To be the Third

Attempted Suicide

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'' Nis, what is it?'' ask Eve when she saw Raisya in her arms and legs.

'' Eve...'' said Nisa while hugging her best friend.

Then Nisa wiped her tears.

'' It's Wa! Raisya was trying to scratch her hand, wearing a broken glass, when I came out! Fortunately there was a nurse who came in and saw her, explained Nisa.

'' Asstagfirrullah.

'' Then how is Nis doing?'' Eve was so anxious when she saw Raisya.

'' I don't know, he's very frustrated because of his blindness!'' sad Nisa.

'' Oh god.... Very poor Raisya.

Then the doctor who handled Raisya walked towards Eve, Nisa and Ikbal.

'' Doc, how's it going?'' ask Ikbal.

'' The patient seemed to be deeply shaken by his soul! Maybe because of his blindness. It's a good thing that his wounds aren't deep, and we've been treating them! Please later no one leaves the patient, I'm afraid the patient will do it again?'' said the doctor.

'' Well doc, thank you.'' said Nisa.

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The clock is 22:00. Eve decides to stay at the hospital, accompanying Raisya with Nisa and Ikbal. Eve had pity on Nisa because she had to be alone.

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The three people who were sitting on the sofa immediately turned their heads when they heard the moans from the direction of the patient's bed.

Raisya opened her eyes slowly, but dear. It all looks dark like a gray night.

'' Raisya..'' call Eve.

Raisya rounded his eyes, then his hands searched for the source of the sound. Raisya knew that it was Eve's voice.

'' Eve, is that you?'' ask Raisya

Eve approached and held Raisya's hand.

'' Yes, it's me! I'm here to you answered Eve

Raisya sobbed sadly as Eve clasped her hands. He felt very guilty because he could not take care of Alwi son of Eve.

'' Wa! I'm sorry, because I can't take care of Alwi.

''It's okay, yes! I have been sincere.'' replied Eve tried hard, although at this time Eve felt sad in her heart.

'' Sorry, because I didn't take care of Alwi, you have to lose him? I'm sorry..'' said Raisya.

'' Yes, this is not your fault! This all happened because it was the destiny of God. I don't blame you, because you're a victim too! If God has willed, then as hard as we avoid, then we will not be able to run from the destiny that God has outlined.''

'' Thanks Wa! Honestly, I feel guilty for the deaths of Alwi and Adam...''

'' Don't blame yourself!''

'' Am I no longer useful to him? My eyes are blind, Wa! I can't see the world anymore? Then what am I living for? I can't stand Wa? Can't do it!'' frustrating Raisya.

'' Yes! Why talk like that? You are allowed to live with God, perhaps because God wants you to get closer to him? God gives you a second chance, because God wants you to get closer and improve yourself!

You knew? In the grave there, many bodies that have been stretched stiff, want to return to life in the world. Just an eye to perform the prayer and almsgiving, because they during their lives are far from the creator!" advice of Eve

Raisya was pensive to hear Eve's advice. He felt very guilty because he was not grateful to have been given a second life by God.

'' Yes, why did you attempt suicide?'' ask Eve

Raisya back sobbing. '' I feel like my life is no longer useful to her, Wa! Why would I live if I couldn't see? What about my job Wa?''

'' Yes! Istighfarr... Do not speak like that, indeed every disaster, there must be wisdom behind it! Maybe God has prepared happiness for you, but you must pass the test of it?''advice of Eve

'' But I'm not as strong as you, W?I'm too fragile..''

''You can definitely! You take it easy, I will always accompany you.''

Raisya was so moved by Eve's words. He didn't expect, if the man he had hurt now even helped him.

''Don't ever do that again! His sins are great! Suicide, also not necessarily make you calm?'' said Eve

'' Wa! What's the law, if we kill ourselves?'' asked Nisa curiously.

'' Latin Arabic: Ya ayyuhallaishi amanik la ta`kulu amwalakum bainakum bil-betili an takina tijaratan 'an taraim mantkum, wa laka taqtulu anfusakum, innallaha kanna bikum raita

It means: "O you who believe, do not eat your neighbor's property in a false way, except in a business way that happens with liking among you. And do not kill yourselves; verily Allah is most merciful to you.' (the epistle of An Nisa 29)

'' Another verse about suicide is found in Al Baqarah verse 195.

Latin Arabic: Wa anfiq peti fi sabiillai wa la tulqipak bi`aidikum ilat-tahlukati wa a mussinipih, innallha yu simu siminininin

It means: "And spend (your property) in the way of Allah, and do not throw yourself into perdition, and do good, for Allah loves those who do good."

'' Then Wa, will a suicidal person enter heaven?'' ask Nisa again.

'' No! Allah forbids Heaven for those who commit suicide.

عَن جُنْدُبِ بْنِ عَبْدِ اللَّهِ، قَالَ: قَالَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ : كَانَ فِيمَنْ كَانَ قَبْلَكُمْ رَجُلٌ بِهِ جُرْحٌ، فَجَزِعَ، فَأَخَذَ سِكِّينًا فَحَزَّ بِهَا يَدَهُ، فَمَارَقَأَ الدَّمُ حَتَّى مَاتَ، قَالَ اللَّهُ تَعَالَى: بَادَرَنِي عَبْدِي بِنَفْسِهِ، حَرَّمْتُ عَلَيْهِ الجَنَّةَ

It means: From Jundub bin Abdullah, he said: The Prophet said, There was a man before you who was wounded, then he groaned, then he took a knife, then he took a knife, then he cut off his hand. The blood did not stop flowing until he died. Allaah Azza wa Jalla said, "My servant precedes Me against him, I forbid heaven for him." (HR Al - Bukhari )

'' That's so! Horrified as well, Wa?'' Nisa shuddered in horror

While Raisya who heard Eve's explanation, felt very sinful. In his heart Raisya kept begging for mercy for his folly, on the creator.

'' Yasudah, now mending you sleep Nis! Have you not rested yet? Let me go to Raisya.'' said Eve to Nisa.

Nisa nodded, then began to lay her body on the mat she was carrying.

'' Wa..'' call Raisya.

''Yes, you need something?'' ask Eve.

Raisya shook his head slowly. '' No, Wa! I want to ask?''

'' Ask What?''

'' Will God forgive my sins? Moreover, have I tried to kill myself?'' lirih Raisya's.

''God will forgive any of his repentant servants, and ask for his forgiveness! God's door of forgiveness is always open, for all true servants will repent and beg for forgiveness. Ask Allah for forgiveness, and repent! Indeed, Allah is forgiving and merciful.' said Eve

Raisya nodded, then raised both hands, praying for forgiveness from Allah SWT. The Creator of the heavens and the earth.

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