TWILIGHT

TWILIGHT
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Sunari, emitting a bright light that continues to shine so many people on the face of the earth. A speck of light radiates a lot of hope to get past obstacles in life. Bringing so many dreams. Who will know, there will be a miracle behind a dream that emanates from a beam of light in one's heart.


The wheel of life keeps turning. He did not see if anyone was left behind while on the path of life. He will continue to spin, speed, and continue to move forward to the next episode of life.


The single bright spot of light I met while I was on the path of life was the greatest miracle and blessing that God had destined for me. When I was in that deep hole of darkness. The light came. It was as if he was giving me a hint to get back up and keep moving forward towards what I wanted.


A smile.


***


The greatest success of my life is to make you smile and be proud of my achievements. There was a bright spot I met to find my way back. Like dusk, which emitted its golden light so briefly. I believe that tomorrow there will be a golden light coming back.


The light shines on my life. To take me back to my dreams. Day after day, the sun continues to radiate warmth, the earth continues to spin, time never stops. Today is a great day that I am going through in this journey of life. Seeing the figure of the mother can smile happily without any burden emanating from her face. Sometimes I think that the smile that emanated from his face was a great power that helped me to find a passion to achieve my dreams.


Graduation day.


Yes, today is my graduation day. I feel very happy. Eventually I will move forward again along with the dreams that I have arranged in such a way. Now, I will re-arrange a new story with a variety of new dreams.


My success this time, is the point of light I have met to return to dreaming. Getting a scholarship was a big dream among my dreams. Yeah, I got it. I got a scholarship to go to my favorite high school in my city. Who will not be happy. Mom is so proud, now I'm going to go back to my dream. I promised him all my dreams. I will scatter so much light from the speck of light that I am currently encountering. For what you have sacrificed for me I promise. There will only be happy stories and smiles in his life.


"Keep your steps forward, chase your dreams, study hard, achieve achievements. Make your father proud Ardan.."


***


The sun begins to shine on the earth. It emerges from the eastern horizon and emits its light. The birds began to chirp. The streets are bustling with the hustle and bustle of life. Now my new steps will begin. Create a new story of new dreams. Finding something for myself to put together with my life story. Set foot here. My favorite school is a pride in my life. As usual, my mother did not drive me. I'm used to it. My heart has accepted too.


Today is the first day that I and the other new students go through the student orientation period. Or the introduction period of the school environment. Beside the field my eyes continue to hunt looking around the school environment. Seen from a distance some of the upperclassmen in their uniforms were already preparing and waiting for us to march immediately.


"Well the brothers soon gather in the middle of the field, we will divide your classes as previously set."


It was heard by my ears the sound of a microphone and one of the upperclassmen gave a briefing.


After we all gathered. It is time for class division. I'm feeling nervous. What my class will be like. Are there many good friends or vice versa. Classes that contain school delinquents and like to make trouble. Oh no, God save me. One by one the names are mentioned. My eyes are hunting again looking around. Anyone who has been called and in which class they are.


"Reza Ardana, 1 A"


It was my name that was mentioned. Class 1 A. It was my new class and there will be a new atmosphere. I looked around, looking one by one at the faces of my classmates. Not bad. Looks like the one in this class is a pretty smart and diligent kid. It's just my instinct. Because it looks from their faces. As my eyes continued to hunt, it arrived at a point where my eyes stopped.


A girl in a white veil.


A girl in a white veil. My eyes are only on him. His smile was able to pierce through the recesses of my heart. Makes my heart beat. It makes my breath feel like it's stopping. So crowded didada. It's strange, so many women I've met on this earth. Only He can make me feel this feeling. Like a heart-conditioning dew. His face emitted a radiance that could warm this soul. Oh God, is this a blessing that I should be grateful for or a disaster that I should avoid.



***


God has entrusted such a precious favor to every creature. A feeling so awesome. But sometimes what has been entrusted can also be a disaster. I thought it was a normal thing to have this kind of feeling in the bottom of someone's heart. Always think about what they want. Have a curiosity and curiosity. So, what I am going through right now I have to live. Finding someone and love in life.


After a while, the names had finished being mentioned, the elder sister brought each class towards her respective room. This is what I have been waiting for the most. Why, because I didn't listen carefully when the girl's name was mentioned. I wonder if she has a beautiful name just like her smile. There comes a time when we will be absent one by one by brother guidance. And what I wanted to hear the most was when the name of my beloved girl was mentioned. One by one the names are mentioned but I still do not see himself raising his hand as a sign that he is in this class. Yet....


"Zahrotul Aisha."


My eyes were back on him. And it turns out he was holding his hand. Zahrotul Aisyah, a beautiful name just like her smile. His name makes my heart shake. Just his name made me that way. How about when he looks at me later. What a great disaster.


This feeling, a feeling that comes when I really want to step back. Now he comes as a rainbow that completes a speck of light in my life. This feeling has added color to my dreams and my life. Makes me want to run quickly towards my dream. Now I have found a new dream. Which I will join with the old dreams in me. Wants to have you. Grasping you. And reaching you. It is my new dream. I have now added new stories on previous pages that I have compiled. This story is about how I found a sacred love within myself. About how I found an eternal love story in my journey. Which God has carved in my destiny.


What kind of story have you prepared for me, Creator.


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Light


A bright spot between the pitch


Which has brought


So much hope


Which comes


When darkness covers itself


You have presented


Million dreams


Which was buried long ago


In the heart of the soul


It's time


When you get back up


With dreams


Which I have been a long time ago