This Is It?

This Is It?
Chapter 48: Lust



The way of life is unpredictable, even though detailed scenarios have been made. I still don't think Mutia is the adult form of Miss. Really, I wouldn't be able to recognize if he wasn't telling a story.


I smile at myself when I remember what happened yesterday. I owe Mutia twice. It was the same thing, just at a different time.


Huh! Is correct. The closer the time of return, the more do not want to let go of this moment. However, I cannot extend my existence here. Dad gave me no more than a week of missed time. To negotiate seems to potentially trigger conflict.


I walked to the beach. In the past, I had no interest in watching the sun set in the middle of the sea. I prefer watching television or doing activities at home. Now, I'm just drifting through collecting memories that might be hard to repeat.


The hose walked a few meters towards the big corals, I with the voices of women and men behind one of the large corals. I also carefully stepped in to make sure what they were doing.


As he got closer, his voice grew clearer and more familiar. Yeah, it's Dita and Ardi.


Mutually simple little laughter, interspersed with an *******. What are they doing?


“Hold! A little more,” said the Kunyuk with a slow intonation.


“Just don't get the release inside ya,” timpal Dita with a spoiled voice full of resignation.


I still guess the actions of both of them. Returning from the mini-library, Andy escorts Mutia and Metha to the market for some basic groceries. We went home first, because he admitted to having a headache and wanted to rest. Si Kunyuk also followed Dita behind with the reason to help Mom cook.


After arriving at the house earlier, I did not confirm the existence of Dita and the Kunyuk. However, I did not expect them to be in this place.


“Udah yuk, home!” bring Dita. You guys, there's a moan from his mouth that airs.


No. gabe. I can't afford to think much about both of them. Could it be that they are both releasing lust - releasing libido by having sex like a husband and wife?


Ah, why is my brain accusing me so wildly? But, the chatter of those who have strengthened my dirty thoughts.


I took a deep breath. Actually, I don't care if they're venting lust at each other. Only, why should it be in this place? Why is that also possible? Don't they both hate each other.


My legs wail more to see them straight away. It sounded like the Kunyuk was exhaling the air quite loudly.


“Let's go home before the others also go home, and suspiciously look at the two of us,” the Kunyuk told Dita.


I can't stand prejudice anymore. What a depravity they have done is to contaminate the harmony of my hometown.


“Ars! Bribed!” I cried out in a loud voice while standing straight in front of them.


Both seemed so surprised. Si Kunyuk locked the zipper pants, while Dita buttoned clothes.


“Ba…. Ba…. Bagas...” Dita nervous. His face was red, his words were flattened.


“What are you doing here? Huh huh? Fuck you both.” I pulled the collar of Kunyuk's shirt while reshuffling an angry look.


“We are not doing anything. We only enjoy the sunset together,” replied the Kunyuk with a flat face. There was not a single trace of guilt in him.


Then, I rolled a fist into Kunyuk's left cheek. He was hit back two steps.


Dita pulled my hand. He understood that I still wanted to balance one more blow to Kunyuk's right cheek.


“Enough, Gas. You misunderstood. We are not doing kok.” Dita shed tears. I pulled my hand out of his grip. I was about to come into contact with his hypocritical nature. “Gas, I was persuaded of his seduction. I was hypnotized by him, Gas. Please forgive me!”


Previously they claimed not to do indecent behavior on my mind. Now, Dita said she had been deceived by the Kunyuk. He thinks I'm stupid.


“Lu both want to do whatever I really don't care. Why should it be in this place? Why don't you do it in the middle of the sea to be drowned by the waves? Huh huh? You do not realize that your behavior is as uncivilized as animals? In front of everyone was hostile. While in a quiet place, you guys feel good,” I said in a booming voice.


“Lu jealous because I tasted your girlfriend first,” satiricalnya. Then he ordered Dita to leave. “You don't have to worry, Dit. You better go home.”


“Shut up you!” bentak Dita's. “Gas, how about we report Ardi on rape charges?” Dita rested at my feet while crying.


I chuckled at Dita's words. Make a report on rape charges? I heard they did a husband and wife scene with willingness to each other – enjoy each other. Maybe he'll take me to conspire to make a play.


“Build!” tell me. “Listen yes, Dit. You want to be like anyone I don't take care of. Here, I just don't like the way you two are. You both don't appreciate me and the others. One more thing, I never liked you a little bit. So, don't you hope I believe in your same tears. I also know you don't really like me.”


“Ngak, Gas. I. I like you. I love you,”.


I let out a laugh. “Bullshit! I will report this to Mr. RT and Ardi's parents so that you two are married.”


Si Kunyuk kept asking Dita to leave. Looks like there's something private that she wants to solve with just me.


Dita also according. He ran while putting his right hand on his face.


“Lu want to report me to my parents? Didn't he? I don't care. I'm also not anything married to Dita,” often.


I'm sick of fighting back, better fighting strength. I'm trying to choke his neck to shatter his body into the rock. However, he was able to read my attack.


“Lu want to fight with me until I die? Then if I die, you also die dong. As for me, I will return to my palace. I will have a happy day like I used to leave to you,” he explained.


“What do you mean?”


The Kunyuk stood beside me while putting his hand on my shoulder. “Try you count this the day to how many we exchange bodies? Right. Day 98. It means there are only two days left to be Bagas. You want me to marry Dita, please. You will live your life with him, not me. Yes, I just pinjem your body to help you aja. It's delicious and I won't forget. But importantly, got me still a virgin.”


He let out a wave of destruction accompanied by a satisfied laugh. Fucking fuck! He never told me that the day after tomorrow would be my last day as Bagas.


He's not as good as I thought he was. He's petty. He's immoral. He's a destroyer of lives. He used my body to satisfy his ridiculous lust.


The fire in my head is burning. The dark enveloped my mind evenly.


I turned in front of him, then kicked him with all my might. He also can't defend himself.


Then, I banged his head against the rock. He tried to fight back, but all my strength would be incomparable to him.


In a weak voice, she begged me to stop torturing her.


Nah! I'm gonna eliminate him right now. I don't believe his words. After he dies, I'll be completely Bagas.


Blood was pouring down on his head. He started to close his eyes. However, his breathing was still felt.


I dragged him to the middle of the sea. I'll drown the body to feed the fish. Next, I will get rid of Dita so that no witnesses will unravel this tragedy.


After the body of the Kunyuk was tossed in the ocean until not caught sight, I dropped myself into the sand. I've killed myself.


“Takkkkkk!!!” my screams.


I turned my brain to frame the scenario of Ardi's death in my hand. Mom and Dad will be very sad. But I can certainly comfort them.


The thing I have to think about now is to go home, change clothes, and set the expression. Then, I will press Dita so that she will act according to the storyline that I will make. I'm sure he doesn't have the power to defy me.


Haha! I don't believe my instincts as a psychopath are greater than my regrets.