The Terror of the Rapist

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In this mortal life, the boundary between happiness and sorrow is very thin. Every moment of human fate can change in an instant. What was once happy, can suddenly turn into suffering. Even in the midst of the bliss that is encircling the human heart, grief can be suddenly present like a ghost in broad daylight. This is called the dynamics and romance of human life. The disaster can be a failure in lovemaking. The love relationship that has long been established between lovers must suddenly be ended because of the emergence of a problem or opposition that is quite sharp. Man may plan, but God determines. The soul is in His hands!

This is what Diah seems to realize. He must know that nothing is eternal in this life, love is no exception. But the problem is, Diah who would have if Deni had left him? Deni is not his soul mate? Oh, I don't think Diah can handle that reality. He didn't know what to do when Deni left him. Diah could only keep the unrest in his heart. He doesn't want to think about this!

Although Melani has stated firmly that she does not love Deni, but the man still continues to try to approach her, trying to attract her sympathy. There was only Deni's attempt to get close to him. Take a walk, watch, or eat at a restaurant. Of course without Diah. But Melani rejects every invitation Deni. He did not want to be trapped by the seduction and persuasion of Deni who could shake his stance. Because, secretly in the heart of Melani began to appear anxiety. There were temptations and whispers that affected his heart.

Sometimes thoughts arise in the mind of Melani, why should she reject Deni? If Deni is destined not to be Diah's soul mate, why should it be forced? Is not love something that is basic and an expression of the deepest honesty of the heart? Deni who is not in love with Diah cannot be forced to make choices that are not in accordance with the wishes of his heart. In love, it is natural for a pair of people to break up in the middle of the road because there is no match and there is a difference. This fact can also apply to the love story of Deni and Diah, even though they have been in contact for quite a long time. Deni can not be blamed if then choose another girl who loved more.

Melani herself saw Deni was a pretty good guy. Many things on him that are able to captivate Melani. Deni people are smart, smart, skilled, insightful, and mature. Since first knowing her Melani has been filled with admiration. Deni is a very gentle and nurturing figure. Melani felt safe while being around her. For some reason, since Deni often drove him to pick him up, the dark terror who often disturbed him was no longer launching the action. He never bothered Melani over the phone or SMS. Maybe the cowardly man was afraid to see Melani often with Deni. He did not dare to mess around as long as Deni was nearby!

This situation certainly makes Melani feel happy. The presence of Deni indirectly has protected him from the interference of bad people. Melani's feeling began to be engulfed in a strange thump. He is often overwhelmed with anxiety and anxiety. If only Deni was not Diah's girlfriend, maybe not as difficult as this Melani face it. He will not be overwhelmed with guilt for loving a man ex-boyfriend of his best friend. But here's the question. Melani could not betray her best friend. Even if Diah lets Deni go and loves another girl, of course he never expected the girl to be his best friend!

Melani is wrong. He was confused, how to behave?

While on the other hand Melani is also filled with doubt, is it with her present condition that is no longer holy Deni would accept it? Wouldn't Deni be disappointed and leave if he knew his true state? Oh, Melani couldn't imagine that possibility. He does not want to be lulled by grandiose dreams. He realized his own shortcomings and weaknesses. He tried to close the doors of his heart to the presence of love. Because love for him is now just a mirage. True love only applies to those who are virgins. No man in this world would accept a woman who has been tainted!

That afternoon, Melani approached Diah at her desk. He saw Diah's face look crumpled and grim.

“Your face is so tangled, Di? What's the problem?” tanyanya kalem's.

Diah did not answer. He just shook his head.

“You're the same Deni, yes?” guess Melani.

Diah gave a long sigh. It seemed that she could not hide her heartbreak in front of Melani. He then said half a murmur.

“Are basically all men liars, Mel?”

“What do you mean?” ask Melani not understand.

Melani. He remembered, last night Deni invited him to dinner at the restaurant. At that time Deni managed to trick him. He said he was waiting for Diah, but not that it was just Deni's wits so he could go together with him. Melani was annoyed and angry, but what to say. They already ordered a table. Melani felt bad when she had to go back home. Finally, he complied with Deni's invitation to have dinner together. Melani was not aware, if her presence in the restaurant was known to people close to Diah. Melani's feeling is restless. He did not want Diah to know that the woman he meant was none other than himself. Melani doesn't want Diah to misunderstand!

“You know, who is the woman who went with Deni?” ask Melani carefully.

“That's what makes me curious, Mel. If only I knew who that woman was.” Diah did not continue his sentence, because it was filled with anger.

“You didn't ask Deni?”

“He won't confess. He insisted on not going out with anyone that night. I'm so confused, Mel. On one hand I wanted to trust Deni, but on the other hand I doubted him. Maybe Deni's feelings for me have changed. He doesn't love me anymore.”.

Diah's face was getting darker and cloudy. Melani was concerned to see it. There is conflict in her mind. Should I allow this crisis to continue without certainty? But should this honesty be expressed with bad consequences that will befall Diah…? Inner Melani.

“Ah, stop, Mel. Lazy talking about Deni. Oh yeah, what about the development of the police investigation? How come there is no continuation?” cetus Diah suddenly diverted the conversation.

“Entah, Di. There has been no news from the police,” replied Melani lethargic.

“Could the culprit have been caught? Or maybe the police have trouble uncovering the culprit? But by the way, how come you never complain about being terrorized by that dark caller again, Mel? Has he disappeared?”

“Entaih! I was astonished myself too. Since my HP number changed and often picked up Deni, that person never showed up again.”

“Shouldn't we go to the police station and ask him directly, Mel?”

“No need, Di. I've called there many times, but the answer is always cliche; it's still under investigation. I think a case like this is considered trivial, Di. I was lazy to ask him there again. Then one of the journalists who know and then write it in the news. Oh, I don't want that to happen. Let it be if this case is not revealed. The important thing is now that the bad guy has not appeared anymore to bother me!” melani said with a resigned tone.

“A case like this should be clearly revealed, Mel. Do not let the perpetrator of the crime be free to roam and not get punished. He could commit another crime against someone else. There will be many casualties.”

“But how else, Di? This case I experienced was indeed shrouded by a fog of mystery. I actually also want the criminal to be arrested immediately, so that my heart's revenge is avenged. But I don't want to torture my heart with this. I want to forget that trauma and let go of the black shadows that haunt my life. If indeed the criminal cannot be arrested and tried, let God will judge and punish him!” melani said with teary eyes.