The Terror of the Rapist

Rape Trauma

Melani is still traumatized to return to the office. The image of the rape still haunts him. If he goes into the office and the rapist goes back to committing crimes on him, oh, really Melani can't handle it. His soul is still gripped with fear and horror by the actions of the rapist. He realized, the rapist may be a person in the alias of employees in the office. He will no longer be able to concentrate on work, because his eyes and ears will keep an eye on the people around him. His mind was busy wondering who the man who had taken his virginity was.

Really, this is not an easy thing to go through!

But as Diah said earlier, if he does not enter the office again, then maybe a warning letter will float to him and this can drop the conduit. Melani does not want to get SP which can lead to his dismissal. Unimaginable, what would happen if he was fired from a job. The source of life for his family will die. The economic situation of his family will be bad. Everything will go back to the nadir. Not only will he suffer the consequences, but also his mother and younger siblings. Oh, naw! Melani could not face a more bitter reality.

“Why are you quiet, Mel? What are you thinking?” tegur Diah breaks Melani's daydream.

“No, On. There's nothing I'm thinking about. Yes, tomorrow I will try to enter the office again,” Melani said.

“But if it still hurts don't push yourself, Mel. Go to the doctor first.”.

“No, On. I've done enough, kok!”

“Now, you already feel good?”

“Look at tomorrow. I must be healthy again!” melani assured.

“Ya, already. I'm glad you're okay. I'll wait for you tomorrow at the office!” He patted his best friend's shoulder slowly.

Melani just smiled. Then excuse me to go home. Melani escorted her best friend to the door. There was a feeling of a kelu rolling in his mind. Why should I have to play. Should I live my life this way? Hiding behind the harsh reality that is happening.

That morning Melani went to the office. But just walking out of the house his feelings were overcome with nervousness and fear. His heart was gripped with turmoil. While walking his eyes always looked back, as if someone was following him. Every time he passed people on the street, especially the men, he left a little far away. He was worried that the rapist was someone among them. He also hated seeing men's faces. They were like a beast that knew no mercy. Men are cowardly creatures who can only hide behind darkness and persecute weak women.

Really, how much torture Melani felt. Every time someone looked at her, she felt worried and embarrassed. He was worried that the person was malicious. He was also embarrassed if that person knew of his true state. Their eyes seemed to contain accusations and ridicule. Melani gets nervous and misbehaves. He then walked in a hurry, shying away from meeting with people on the street. When he arrived at the side of the road, he immediately stopped a taxi. His feelings were rather calm and relieved while in the taxi that led him to the office.

But when he arrived at the office, tension and anxiety again melandanya. Cold sweat came out from his skin pores. There is trauma and horror over the bad events that happened yesterday. For a moment he stood glued in front of the office entrance. It was as if he was afraid of entering a room that had brought disaster to his life. He was gripped by a great fear. He would almost turn around and step home, but the clap of someone on the shoulder resuscitated him. Melani was shocked. When she looked, it was a woman her workmate.

“Mbak Melani is just dumbass here?” reproofing.

“Eh, no.. I'm again waiting for someone,” Melani replied lying.

“Who? Sister Diah? I don't think he's coming yet. Come on, go inside, Ma'am!”

“Ya, yes..!”

Nervously Melani enters her office space. He rushed to his desk. As soon as he got to his desk he sat down on the chair. For a while he sat in his place doing nothing. His eyes were busy watching the people around him. Observing the movements of his colleagues at another table. When there was a colleague who greeted, Melani did not reply. I don't know, because he's too focused on his own mind, so he doesn't really care about the voices around him. His facial expression looked cold and flat. The rapist's shadow haunts his mind!

“Good morning, Mel!” A gentle greeting disperse the reverie of Melani. The girl immediately looked over. It turned out that Diah was already beside him.

“Diah!”

“How are you doing? Already improved?”

“Ya... already... I've improved...”.

“Ah, No, On. I'm healthy, kok.”

“Totally?”

“Swear!”

Melani looked at Melani carefully, as if to convince her heart. Melani is not good. He immediately threw away his sight.

“Yes, already if you are healthy. But if you still feel sick later, you say the same to me huh?” diah said attentively.

Melani nodded with a smile. His heart was at ease hearing Diah's soothing words. Diah is a good friend.

“Oh yes, Di. Yesterday what tasks did Mr Tejo give?” melani asked suddenly to divert the conversation.

“Not much really, Mel. I just copied some of the files you've been working on. For the next task, Mr. Tejo himself will give it to you,” replied Diah.

“Thank you yes, Di. You have helped me a lot.”.

“Sama-sama, Mel..”

Melani then began her activities by turning on the computer and checking the files that Diah was working on yesterday. Suddenly the phone on the table rang. Melani thinks the phone is for Diah, but her partner instead tells her to pick up.

“That's the phone on your desk, Mel. Probably from Mr. Tejo,” cetus Diah.

Melani was stunned for a moment. Has Mr Tejo called yet? Inner wonder. Melani was a bit hesitant when she picked up the phone.

“Halo, good morning?” sapanya friendly.

“Good morning, Sweet. Finally, you also want to come to the office. You were very impressed with the events of that night. Maybe we can do it one more time, honey.?” The heavy, deep voice was like a lightning strike, shocking Melani's heart.

The girl's eyes glared sharply. His face turned pias and tense. He would almost scream at the caller if he did not remember being in the office. He won't attract his colleagues. Melani can only clench her molars furiously and hiss furiously. “You...?!!”

“Who, Mel? How come your face looks so tense?” asked Diah who was sitting next to him in a surprised tone, because suddenly Melani's expression changed when she received the call.

Melani did not respond to Diah's question. He was still listening to the voice of the person across. “Don't forget, Honey. Later in the night we enjoy again the beauty of making love he he he he..!”

Melani can't take it anymore. He slammed the phone and rushed out of his place. Diah was shocked. He doesn't understand what's going on with Melani. He soon caught up with his best friend. Arriving at the corridor she saw Melani walking half-run towards the exit.

“Melani, wait!” exclaim Diah while running small towards kea rah Melani. But the girl didn't make her call.