shown the dzuhur time. Then the obligation is fulfilled. Some students including me and Mamat participated in the congregational prayer at the mosque. Mushola Ar-Rahman. Right behind the school building. Luck is now on my side. After finishing the congregational prayer, I got the opportunity to meet the head of the rohis organization, Kang Adi his name and managed to register.

"Assynoltom..."

"Waalaikumussalam, kunaon?"

"Look at kang, I want to go with rohis tea."

"What is true?"

"yes kang."

"Alhamdulillah, if so wait a minute let me take the form."

"nuwun kang."

"It's the same, uh."

handing out form paper.

"Thank you again."

"yes, I hope you guys are at home in this organization and can be better people."

"Aamiin.."

"Jaudah undaunted in the contents of the abis it's kasi to akang again yah."

"Ready man."

"Oh yeah, don't forget about 2 o'clock you guys come back here again to participate in a routine study."

"okay kang."

Eventually Mamat and I managed to enroll in the rohis organization as we had planned. After enrolling we follow a regular review conducted by a rohis member as scheduled every Wednesday. It is true that Mamat said, Ica also followed this organization. How excited I am to always see myself. The light from his face seemed to light up my heart. Her tenderness always creates tranquility in my soul. You really do have such great energy to make me want to keep seeing you and grabbing you.

First mission completed. This time I tried to join the OSIS membership. Mamat did not come, for complicated reasons he said. I finally decided to dare to move forward on my own. By following several registration procedures and a short interview, I finally managed to become one of the members of the management of OSIS at this school. This time the mission was successfully carried out.

***

I don't think the days change so fast. One year in High School will be over soon. For a few days my feelings have been very uneasy. Until the time came. The day I was waiting for. An end to the fierce battle I went through during this one week. Times where all the ability of reason or energy must be deployed as much as possible. The test has passed. With all the effort I have put in to win this battle. Because in the first semester I only managed to get second place. This time I want the seat to be mine. And at this moment my heart was still beating fast waiting for me to get it or end up with the same laughter as before.

Not long after a while finally our homeroom teacher entered the room to do the report division.

"Assalamualaikum children, all are expected to sit in their respective places. Previously, I was very grateful to all of you for working hard and studying hard in taking the exam this semester. May you get maximum results in accordance with the efforts that you have done. Keep the spirit to keep learning and never despair. Give a pat for all of us." Obviously Miss Lia

prok prok......

"Okay, now is the time we've been waiting for who will be the best in this class. And dai is....."

My heart skipped a beat, my tongue was unceasingly speaking and hoping for my name to be mentioned.

"Reza Ardana."

And finally my name was mentioned. My heart that was beating so fast now seems to want to stop beating and I want to float into the air. The real happiness is now that I have found it. Her happy horn unconsciously I hugged Mamat tightly and said "Thank you" to him. Now I truly believe a sacrifice made by someone will always have a reward waiting for it.

"Thank God, thank you, thank you, thank you Ica, the power you gave me was able to lead me to what I wanted."

All my friends applauded and congratulated me on my success. And I'm grateful to still have the opportunity to feel happiness until this moment with all of them.

This episode is over. Even though the real story is not over. This is only the beginning and beginning of my change towards my dreams. And I'm sure Dad, Mom, they're proud to see my success. And I have proven that I really want them to smile and rest in peace in heaven.

Dad, Mom, I know that happiness you feel too.

***

Self-stabilizing

Now I am running

Chasing after the dream

Reaching all over the sun

Always wanted me to have

My steps are now moving

Following the flow of time

Which will keep passing

And it will never wait

Until I got to a point

Where I am now is setting foot

And at that moment I knew

Above that point is something

Which I have long been looking for