The Terror of the Rapist
Diah's Doubts
Suddenly, Diah's feelings became a hoax. Until now there has been no initiative from Deni to invite her to marry. He himself was confused, did he have to be quiet and be patient waiting for that moment to arrive? But until when? Maybe Deni needs to be forced to make a decision? Diah doesn't want their relationship to continue hanging without certainty. But.. oh, Diah got dizzy thinking about it!
“Did you never think, why did Deni not also make a decision on your relationship that has been so long? Don't you feel Deni isn't really serious about loving you?” melani continued, then increasingly shaking Diah's heart.
“Why do you say that, Mel? Do you think Deni was just playing me?” said Diah while frowning.
Melani is also angry. He doesn't know what to say. Should she reveal the truth that Deni doesn't love Diah anymore? Oh, Melani couldn't hurt her best friend.
“I don't think and accuse Deni of playing you, Di. But in a love relationship that has been established long enough, wajarkah if no commitment or agreement is taken? At least you have a target when engaged, when married, and a myriad of other plans. But I see you guys as having no commitment at all. You guys seem to be calm. It has been almost four years of courtship you have passed, cook not a single sign and agreement to go to pelaminan!” firmly Melani.
“I thought so too, Mel. But how else? Deni himself is always evasive when invited to talk about marriage. I also dare not force him,” complained Diah.
“That's why I said Deni doesn't seem serious about being in a relationship with you. You shouldn't let this drag on!”
“Do I have to force her to make a decision, Mel? Should I take the initiative first? But if I..?” Diah didn't continue his sentence. He seemed to hesitate.
“There is no harm in you taking the initiative first. You need to force Deni to make a decision. Than you keep tossing around. But you also have to be ready if Deni turns out to make a disappointing decision or he is not serious to continue the relationship to the marriage!”
“You mean, I have to break up with Deni if he does not want to seriously give certainty about marriage?”
“What can I do? You don't always depend on Deni, Di. If Deni can no longer be expected to be your life companion, why must it continue to be maintained. Rather than you continue to be disappointed and strayed, it is better than now to make firm decisions. You must be able to determine the fate of your life, Di!”
Diah was silent. Melani's words felt hard in her heart. Something very sensitive suddenly ripped through the curtain of the breast. Really, Diah never thought much less of an idea of parting with Deni. He is very confident in Deni's love and loyalty. He knew the man would not leave him. But what Melani said seemed to want to tear down the trust that had been maintained neatly. He was surprised what Melani meant by that. Why would he suddenly doubt Deni's loyalty? Whereas previously Melani always expressed admiration for Deni?
“Ah, no, Di!” tukas Melani. She felt uneasy and nervous to hear Diah's question.
“Deni never talked about this. I think Deni is a good man. But what people call feelings can change, Di. I was afraid that he was bored and bored for so long in a loving relationship with you, but he did not dare to express it. I'm also worried that Deni just wants to play you. He doesn't seriously love you. Many events, lovers who have been dating for years know-how disperse in the middle of the road. Artists alone experience a lot, let alone us. So, I just wanted to remind you, Di. Don't let you experience that. Even if it is finally the harsh reality that you have to face, then I hope that you are strong enough. You must be ready. It is better to break up now than later after the household even broke up. Pity you later. Divorce is heavier than a breakup. Yes, right?” melani at length.
“But I'm not sure Deni would betray me, Mel. I still believe it!” firmly Diah.
Melani sighed short. Ouch, Diah. Why are you so stupid and innocent. Can't you see Deni's cunning all this time? Melani in the heart of Keki. It felt like he could no longer bear to reveal the secret about Deni. She wanted to say that Deni actually did not love her anymore, Deni was already unfaithful! Diah is only controlled by Deni!
But Melani's feelings are unbearable. He can't speak frankly. He could only affect Diah in a subtle way. He thought, by instilling doubt in Diah to Deni would make the girl become aware that the man she loved was not the figure she wanted. Melani wants Diah to make a firm decision on her relationship with Deni. If Diah could force Deni, then the man would eventually reveal his honesty. That way Diah knows!
“OK, Di. It's all up to you. As a friend I can only give advice and input. It's for your good and your future. Think wisely and maturely. Do you want to let your relationship go on like this or do you have another decision? However you have the right to determine your own life path!” melani.
Diah. He could understand Melani's words. What Melani said actually raised a new consciousness in her. All this time he never had the courage to determine the attitude of his loving relationship with Deni. Though it can not be denied if in his heart sometimes there are also concerns and doubts about Deni. He often does not understand, why Deni as a man never showed initiative first in determining the steps to be taken.
It may be true what Melani said, it shows the seriousness of Deni. The man had lost his love and affection. If this conjecture is true, oh, it is inconceivable how hurt Diah would be. He will not be able to face that bad reality. He loved Deni. He can't part with Deni. All his hopes had been pinned on the man. But as Melani says, people's feelings can change. He must be ready to face the possibility if Deni suddenly leaves because there is no more love in his heart.
