
Erine is now in a rented house. He sat in front of the window. Putting a blank look outwards.
Because her eyes had been donated to Sadam, Erine could no longer see. Only darkness can be seen.
With the payment money from Haris, Erine can finance the necessities of life. He also paid someone to prepare food and other necessities. All that Erine did until she got used to being a blind person who was able to live alone.
Honestly, ever since her father died, Erine felt her life had become empty. He also realizes that he does not deserve Sadam's love.
Feeling so empty, it often crossed Erine's mind to end life.
'I feel like I'm in the real dark. Loneliness makes me feel so tormented, Erine. Suddenly he was attacked with nausea. Actually nausea that is experienced often occurs in the last few days.
Erine really doesn't understand. He only considers the nausea in nature because of Magh's disease. Erine then overcome it by taking magh medicine. But strangely the nausea he felt did not subside.
"Sister Erine!" exclamation Nadia. She was the girl Erine paid to help her every day. Especially in activity.
Nadia herself lived not so far from Erine's residence. Every day he always came to make sure Erine's condition.
"Nadia? Since when did you come?" ask Erine.
"just now. I brought you a cake. But you're okay, right? Are you feeling any pain?" nadia's worried.
"No. I just feel nauseous. Maybe it's because of Magh" Erine replied as she forced herself to smile.
"Magh's? Isn't the day like this? Why not heal? I know you always eat regularly too. How about we go to the doctor?"
"No need. I'm sure it's not a big deal."
"How did you know? We should at least try." Nadia tried to persuade Erine.
Nadia cannot force. He immediately left after seeing Erine eat her carry-on cake.
Day by day passed. Erine's nausea is getting worse. The woman began to fall. Even Erine did not want to eat at some certain time.
Until one day Erine fell down because her body was too weak. Along with that, it was fortunate that Nadia had come. He rushed to help Erine.
"Sister Erine!" nadia exclaimed while helping Erine to get up.
"We need to get to the hospital! I can't tell this sister" said Nadia. He immediately took Erine to the hospital by taxi. Nadia did not even care about the rejection that was said from Erine's mouth.
Upon arrival at the hospital, Erine immediately did an examination. He got the infusion because his condition was too weak. Erine is welcome to rest first.
Now Erine had just woken up from sleep. His eyes are wide open. Despair instantly invaded his mind.
"I can't take it anymore." sobs Erine who hurriedly took off the infusion and got out of bed. He walked while holding onto objects that were nearby. Until Erine managed to get a fork.
"I'd rather die!" said Erine. He immediately threw the fork towards the stomach.
The door suddenly opened. Nadia came with a nurse. They hurried to stop Erine's actions.
But Erine did not accept it. He tried to rebel and still wanted to stick a fork into his body.
"No, Brother! You need to think about the fetus in your stomach!" Nadia. It made Erine freeze from being shocked.
"Ja-fetus? Whatchu mean?" Erine demanded an answer.
"Yes, Brother. Turns out the nausea you've been experiencing all this time is not because of Magh. But because of pregnancy," explained Nadia.