TWILIGHT

8

In a person's life, there will be various problems and problems that come in turn. He must know how to take a step to get through it. About how to get various ways to cross it. We are human. Who can not live without anyone else beside us. as social creatures we will always need help from the people around us.

Same with me. You desperately need someone who can take me through this journey of life. Every human being is a key that has its own role in the wheel of life. Man has a duty in life either to himself or to others. This is an absolute truth. It is like a movie that has many important roles in it. But there will always be a major role that has problems in his life.

Episodes of each episode of life will continue.The wheel of life will not stop until the appointed time arrives. And now I'm in the next episode of my life. In previous episodes of my life I had found someone who could be the key to getting through my next life. Which will lead me towards my goal.

Now I just want to know a clue what God will give me through a key to my life. Yes, a key to life. I've found her. And that's my best friend Mamat. Now Mamat has become the key that will open the door of my life.

***

I've thought of various ways to approach Ica. However, it seems like my brain has become a stone so that it can no longer think. And with great force Mamat became my savior. I don't know what he's gonna do. I just hope he doesn't do things that are ridiculous and extreme.

Krieg.....

The break bell has rung. Mamat was in his seat doing something I didn't know. But I felt a bad feeling for him. I hope this isn't some crazy thing that he took out of his mind.

"No canteen?" Ask her.

"Sir."The answer.

"Yaudah, I'm first."

"Okay sip."

It's not Mamat's name if it's not ngeselin. He hasn't stepped back yet to call me back.

"Eh uh, broo wait wait wait!" His shouting.

"Kunaon atuh, just said he didn't follow."

"Eh, yes, I don't want to follow! if you do not follow mulu, it is considered dating again."

"Hehh Mamat the markomatt!! by the way, real tea!"

"Hehe, yes yes."

"Udah cepetannn, so he said he wanted to talk."

"Here at Dann no more horror."

"Ribet wants to talk to you about tea."

"Hehe, do you want a solution?"

"Solution? what solution?"

"You'll have tea if you're told to here!"

"It's true, yes Matt yes!!"

"Hahaha, that's why I said tea was horrified he said he wanted to dapetin neng Ica."

"Came? oruuu Mat!!"

"Hehe, if Ica neng aja calledin must be directly nyamperin."

"Ah can you Mat, Udah cepetan kasi tau or Mat."

"Eittssss wait a minute, wani piro?"

"Astagfirullah Mat, you sincere tea do not tolerate me."

"Hehe, ikhlasss lahh same time self-calculation yes no."

"Yaudah spit no talk? if I don't go to the cafeteria!"

"OKay tenangg my boss."

"So how?"

"OK, no patience really, boy, so you've got to..........."

For almost an hour, it was already at length he explained to me about how to approach Ica. But you believe no? if even one word Mamat said from his mouth there is nothing I can digest properly and correctly. It means I don't understand at all.

"Astagfirullah Mat, you tea if you can't say what slowly? keep saying, I don't know what you're talking about."

"Yes Allahhhh Ardannn, you do not listen to tea? it's also been described at length as a train car!"

"Eat him, you tea if you talk slowly!!"

"I'm tired of tea, hauuussss."

"No! there is no thirst for sprawl or Mat!"

"Udah deh entaran ajaa, the important thing is that your tea must follow the rules that I make."

"I mean this?"

pointing at a paper on Mamat's desk.

"Ho'ohh."

"Astagfirullah Mat, is tea no other way?"

"No! come with me!"

"Hmmm, this is serious or Mat should be rich gini?"

"Yes MUST!!"

"No, I don't want to! take it another way."

"It's hard to have your rich friends!"

"Bodoo!! anyway, I don't want to use it that way."

"Hahaha, Ardan Ardann! if you don't want an easy tea neng Ica for me."

"Good heck!"

"Jaudah, now you are glaring!"

"Yes yes!"

"Beauty, sholehah, well, sweet, keep seeing ya ya make ademmm."

"Nahhhh, now your tea already knows that your target is not an easy woman to get."

"Why does he keep on?"

"Pake the cake again, yes you tea should obey me follow what I said just now!"

"But Mattt...."

"Udah stopp!!! No. But believe me the same I'm God willing to succeed. You tea must make sacrifices to get someone you love."

"Hmm."

"Especially yaa, you tea looks mediocre, even more handsome with me, continue to be delinquent, rarely pray, sleep mulu if in class, even more, although you continue to champion but you tea must have a good image in the eyes of Ica."

Jlebb, it feels like someone stabbed me in the back.

"So you tea if you say don't be honest very honest why, the time itself in that case."

"Hahaha, that's the truth."

Jlebb, again I feel like I just want to die.

"You are Mat!"

"Hehe, look at Dann."

"Yes yes!"

"Okay, you're in agreement, right?"

"Huffttt, for Ica's sake what don't try."

"This is Ardan."

"OK on."

"Sipp broo, I'll set you up when we get into action."

"Actioned? rich people want to hide."

"Hahaha, her heart is turning to Ica."

"Don't say anything anymore, you're going to enter and finally not be in my canteen."

"Haha soryy broo."

"That's okay, thanks."

"Yupsss both broo."

Jinggg.....

The bell rang and we ended the conversation.

***

I finally accepted the challenge given by Mamat. Although I think it is very difficult and unreasonable, it seems like fate is not on my side. Now I've found a way to get close to Ica. Whether it will work or not I will do as I can and with all my heart.

The key to passing through the door of my life I have now found. The experiment I had done now found a bright spot. Although I don't think it's gonna work. But most importantly for me now I have found a way to get through it.

A written rule that Mamat had prepared for me. It will give me a big change in myself. It's hard for me to define what kind of change I'm going to make. But there will be a great sacrifice that I will make. For me this is the hardest thing I've ever been through in my life. Because this way is very different from my situation. But the spirit is not broken. I will try and prove to the world that change is the greatest struggle in life.

The story God has told me is very interesting. But it's also very complicated. Maybe if today someone else was in my position he had given up and ended his life journey. However, this time I am standing and walking in this path of destiny. A scenario that God created, now I'm going to play one of those roles. Become a main character who will pass all the trials and trials that He gave. There is nothing in the universe that is impossible to do. If God had predestined it.

Lord for the umpteenth time I ask you. Find me with her, and do not make her for me. Then give me a trail of your clues to make it easier for me to stay with him.

***

How's it going ?

When the heart is broken

At one point, the storm of love is brewing

I now feel the romance

This feeling is possessing the soul

O ruler of the universe

Really am...

This feeling you're the one who created it

So now I want to ask

A clue to overcome it

I no longer know

How

I kept running

But this feeling kept chasing me

Then grant my request

So that I would no longer stay away

From a destiny

which you have painted for me