This Is It?

Chapter 46: Emotions

A bright morning that was merrily contaminated by the actions of Dita. If I follow the limits of patience, I can't tolerate it.

Mr. RT, Astri's father, mother, and parents mediate Dita and Astri to resolve the misunderstanding. There's not much I can say but apologize to them. After all, everyone knows that Dita is part of my team. So, like it or not, I must be ready to be a shield.

The peace process between Dita and Astri took place somewhat. Dita insists on not saying sorry, because it considers Astri who caused the problem.

Astri did not stop throwing insinuations. He said, the women of the city turned out to be less ethical and arrogant.

For the common good and ending the drama, I – represent Dita – apologizing to Astri and her parents. Our position as guests, then it should be to maintain the attitude or adab.

After I asked for forgiveness for Dita, Astri and her parents accepted. Plagued praise from Astri's father to my wisdom. Astri's mother also expressed hope to get to know me further. I responded with a smile.

Ah, relieved already! However, do not know it will be noon or later in the afternoon or tomorrow.

“Gas, you choose rumahin Dita or we all go home today too!” said Andy prevented my move to the bathroom.

Andy's second choice, obviously, I don't want to. The quality of my time together with Dad and Mom just laid out the path. I don't want to go back to Jakarta with regrets.

However, Dita must be immediately expelled without her feeling obliterated. Well, how do you do it? That's what I was thinking about last night.

“Lu aja who returned him, Dy,” my response.

“Kok me?” make sure Andy is on a slightly high note. “What the hell is with you, Gas? You've really been entangled in love with him so you don't want to crush him? Gas, you see dong what he's doing here.”

I approached Andy until we were only a few centimeters away. There was a word emphasis that felt cramped for me to accept.

“Lu why is the effect on me anyway? From the beginning I didn't invite anyone here, other than you. Dita, Metha, and even Mutia, it was Ardi who brought it. Should you blame someone else for Dita's whereabouts, you blame Ardi. Don't talk about my feelings,” I said a little snapping.

Andy was silent, throwing his eyes away. Realizing that my debate with Andy could soar into the ears of Father and Mother, I decided to continue my intention to cleanse the body.

After sipping the freshness of the body, I tried to turn the brain. Time is moving forward, and problems are mounting.

The Kunyuk is fucking! I wanted to curse him with all the energy I had. His words that seemed to care for me were clearly a camouflage. Dita's barbaric nature and attitude has become a public secret, no need to be affirmed.

I spread the towel over the clothesline made of bamboo. Then, the sound of footsteps came closer from behind.

“Nak, Bagas,” greet Mom in a sad delivered tone.

“Iya, Mom,” I said smile.

“Sorry yes if the situation in his village Ardi is not as expected, including the condition of our house is narrow and seedy,” said Ibu while looking down.

I see, Mother must be feeling bad for the commotion that happened. It may also be coupled with the words that are often thrown – commenting on the situation and conditions here.

Not wanting to make me sad, I raised my hands together. “It is precisely we who should apologize to Mother. We've troubled Mother. We have also made a mess.”

Mom's eyes look teary. “No, Son. For Mother, the arrival of Nak Bagas is an immeasurable blessing. Moreover, Nak Bagas and friends of Nak Bagas come noble goals. Somehow I said thank you for all the good things that Nak Bagas brought here.”

Mother's words flowed syahdu full of sincerity. I can't hold haru. I know what Mom feels. A happy feeling that is shrouded in worry. Mom worried after today our attitude to Ardi will turn – away. In fact, Mother had just embraced the beautiful flowers that bloomed on the side of Ardi.

I hugged Mom when I saw her tears falling to the ground. She looked surprised at the touch I put on.

“Bu, I don't have to worry anymore. Ardi will be fine,” I said gently. To be honest, I wanted to express more words, but I was aware of the physical limitations I had.

Mom returned my embrace. Feels warm and dissolves longing. I don't want to leave this place anymore.

After lunch, I beinisiatif gather friends on the beach. There's a crucial thing I have to say. However, this conversation should not be reached by the hearing of Father and Mother.

Mother's Deck poured a million rushes into my mind. Mom is a thinker, just like me. He will do anything to make the son happy, even though the mind is sad.

Without further ado, I immediately conveyed my intention and purpose. Remember, this is not a discussion, but a warning.

“Dit, what you did this morning is very tarnishing our good name here. You also made Ardi's parents feel guilty. Why can't you adjust to where we are now?” I try not to add anger to the words I say.

“Gas, why are you beating me up anyway? Which woman isn't jealous if her boyfriend snatched up another girl?” Dita defended herself with a stale premise.

“But you should be able to see the situation. Sorry, I already called my driver to pick you up here, my light is smooth.

Dita standing. However, Metha pulled Dita's hand back down. Metha also seemed to whisper something to Dita.

“I want to go home, but you also have to go home with me, Gas,” pinta Dita half yelling.

Been fed to the heart, begging the heart. Defying is sprinkled with goodness, so do not know yourself alias increasingly.

Be patient! There's nothing wrong with giving him a taste before he drops his heart off the top of a steep cliff.

I turned my gaze towards Ardi. I hope he understands that I hold him accountable.

Misses to Mother began to channel perfectly through the decking. Therefore, I will not cut the story in the middle of the road.

“Lu kayak little boy, Dit,” Andy said. A so real roar of annoyance emanated from his face. “Actually what is the purpose of you coming here? Just want to go along for fear Bagas taken by others? Where the heavens are to be held, there the earth is to be cast. Honestly, your presence here only brings problems,” he continued out loud.

He got up, and then ran. He wiped his eyes while tightening the sob.

Whatever! I don't want to complain about the role with him.

“Gas, you are sucking us just to do a trial against Dita?” asked Metha cynically. Then, he approached me. “If you want to reprimand someone, please do not in front of many people. Think of that person's feelings. Sincere people love you, but you are humiliating in front of your friends,” he said as he drove away.

The words that Dita spoke so sharply swooped in the recesses of my heart. I also looked for a moment. Yeah, I shouldn't have created a forum to convene Dita.

Nah! I was in the right corridor. I do not judge Dita personally, but ask her to reflect on the consequences of her actions that harm me and others.

Metha is on Dita's side. It could have been his attitude just to lure my mother.

“Keep what's our next step, Gas?” ask Mutia.

“We run according to our plan,” I replied.

“How about Dita?” ask Andy.

I was also a little emotional. “So I've said, if my driver again travels here to pick up Dita back to Jakarta today also.”

Andy has been talking a lot lately. Not like the one I know.

What is behind her change of attitude? Duh! The more mysteries I have to solve, while the previous mysteries still hang before my eyes.

Andy looked at me as if I wasn't sure of my statement.

“Gue thinks people should handle Dita, it's not me. That person was the one who had invited Dita to join this trip," I said back to Andy while insinuating the Kunyuk. "Gue is not throwing stones hiding hands, but you can not dong related to continue to link my status with Dita so that I bear all his mistakes,” concluded I