TWILIGHT

11

When a person has reached a certain point in their life. There will be a lot of new things that start to appear and will approach him. When it has been able to strengthen itself, when it has found its identity, then there will be a new series of events that will color the journey of his life. And at that time there will also be such a thing as trust and confidence embedded in him. Both of these things will begin to be implanted into us by the people around us. So from both of these things will produce the name of responsibility and obligation in us. And that responsibility we must fulfill as a sign that the trust of others to ourselves is really growing perfectly. Everyone has their own portion of trust in others around him.

Class 2 High School, the time when someone begins to know the real meaning of life. Started to find new things in his life. And I'm at this point now. The point where a person has a very high sense of curiosity towards the world and life within it. And slowly start learning to know what real life is.

My original goal when wanting to make a change and find my identity has now turned is just to get closer to the creator so that all my dreams really come true. It is logical to me because everything on this earth God determines. Not other people, not parents, not teachers, not friends, not even ourselves. And thanks to God today I can still continue to make efforts to achieve my dreams. And because of his miracle I and Ica can still be found to this day.

***

"Come on and race!!" Urge Mamat.

"Yes, I'm patient with Mat, I'll have my tea cleaned up first." My saute.

That afternoon Mamat and I ran to the notice board at the school. Because it is rumored there will be a new OSIS chairman election activity. Given that Kang Ardi (chairman of OSIS last year) has sat on the bench in the 3rd grade and will be busy to prepare for the final exam.

"And you tea must follow!!!" Mamat.

"Huh, you're not in your right mind?" My saute.

"Heh if you say tea do not be careless!!! Yes, you tea must come so that you are better known in school." Clearly Mamat.

"Got ah males!" Answer's short.

"Some of it yes, I'm afraid that the head of OSIS will get a college scholarship from school."

"Ah hoax it's mah!"

"You can't believe it, just go and ask directly with Ardi!!!"

"Yes!!"

"Ah you stubborn tea well, horrifying indeed you tea sure will get a scholarship outside."

"Yahhhh, no shit."

"Well, try thinking again."

"Hmm, yes yes, I thought."

***

At first I was not interested in coming. But after hearing the explanation from the mamat I began to think about it. Actually, if you think about it again without having to be the head of the college, I can find scholarships outside, considering my academic grades are quite good. But if the school is already providing it will be even better and easier to get it. So, I began to consider Mamat's opinion.

The day goes on. And I'm still thinking about deciding to go forward or back this time. It feels like my head is about to break thinking about it day and night. Because this is not an easy thing to go through. But today it seems like luck is on my side.

That day I was still thinking about taking the best step for me. I thought about it in the library. Because the library is usually very quiet and quiet so it is easy to think. And I just happen to be the only one there. Suddenly someone came. It was Kang Ardi.

"Dorr! don't daydream or intermittently kesambet..." Prattling

"Astagfirullah, uh kang Ardi kirain who.."

"Hahaha, what do you think of tea, how serious it looks."

"Eh, there's no one."

"Haha look good, if you want the beat tea story..."

"Hmm, how did the story go to be the head of the osis?"

"Oohhh, so tea you want to follow the nyalon yah?"

"Haha, no kang!"

"So really, I'm the tea support you."

"Haha yes kang."

"Hmm story first yes...."

"So the tea used to be not interested at all in participating in this, a lot of alesannya, males lah, tired lah, busy lah, a lot of anyway." Evidently.

"Kang kang, now tea instead be the chairman?"

"Haha patiently atuh Dan, the story is not yet widespread...."

"Eh yes kang."

"So tea at that time there was one teacher here who told me to follow, but because of tea akang emang no intention to follow yahhh akang refuse deh. But yes, he is not that hot tea. So, every time he meets I'm sure to say "you tea should come!" so said. But every time he said that tea always I refuse raw. Suddenly one day he called and said he told him to face him. Because he's a teacher, he's got to be a samperin. And after that I only realized why he told me to follow the balloons. And I will follow him and Alhamdulillah elect." Kang Ardi.

"Yes, yes yes I will enlighten you if you really want to follow the tea too. So, you must be sure of yourself, if later you will be able to carry out the task. And do not forget we join this has a great responsibility to make in the streets. So, there is never such a thing as this thought, I will be famous, I will be loved teacher, follow ah. According to akang nih ya no tuh whose name is so, even this life of tea is more complicated because it must take care of people as well as not only yourself. Continue to have to be patient as the name of criticism from netizens at this school. So whatever your decision will be tea will be supported. And don't forget if someone gives you an opinion to go forward, meaning they believe in you." Kang Ardi said.

"Hehe is kang, thank you for kang."

"Yes, equally. Going to class, there's still work."

"Okay kang, thanks again."

"Haha yes, Assalamualaikum."

"Mosur."

After hearing the story of Kang Ardi. I realized that reaching the top was not an easy thing. There will be responsibilities that must be borne. And there will be many obstacles to overcome. This time I made a decision.

War began.

***

I decided to participate. With great faith in my heart I began to stray to make war and conquer all the enemies. Every round I have passed. With calmness and confidence I have now made it to this point. Where warlords will conduct fierce duels to fight for the throne in the kingdom. Yes, now I will do a duel to win.

The last round of the war this time left 3 commanders to fight for the throne. Each participant is welcome to present an argument or motivation for OSIS in the future. And now it's time for me to talk.

"Assalamualaikum, b. My name is Reza Ardana, 2A class representative. Well I will convey a little motivation for myself and for the friends of everyone present on this day. I am very grateful for the support from my friends all up to this point so that I can reach this point. I am sure that my friends all place a great deal of hope and trust in me. Therefore I will be very responsible for all the duties and trust given to me. And invite all friends to help build this organization for the better in the future. So much can I say, wassalamualaikum wr, wb."

Prok prok prok.....

The speech I delivered ended the battle today. The sound of claps and cheers of the spectators filled the hall. I am so glad that I have crossed the barriers. And now just waiting for a result of the hard work that I have done until this moment.

The day of determination has come. The day I had been waiting for just to hear a name mentioned. The day that made me unable to sleep day or night. My heart was unceasingly racing. It was as if I was running to find a treasure in a passageway full of obstacles and trials. And now I'm almost at my real destination.

Kang Ardi began to open the event, giving a speech as a sign of separation and a sign of gratitude for the position he had carried out. And now the time has come...

"Okay, the management of all must have been impatient who is the new chairman of our osis, and this is the time we are most waiting for, the elected Chairperson of the isis this year fell to........"

"Reza Ardana's...."

"Okay, give a big round of applause...."

Prok prok prok....

"Congratulations to the elected chairman, hopefully can carry out the mandate given, I closed wassalamualaikum wr, wb."

Still can't believe it, I did it this time. My feelings have really mixed. Everything feels like a dream. But I believe that this is one of the destinies that have been carved out in my life.

All my friends congratulate me on my success. Especially Mamat and Kang Ardi who have made me think to dare to move forward even though at first with a little sense of compulsion. And now that I have realized, the plan that God has prepared is indeed very beautiful and amazing. This time I have learned a lot about trust and responsibility in life. It is very complicated, but it will all be reciprocated with a smile and happiness in the future when all the obligations have been completed.

Life is complicated, but with a smile, it becomes easier to do.

***

Complicated

Life is complicated

Sometimes it is easy and difficult

The thorns seemed to be an obstacle

Which must be passed

A little misstepping

Then he will hurt you

But believe me

At the end of that journey

There will be a treasure

Which is very valuable

For the future

In your life