
Deni took a deep breath and exhaled heavily. It seemed that he could not skit and hide his heart anymore. He must crush all his bones so that there is no more wedge in the heart.
“It has been four years that I have been in a relationship with Diah, Mel,” Deni said first. “That much time may be enough for us to get to know each other and dive into each other's hearts. But.well, honestly I don't know if I really love him or not. All this time I have given her a lot of love and attention. But I felt like I was doing it to a brother or a friend. I am still in doubt, is Diah really the woman I want to be my wife? I'm still in doubt, Mel. Diah doesn't seem like my soul mate!”
Melani is devastated to hear Deni's confession. Although Deni is not her lover, but Melani was also disappointed with her statement. Diah is his best friend. He couldn't take it if his best friend was hurt. He can't see Diah getting hurt and broken!
“Do not realize you, if your confession can make Diah's heart broken. He must be very disappointed and hurt, because you could betray him!” kecam Melani sharp. His sense of respect for Deni instantly faded.
“I'm confused, Mel. He said I should be honest. And this is the honesty I can express. I've been wanting to reveal this to Diah for a long time, but I can't help hurting her..”.
“It's obvious you're going to hurt him, Den. Not only did you hurt him, but also me because I was his best friend. Diah's distress and suffering can also come with me. I can't accept that you treat Diah like that!”
“I'm sorry, Mel. I never meant it that way. But..?” Deni looked confused and agitated himself.
“Already, Den! I don't want to hear it anymore. I don't want to hear your bullshit. I'm sure there must be something that has made you turn out like this? You've turned on another girl? Yes, right?” melani said in an interogrative tone.
“E, no, Mel. Me...?” Deni is getting nervous.
“Honest of all, Den. Which girl has made you change and turn away from Diah? Say, Den. I'll make the calculation with him!” urged Melani with a huff and growled.
Deni. His attitude seems to be getting more agitated. He did not dare to look at Melani who was looking at him with a sharp highlight. Melani's sharp eyes looked as if she wanted to skin him.
“How can you suspect I've been lured to another girl?” Deni asked back.
“Moreover reason for a man who wants to leave his lover if not for the presence of a third person? I can read that from your eyes!” hiss Melani.
Deni gave a long sigh. She looked at Melani closely, but a moment later she lowered her head. “Maybe your guess is right, Mel. But I'm not sure if my feelings are right. I have indeed loved another girl..” he said later.
“Who is the girl, Den?” Melani impatiently wanted to know.
“Already, Den. Don't riddle! Just say, what's his name?”
“The name is... Melani!”
“What?!” Melani was surprised. But he is still not sure if the name Melani mentioned Deni is himself. “You don't mess around, Den!”
“Honestly, Mel. That girl is you!” firmly Deni steady.
Laying her molars. His heart was like being struck by a prick. He was really angry and angry. Without many words he immediately got up from his place and rushed off.
“Melani…! Wait, Mel!” deni tried to prevent his departure.
But Melani doesn't budge. He kept his feet wide, out of the restaurant room. Accompanied by the eyes of Deni who stood glued to his place. Deni looks upset and disappointed with the departure of Melani. He clenched his fists into the air.
Melani immediately intercepted a taxi on the side of the road. There was a taxi passing by. Melani rushed into the taxi. He asked the driver to bring him home. As the taxi goes by, Melani sees Deni still standing in the courtyard of the restaurant staring at his disappearance. Although from a distance Melani could see Deni's annoyed and angry facial expression. He could feel Deni's sharp gaze as if holding a grudge. Melani immediately melengos. His heart was suddenly goosebumps by Deni's unusual gaze.
Arriving at the house Melani immediately entered the room and laid her body on the bed. His eyes looked at the ceiling. There was grief in his heart. Deni's confession at the restaurant had really left him in shock and shock. He did not think at all that Deni had secretly placed his heart on him. It was only fitting that if they were going with Diah, Deni's eyes always glanced at him. In Melani's own heart there is never any prejudice and the thought that Deni likes it. He considers Deni's attention and good attitude towards him so far nothing more than friendship.
But the truth is now…?
Oh, naw! Melani never thought to like Deni. What Deni said made him angry and disappointed. Deni tried to betray Diah. Hurt his best friend. Melani can't let that happen. Suddenly his heart became troubled and worried. How should he reveal this to Diah? When Deni declares that he does not love Diah, Melani's ears are hot and wants to tell Diah immediately. But when Deni claimed to have loved another girl and the girl was none other than himself, Melani became restless. He couldn't tell Diah. She was worried that Diah would be mistaken. Melani does not want to be accused of the cause of the breakdown of love relationship Diah and Deni.
Yeah, God! Why should there be such love. Melani suddenly became very hateful to Deni. The man whom he had always admired his loyalty and kindness was nothing more than a traitor of love. Melani unceasingly cursed Deni. But a moment later he thought, why should I blame Deni. If Deni does not love Diah, why is he to blame? There is no official bond between them. Deni has the right to choose which girl he loves and is chosen to be his wife. But what Melani doesn't understand, why does Deni have to like me? His own girlfriend! This is a big mistake!
Melani became confused and dizzy thinking about this. He doesn't know what to do. But one thing is certain he will never be willing to accept Deni as his best friend again. He would stay away from Deni and keep a distance with the young man. Melani doesn't want Deni to know about Deni's madness. He will not dance on the suffering of others. Although actually if he wanted to, he could accept Deni who he had always admired. But Melani is aware, how to keep the feeling of a friend!
Melani does not want her friendship with Diah destroyed because of this. Deni's confession really shook his heart. Why Deni likes himself, not other women. Moreover, he knew that if I had been stained, Melani's inner self still did not believe Deni's words. But. ah, Melani doesn't want to think about it. He tried to drive Deni's shadow out of his mind. Deni can't love me. The point!