The Stunning My Life

Want to Have Something

Tonight, I will work with pencils and drawing papers. I began to draw thin lines justifying the sketch of the shirt I had just made. Tomorrow morning I have to hand over five innovations of blouse design to Mother Aulia.

"Phi, look at IG now!" suddenly Mini. "Omaigat!" He looked at me from the top of the bed with a big smile round his eyes.

I'll grab my phone right away. I was still sitting on the desk chair studying, then doing as Mini ordered.

I swipe my instagaram home screen up. Right in third I saw a double upload of Juna's account.

The first photo shows Juna draping her hand to my waist. Although the image is full body and captured from the side, but our expression is clear. Juna looked at me intensely, and I smiled as well looking at the man. My hand held on to his upper arm.

The second photo shows a scene that is no less romantic. Juna hugged me. Even though it's been immortalized with portraits, I can still feel its warmth.

And the third slide, the last slide. There Juna cupped my face smiling so cheerfully. My hand holds his arm. My expression looked up at Juna with a knotty smile.

Learn prewed photos with @justsophia_, Juna wrote in the caption with a heart symbol at the end.

I blushed. Smiling at the upload. My feet were pounding on the floor. Ah, I'm melting.

"It's a real thrill lo, Phi," Mini chirped at me.

I did not respond, just smiling tapped Juna's upload many times until the pink love image continues to appear in the middle of the photo.

Mini wettest. "Try to see the comments of netizens. Cockroach's oath!"

And I was also curious how the reaction of fan-fan Juna after seeing the idol posts. I immediately clicked on the comment logo.

nana.gulali: Potek is my heart. It turns out that Bang Juna has a girlfriend. Hu hu's....

lhpsr_ : Wih. So when is it legal?

nawang.tuti: Uh, brag. Kok style is like Goblin and bride, huh? Wkwk. The background is great...! Where's the photo, brother? Not in Korea anymore, right?

netijen.nggakjulid: Lucky the Embak. I became ngiri.

wifejaleeminho: I saw Goblin and Ji Eun Not hugging there.

fitri_bulb : Learn photo prewed? Do you want to get married, right???

mimiperi.mungil: It turns out that you really cheated on me huh, Mas? I'm disgusted by you! Disgust!!! #cumabercanda

Contact me giggling. Oh, my God, these guys are so funny. Not only that, I continued to explore the comments.

dndsn.spam: The girl is really cheap to be hugged.

Reply to dndsn.spam from mitami_: This feeling is blasphemy, deh.

Replies to dndsn.spam from claudiariana: Smart people who like to be wrong. Eh???

aprilla.mcqueen: So really @justsophia_ this is Juna's girlfriend, huh? She's beautiful, but why is her account such privacy?

taracantika_ : Ouch. So much in line with you...! Hu hu's.

Nandonat.donatnat: So when is this really prewed? I always look forward to your uploaded content, loh. @junaraja_

ylsls_ : I'm sure it broke up. Wkwk. #recordingasihdating

nia.rmdhn: May be lasting yes sampe to pelaminan. Amens....

I let out a thin smiling breath. Juna's fan-fan reaction was unpredictable. Some are open to our relationship praying for something positive, some are just wondering, some are writing bad sentences. But never mind, let it go.

I clicked the profile option. I started changing my Instagram profile picture. I put up a selfie that I thought was sweet. And then, I uploaded a photo.

I didn't write any evidence. I exposed a picture where Juna and I were holding hands. Me and Juna laughed with their bodies facing the camera. I looked at the camera, but Juna looked to the right at me. The photo is like Candid.

After a few minutes, my upload started sprinkling like and some comments. And again, the requests follow also come.

Tling. A message came in from Juna and I began to read it.

Juna : Cie..., post a photo with her boyfriend, huh...?

Temptation Juna in the message. I'm laughing a little.

Sophia: I also want to be active as you. Ha ha's....

Juna: You should have given the photo 'Forever and always my Goblin @junaraja_'.

Sophia: Don't be weird. I became a netizen again.

Juna: He he, it's so hard to have a celebrity girlfriend medsos!

Sophia: Celebrities from Hong Kong!

Juna: From Indonesia, dong....

Juna : Hm.., it is an honor to appear in your first post. I didn't think I could be that special.

I cut my lips. I know, Juna must have written that message in a way that developed his confidence. I was about to reply to Juna's message, but suddenly a message from Rama came in. I also undo the intention and open the message of Rama first.

Rama: Tomorrow you are busy?

Sophia: There is no busy word for me. Wh why?

Rama: Lo style!

Rama: I want to talk to you.

Sophia: What talk? Chat is live.

Rama: It's not good. Also, talk four eyes. How's it? Can not?

Sophia: Important, huh?

Rama : Very important!

I pursed my lips.

Sophia: Yes, okay.

Rama: Okay. I'll pick you up tomorrow, yeah.

Sophia: Pick me up? Whynot? Where do you want me to talk, anyway?

I thought for a second. I smiled, then replied to Rama's message.

***

Sophia: Juna, tomorrow night Rama makes me go outside.

After I finished chatting with Rama, I immediately contacted Juna.

Juna: Where to go outside?

Sophia: Deket-deket here, really. Rama wants to talk about something he said.

Juna: What is it?

Sophia: I don't know.

Juna looked long typing a reply to a message.

Juna: Hm. But watch out for Rama's macem-macem with you!!!

Sophia: Not going to, really. So can I go outside with Rama?

Juna : Hm.., if you promise to do well.

Sophia: Yes, promise.

***

"Phi, lo seriously want to go with him? Is juna angry?" Mini whispered while holding the arm of my right hand.

Tonight I will go out with Rama. The man was waiting for me in the front yard with his bike. Mini took the time to drive me to Rama.

"So calm down, I told you Juna, okay." I also whispered to Mini.

Rama cleared his throat to see my gelagat and Mini who might be impressed to gossip.

"Ni, I go first, yes," I said to Mini smiling.

Mini nodded. "God! Beware of my cousin's same macem-macem!" his chirps pointed at Rama.

"Ni, what the fuck, anyway." I stopped my cousin's disrespectful actions.

Rama was silent.

"There you go in" I said, pushing Mini back into the house. He also went by looking back, lip-smiling looking at Rama did not like.

"Sorry my cousin, yes." And I who feel bad for Mini's behavior should ask Rama for forgiveness.

"No pa-pa, really." Rama smiled.

I explained to Mini that Rama is actually a good person. But still, Mini doesn't believe me. Rama's appearance impressed delinquent also impression at that time when Rama threatened Mini to give my phone number to make my cousin immediately labeled Rama as a bad boy, a bad boy.

And Juna, I know he's actually jealous and doesn't like it when I'm close to Rama. What else I have confirmed is that now Rama and I are friends. Juna must have felt bad, but my honesty might have treated him a little.

As hard as I can tell Rama's kindness to Juna and Mini, they'll take it as a setting. Trusting it is very difficult if you do not jump right into seeing it in real.

I salute Juna very much. I know Juna held back the ego to ban me from this and that. But he chose to keep it. He gave me freedom, even though I knew it made him anxious and worried.

***

Rama and I arrived at a tent. Yeah, we'll both have a chat over dinner there. I ordered two servings of grilled chicken and two glasses of iced tea.

"So what are you talking about?" I propped my chin up to look at Rama who was sitting in my front seat.

"Gue wants some advice from you, no." Rama is sitting comfortably. "According to you, now what should I do?"

"You mean?"

Rama sighed. "Yes what advice you so that my life back straight do not bend like gini," he explained to me.

"Oh...." I'm nodding. "Yes up to you. How do you want? Want to learn first, or direct action to work?"

"Eum...." Rama thought. "How's it going?" He widened his eyes.

I'm clucking. "What about you, anyway? Well, what do you think is good for yourself?"

Rama laughed a little. He grins. "The cave really doesn't know what to do, so it's to lo!" Rama grunted in annoyance.

I rolled my eyeballs. "Rama," called me to soften my voice. "now you tell me, you like what?"

Rama looked at me quietly for a moment. "Ello." His answer made my mind aghast.

Rama suddenly laughed. "What do you mean, anyway? Like what...?"

Oh, my God, I'd love to shake that guy's head. He deliberately stalling my patience or did he really not understand?

I breathe heavily. "Hobbies. What hobby? Is there anything you want to do? Ideals, or anything that you really want to do?"

Rama. "I was asked by Oma to make the company Bokap nerusin. And yes, of course, I focused on it. But after everything that befell my family, I was so frenetic for the company. Now he's getting stuck with Om Tara, his sister Bokap."

"How serious? You want to take Bokap lo's company?" I asked Rama.

"It should be. Oma also often nagged me to learn the same Om Tara." Rama looked down. "The gate was adopted so that it could nerusin Bokap company. They can't have any more children because Bokap is sick. Their only child, my brother. And now he doesn't exist. So.., I'm in full charge of the company."

So Oma Laras and her husband can't have children anymore because Oma Laras' husband is sick? Maybe they want a boy to continue the leadership of the company. And so Rama was adopted. Maybe so is the story. Eh?

I tried to smile at Rama encouraging him. "Yes, if that's what you learn first. You must really understand the company Bokap lo so as not to down later."

Rama looked at me for a moment. "Oma told me to go to Amsterdam" he looked so heavy.

"Yes good, dong. Go to college there," I suggested.

"Gue can't. There's something I should have had." Rama smiled wryly. "But I'm not sure if I could have it."

"What is something you should own?" I was curious about Rama.

Rama looked at me sharply. Horrified. One sec. Two seconds. The grilled chicken dishes arrived. If the iced tea is ready.

Well, Rama instead began to busy with the roasted chicken. I became more curious about something Rama wanted to have. It seems he won't answer me. [ ]