The Stunning My Life

Meaning of Trust

I resigned from the office a few days ago. The people there were wondering, but there were also some who were guessing about the reason I left the agency.

I don't care about those who use me. I was just relieved to be able to get away from Adi. Maybe this is the best option for me to really break up with that guy.

This afternoon Bulik Susan told me to buy rice flour in the store across. I chose to walk there. Counting, for an afternoon walk.

About fifteen minutes later, I arrived at the store. I rushed home after buying the rice flour. One minute. Two minutes. I saw a little boy crying on the side of the road.

I approached the boy. "Sir, why are you crying?" I leaned over to stare at the boy who was probably about seven years old.

The boy kept crying. "Nobody wants to meet me, Auntie. They say I'm a bastard." The answer made me feel full.

I tried to smile at the boy's head. "Shuuut. Don't cry, it'll be handsome, you know," I said to calm him down.

I don't know what to talk about. When the boy said bastard, I remembered the past. But my story is a little different, it was just a misunderstanding.

Five seconds. Ten seconds. The boy began to silently wipe away his tears. I smiled again too. "Whose name are you?" ask her.

"I'm Leo, Auntie." The boy answered still with breath blocked because of his cry earlier.

I held the shoulder of that little boy named Leo. "Don't cry. You guys have to be strong" I said smiling.

***

"This is your house?" I asked Leo.

Because I could not bear the child, I drove him home. I did not expect that a child as small as Leo would play quite far away from the neighborhood where he lived. It took about twenty minutes to walk the boy home.

"Yes, Aunt. This is my house." Leo answered me.

I also squat smilingly looking at Leo. "Yes, you came in, yeah. Next time, don't play far. How will your parents start?"

"I don't have any parents, Auntie," said Leo, leaving me speechless. I felt really bad for that boy.

One sec. Two seconds. "Leo!!!" screeched an old woman from the entrance of the house.

"Oma?" chirping Leo turned to the source of his voice.

I stood up and took Leo to an old woman who looked like the grandmother of this little child.

"Sorry, Mom. I met Leo again on the side of the road. I samperin him, keep me drive home," I explained to the old woman.

The old woman smiled at me. "thank you. My grandson is repotin you."

"No, ma'am." Answer smiled.

***

I was sitting on a wooden chair in the living room of the house. I was about to take a break, but Leo's grandmother forced me to stop by for a while. And finally, yes.

The family home is big. It seems like an old building. The design and interior looked ancient, the atmosphere was also quiet.

"Whose name are you?" ask Leo's grandmother.

"I'm Sophia, Mom." Answer smiled.

"Call Oma only. My name is Laras" said the slightly gray woman with a bunned hairstyle.

I smiled again, nodding briefly.

Me and Oma Laras are still sitting there together. Leo, the boy seems to be playing alone in the yard next to his house. I don't know what's going on there, but there seems to be something fun.

"Sophia, once again I'm sorry yes because my granddaughter has taken care of you. I'm old, so it's a bit of a hassle to take care of my own granddaughter" Oma Laras said.

I still keep looking at him.

"That leo, her mother had died while giving birth to her. And her father...." Oma Laras sighed heavily then lowered her head. "I don't know who Leo's father is either. My daughter got pregnant out of wedlock, and the one who got pregnant she didn't want responsibility."

I was sad to hear the old woman's story. His face looks tired. Perhaps he was also depressed because of his daughter's twisted destiny. Leo, that kid is so sorry.

"Since childhood, my Leo took care of my youngest son." One sec. Two seconds. Three seconds. Oma Laras smiled awkwardly at me. "I'm sorry, Sophia. I've been confiding a lot to you."

"No pa-pa, Oma" I said smilingly. "So, Oma and Leo both live here together or the same Oma's youngest son?"

"We live three of us here. The house is quite large, but always quiet. Oma's youngest son often goes out of the house." Oma Laras was silent for a while, and I continued to listen to her story. "Since her brother was a prisoner, she became a bit of a dissident and wild. He doesn't want to go to college and is always on the bike."

I can only be silent. The family story is very sad and sad. I, who had been busy looking for happiness by working hard to collect money coffers, suddenly felt that it was nothing compared to the happy expectations of this family.

Leo's family seemed to be people who could be said to be capable. But they don't seem happy enough. How could such a big house only contain three people? It must have felt empty and empty. And again, added the background of the dark story of the old woman's daughter.

"Geez, I forgot to make you drink. For a moment, Sophia," said Oma Laras to me, then walked slowly to go to the kitchen like she was.

"Not bother, Oma," I said to Oma Laras who kept walking away.

"Udah, not pa-pa." Oma Laras replied as she turned into a walled hallway and then I could not see my sight.

One minute. Two minutes. "Aunty, Auntie!" peek Leo called me from the side yard. I also searched for him.

I stared at the side yard of the big house. There is a swimming pool there. This is the first time I've seen a house like an old hotel. In my opinion, the house is similar to lodging in the Bali area.

"Tante, let's play a chase" Leo asked me, and the boy started running through the pool.

I walked slowly towards Leo, but he kept running while laughing and telling me to catch him.

"Leo, don't run around later you fall, you know," I told him, but he still didn't budge.

I smiled looking at Leo who seemed to be more carefree than before. I also started to quickly catch him.

"Because of you now...." I held Leo to keep him from running away again.

Leo rebelled while screaming in laughter. One sec. Two seconds. Byurs! I pushed Leo to fall into the pool.

I couldn't swim, and the pool was pretty deep. No, but deep enough. I lost control of myself because water kept coming into my mouth and nose. I fluttered in the pool for help.

Five seconds. Someone was heard plunging into the water, then pulling me out of there.

I coughed. Then, someone grabbed my head. And what is this? She was gonna kiss me? I immediately pushed on the forehead of the man who was actually.

"Don't be rude, lo!" my incline to Rama is still a little coughing.

"How insolent? I just want to give artificial breath to lo," said Rama to me. "assisted even maki people," he continued.

"Gue can still breathe on his own, no need for artificial breath," I told Rama.

The man stood up, and I caught up with him. Rama and I are soaking wet. I hugged my own body feeling cold.

"Geez, this is why you guys get soaked like this?" tanya Oma Laras approached me and Rama.

"So Leo accidentally pushed Aunt into the pool, Oma. Then Brother Rama nolongin, Aunt." Leo answered his grandmother. The boy was still there with me, too, Rama.

The atmosphere was silent for a moment.

"Sophia, you change first, yuk. Come with Oma," asked Oma Laras to me. "Rama, you are also wearing a change of clothes there, so as not to catch a cold," continued Oma Laras turned to look at Rama. So, this Rama is the woman's youngest son, huh?

Then, Oma Laras also took me away from the edge of the pool.

***

I just finished changing clothes. Oma Laras lent me the clothes of her dead daughter. But he said, I don't need to return his clothes.

"Oma, I'll go home first, yeah. The people of the house must have been flirting with me now," I told Oma Laras.

It's almost magrib, but I'm still there. I didn't bring a cell phone to tell Bulik Susan or Mini. I thought, I just need a minute to buy that rice flour my bulik order. But it's even like this.

"Yes, you drank a warm tea made by Oma first, yuk. Let Rama come home" Oma Laras told me.

***

On the way home...

"Ram, how do you take the bike slowly, anyway?" my question is actually protesting against Rama.

The man was piggybacking on me with his black ninja bike which I crashed a while ago.

"This is already magrib, many demons crawling in the streets. If I'm talking about demons how?"

"Lo, that's the devil!" chirped me to Rama.

One minute. Two minutes. We were both silent.

"Gue was astonished, what were you doing in my house? Well, don't-don't you have a bad idea about my family?" accuse Rama of me.

I hit the guy on the back. "Why is it always so bad to think of me? That's when I met another child crying in the street, I kept anterin him home, deh. Uh, you know how to use you." I rolled my eyeballs.

"Oh, huh? No one suspects that you want to kidnap me? You look like a criminal," Rama told me.

That guy is really annoying. Why do I have to meet a sakartist like him?

"Stop," tell Rama to stop the bike. "Gue said stop! I'm just gonna get down here."

Rama stopped his motorbike. I got off the bike and took off the helmet and gave it to Rama. I looked at the man annoyed while carrying two black swish bags filled with my wet clothes and the rice flour I had bought earlier.

I walked away leaving the man. About three steps I walked, Rama pulled my hand to stop.

He chuckles. "Lo, how's baperan, anyway? I was just kidding. It's just angry."

"It's not funny to know! Nyebelin," I said staring lazily at the man.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Rama stared.

I'm pecking at him. I pushed my face up closer to Rama's face. The man seemed to freeze there.

Rama who looks so sad says sorry to me? It sounds weird. One sec. Two seconds. Three seconds. I'm snapped.

"Lo's crazy, huh?" ask Rama.

I smile. "No. It's just funny how you say, I'm sorry. Really cringe feeling."

***

In about ten minutes, I reached the home of Bulik Susan. Rama, he's the one who drove me. He dragged me back up on his bike. He said he didn't want to get scolded by Oma Laras for putting me down on the street.

I was a little surprised to see Juna there. Take Susan, Mini, and my boyfriend out of the house to come to me and Rama who just arrived on the front page of the house.

"Sophia, where are you going? I told you to buy rice flour really long." Susan looked at me worried.

I paused for a moment to stare fearfully at Bulik Susan.

"Sophia, I'm back, yeah." Rama took a break who was about to explain something to Bulik Susan as well as Mini and Juna.

"I'll excuse you. Let's all," said Rama smiled briefly at Bulik Susan and Mini, then turned to Juna briefly with a different expression.

Rama also pushed his bike away.

***

After the magrib prayer, I returned to the living room and told everything to Bulik Susan, Mini, and Juna.

I was scolded a little bit also advised Bulik Susan. But I kept listening to him. Mini also seemed silent to be reluctant to comment anything. And Juna, I can see he's in the middle of a bete there.

"Yes, already. Now we have dinner, yuk. Juna, you're eating here, yes," Bulik Susan.

"Sorry, Bulik. Can I take Sophia out to dinner? There's something I want to talk about Sophia too" Juna said to my bulik.

Take Susan with a smile. "Yes, can. But don't go home at night, yeah," my bulik said looking at Juna and then turned to look at me.

"Ready, Bulik!" shouting smile.

I got ready, then took a break with Bulik Susan and went on a motorcycle with Juna.

***

On travel...

"Juna, why are you?" my many.

Since leaving the house, Juna said nothing to me. His face just looks grim.

"Are you angry with me?" I asked again because Juna never answered me.

Again, Juna was silent.

"OKAY. If you're angry, I'm angry too."

Five seconds. Juna braked slowly stopping his trail bike. He was silent for a moment. "Sophia, I don't like you for that guy" Juna told me.

"I'm not close to him. I was clear." I answered Juna.

Juna sighs. "You know why I'm the same guy that doesn't get along?"

"No. You don't want to tell me about it."

Juna looked silent for a moment. "He's a rioter. Flowers had an accident at the gym that we had come to because of him. And about him who doesn't like me, I don't know" Juna explained to me.

I'm speechless. Rama was annoying and impressed rebels. But, it seems like he's a good guy. Perhaps it was because his complicated family background made the man grow uncontrollably. Or did he actually live straight, then turn a turn? Ah, I can only guess.

"I'm just scared until you're okay with the same guys. Sophia, you have to be careful if you want to hang out with new people. Do not let the incident like Adi was repeated again," Juna told me.

I smiled hugging Juna leaning my head against his back. "Yes, I know. I promise to be even more careful, so you don't worry" I told Juna.

Juna felt like stroking my coiled hand to his stomach. One sec. Two seconds. Three seconds. Juna started running his bike again.

***

Still on the way...

"Juna, so you're not mad with jealousy, are you?" I asked Juna while continuing to hug the sagging man.

"What am I jealous of? Jealousy is only for people who are not confident." Juna answered me.

I still keep quiet about Juna.

"I believe in you, Sophia" said Juna.

I smile. "And I also believe in you, too" I glanced at Juna from the rearview mirror.

Juna looked to be laughing.

Juna and I always try to build relationships with adult mindsets. One of them, by fighting jealousy to trust each other.

Being jealous in a relationship is normal. But it depends, up to where the level of jealousy. I thought, I better throw away such sentiments.

I just need to take care of Juna's heart and feelings, and vice versa. Juna King of the Universe, that man has managed to convince me of him. Through his family and personality, I make sure the man is sincere with me.

Juna has a strong heart. I saw her when Dinda, the girl who was parading ayu, tried to shake her. Butwhat? Juna still chose me. I'm not big-headed or arrogant, but I admire him.

And forever, I hope Juna is always strong to hold me. And me, I'll do the same for her. [ ]