Toxic Empress

Forgive Me

All over Xena's body trembled as all these facts rushed into her eardrum and were instantly recorded by her memories. Xander and Xavier stared at Xena who was getting closer to them. Xena's trembling hands tried to reach Xander's body, for some reason her heart was in pain at that moment. He was no longer able to cope with the pain that came from the reality he had just learned.

As if all this was a dream, at first glance in Xena's head, she hoped that she could wake up from this long dream. However, everything he heard was not a dream but a truth that he gradually knew. However, Xena found out faster than Xander thought, even now she was confused to have to explain how to Xena.

“Xena, I—”

“Tell me this second too! What did I hear it was all right? Did you turn the clock seven times? Then Xavier is not your relative but he is my son? Say, Xander! Quickly answer!”

Xena urges Xander to be honest with her, Xena's fingers clutching tightly onto Xander's collar. Their faces were so closely spaced that Xander could clearly see the dim light in Xena's silver beads.

“It's true! That's right, Xena,” interrupted Verden. Xena also cast a sharp gaze towards Verden, she felt a great hatred bubbling in her heart.

“You who? I'm not talking to you!” snapped Xena emotion.

Verden further sharpened his grin, face-to-face with Xena made longing overflow from his feelings. In Verden's vision, Xena was still a Demon Queen plus Verden saw clearly a red light enveloping Xena's body. As he knew it well, red light was the basic power that the Queen of Satan once possessed.

“Xena, long time no see. I have been waiting for the time when we will meet again as before. But I didn't expect our meeting to be sooner than I thought,” Verden said.

Xena took off her clutches from Xander's collar, she shifted her focus and gaze to Verden. Xena felt a stifling aura coming from Verden's body, the more she looked at him the more excruciating the tightness became. It's just that, Xena deliberately held back her tightness in order to learn more info from Verden.

“Over time did not meet you said? I just saw you for the first time,” ketus Xena.

Verden chuckled watching Xena be so cynical with her presence, she did not care how Xena looked at her. But now Verden is very happy to see Xena's beautiful face after a long time.

“Do I need to make you remember who I am?”

Verden pulled Xena's wrist, he brought Xena's body into his arms. Xena desperately tried to break away from Verden, but Verden's strength was far above Xena. While Xander prepared to attack Verden, but he should not attack recklessly because there was Xena in the arms of Verden at that time.

“Let go of me, fucking man!” Xena continued to curse Verden, for no apparent reason, suddenly a very burning hatred gnawed at her feelings.

“Shut up! I'll make you remember all your past lives, even if it's too soon for you to remember, but I can't let you live without past memories anymore.”

Verden touched Xena's forehead and then released his grip, the pain slowly piercing into Xena's head. Xena's body decays to touch the ground, the pain and pain hit her head repeatedly.

Xena roared in pain, Xavier and Xander immediately moved towards Xena, but their steps were blocked by Verden. They were asked to shut up and see what happened next after this.

One by one the memories of life gathered in Xena's head, the memories were like puzzle pieces. Slowly the puzzle pieces fused together to form a whole memory that contains about the twists and turns of Xena's life. However, his memory of becoming a Demon Queen only seemed vague, while his memories in his second life onwards could be seen clearly.

Xena sees Xander's shadow, the two of them continue together all the time until Xander proposes to her as a wife. This is his first life, he sees himself dead in front of Xander and Verden, and Xander also dies beside his lifeless body. Turning to the next life, Xena continuously finds herself dead at the hands of Xander in a sword-wielding heart state. This is because Xena is controlled by Verden.

“Mother, I love Mother ... will Mom continue with Xavier?”

“Xavier loves chocolate, just like Mom.”

“Mother, aren't you sorry that Dad's not home? How about we take a walk?”

“Why is Mom's body hot once? Mommy sick? Wait here, Xavier will bring a doctor to Mom.”

“The person Xavier loves the most in this world is Mom! Although Mom often scolded Dad, but Mom never scolded Xavier.”

“Mother .. didn't Mom promise not to leave Xavier alone? Don't go, Mother! Xavier fear ... Mother!”

All of it was a memory of the little Xavier that kept clinging to him every time. The picture was clear at that time Xena was so happy with Xavier's presence in his life. They are happy together, there is no time they have missed without being so happy together. They share stories, exchange laughter, and protect each other. However, everything is destroyed when Xena dies, in the vision I saw Xena reach for her hand while crying and begging not to be left behind.

‘Last life .. so, I really have it? Life is so complicated. I left my husband and son in the abyss of despair. Dead repeatedly, but Xander didn't give up turning the clock to save me. My chest is tight, it hurts a lot when I imagine being in the position of Xander.’

The pain that was pressing down on Xena's body had now disappeared completely, only the lingering roar of tears that kept rolling fell from the eye peluk. The memories of the past still loomed over her, Xena wanted to say something, but her lips were tightly clenched.

“Sial! Looks like my time is up. All right, I'll go first and I'll see you guys later.” Verden disappeared completely from before them, he brought his entire shadow back to the hiding place.

Xander and Xavier rush over to Xena who is still frozen in place, immediately Xander gives Xena a warm hug. Xena's world seemed to be collapsing, she gave Xander a tighter hug.

“Why ... Why are you trying so hard to save me? I'm sorry .. I'm sorry for making things difficult for you over these few lives. I also want to thank you for the love you have given me. Thank you, my husband ...,” Og Xena sobbing in Xander's arms.