The Story Of The Twins
A Complicated Story
Before her .....
Ivan was stunned where he stood, his eyes looking at the departure of Amel. Her heart ached, it hurt, even she grimaced as her heart throbbed in pain.
Unknowingly, her tears also dripped.
The guilt feeling was so hurting her at the moment, she was already trying to stay away from the girl, which she thought she could and easily did, because she was sure her feelings hadn't fallen too deeply on Amelia.
But what happened was that instead of her, she was sick, she was not calm, she was worried, her heart was rumbling at all times as she ordered her to run to see the girl.
No, she can't be like this, she really can't make her heart hurt anymore, she can't let go of Amelia. He could not see the girl's crying which also hurt him.
He is aware now, he is aware of his feelings, if this feeling is not just a feeling of comfort, this is different, this is really different.
She knew she should have known this feeling from the beginning, if she had really been, fallen in love with Amelia.
Ivan clutched his hair firmly even his body bent over due to his pain and guilt.
aarraagggs
"Amel.... I love you ..." cried Ivan loudly, the words that had been shackling him, the words that made his heart both relieved and sick simultaneously
"Amel, I love you." murmured again, but whatever the power, Amel was gone, and no longer heard his voice.
Ivan fell to his feet and covered his face with both hands. He wanted to run and clutch the girl's body, but what happened was that Maxwel's words immediately ringed in his head, making him feel right dilemma, disappointed, disappointed, anger but guilt was completely breaking her heart at this moment.
Ivan looked up, and wiped his tears violently
"what, what am I supposed to do, my God, I can't lose him, but how is papa???"
"aarrfggg" shouted again
But once again, the image of Amel's shattered face and his sobbing made Ivan unable to hold his heart.
He got up and walked away in confusion, trying to find Amel around the building.
And sure enough, not long after he arrived at the area beside the building, he heard the sound of Isak crying a girl who sounded so bitter.
And Ivan was so stunned that his tears came back as he saw Amel sitting hugging his knees and sobbing there, on the dirty sandy floor he could even see the girl's body trembling and sweating from her roaring cries.
Ivan's heart was broken, completely broken, he was really stupid with his own feelings, so he should be aware if all this time he also loved the girl, not even hurt her continuously like this.
Ivan walked staggered towards Amel who was still crying there, his body immediately fell to his knees in front of Amel with a cry that could no longer be contained
Amel seemed to gasp when he saw Ivan in front of him.
"sorry, I'm sorry" said Ivan immediately pulling Amel's body into his arms
"i really love you, I love you, everything you accuse is not true Mel, everything I do is sincere from my heart" ivan said in a voice that sounded so intensely trembling
Amel was stunned, and he immediately returned Ivan's embrace strongly and cried again there
"huuuu... This, this is a word that really makes Amel happy brother, but brother does not need to lie for it" he said with a broken breath broke off because of his sobbing
Ivan shook his head strongly and tightened his embrace, trying to channel his feelings to the girl
"no, this is true Mel, I am indeed in love with you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I just realized, you are the cure of all my wounds, how could I not fall for you" ivan made Amel cry
"i also hurt to ignore you, I also can't stand being far from you, really you are opium to me, I'm devastated to see you destroyed, and I don't want you to leave" Ivan said again
"i love you, really love you, nothing hurts more when trying to shake off all these feelings Mel"
Amel looked up and looked at the handsome face of Ivan who looked at him with tenderness even though tears were still wetting the handsome face.
Ivan rubbed Amel's face reddened and wet, his eyes moist and his nose completely flushed
"don't cry anymore, I'm sorry.I can't see you like this.I'm sorry for all my stupidity that has drawn your heart out, I really didn't mean to hurt you, it's just that I don't know my own feelings" Ivan said
"what makes you sure of how you feel now" asked Amel in a really hoarse voice, even Isak's crying was still heard
"i'm sure ever since I saw you in danger when you drowned yesterday, I was scared, so scared of losing you, I think I really wanted to die right then and there if I couldn't save you" ivan's words stunned Amel with tears coming back, but Ivan soon wiped them out
"and the peak is that when I try to stay away from you, really Mel, stay away and ignore you really make me feel heartbreak the second time, even this hurts more" said Ivan
Ivan sighed heavily and bowed, feeling he could not say this, he did not want Amel to be sad and more broken, this is the same as making her fly cloudy but throw her body back to earth
"what is this about his relationship with his older brother's parents" asked Amel slowly, making Ivan's heart throb again in pain
"do they forbid brother to be close to Amel" asked Amel again
and inevitably Ivan nodded weakly
Amel bowed limp, yes, it will be like this again, he just felt doused in cold water, but a moment later, salt water again doused his wounded heart
"i don't even know what Mel should be" muttered Ivan clutching his chest that felt tight
Amel smiled bitterly at Ivan, yes, he knew, not only was he destroyed, but Ivan as well.
They were silent with their feelings, sick, they felt pain for the second time. Even Amelia came back crying restrained, as did Ivan.
Ivan shifted and sat down beside Amel who was still hugging his knees crying there.
Ivan leaned his back limply against the wall of the mossy building.
Only the sound of Isak crying Amel was heard in the area of the building, they were really crying over the fate of their romance at this time.
"i just found both my parents, and just felt the affection of them. It really makes me happy" said Ivan, sighing heavily and rubbing his blushing face rough
"and my happiness increased, when I got to know you, only you could catch my attention after my heart was hurt" Ivan said. Amelia was still speechless with such a nimble view towards the back garden of the building
"i really don't want to choose between you, I can't even. I really can't Mel" said Ivan, making Amel now stare painfully at him
"all this time I've only fortified my heart so I don't fall in love with you, because I know it's going to be like this, but the more I try to shake it off, the deeper Mel feels. And I really fell in love with you" said Ivan staring fixed pretty face and tiny look sad
Amel laid his head on Ivan's boat, and Ivan embraced Amel's waist.
They really look desperate at the moment, even to smile seems so difficult, when all they need is to strengthen each other as they usually do.
"sister" call Amel
"yes" he replied slowly
"thank you for replying to this feeling" said Amel, and Ivan was now staring at him and so was Amel
"living without a biological parent really makes his own wounds in the heart, Amel knows, even Amel understands how big brother feels. Brother still has a chance to meet them, so live with them well, their affection will not be replaced with anything in this world" said Amel so softly
Ivan stared fixedly at that face, the pain was so painful
"Mel" Ivan's remark came to a halt as Amel directly cut him off
"Amel didn't want to keep brother and sister's parents away just because girls like Amel, Amel wanted sister to be happy" said Amel with eyes that returned watery
Ivan shook his head strongly and pulled Amel into his arms again
"you are also my happiness Mel, I can't be without you, I can't be happy, neither can you" Ivan said as he kissed Amel's head
Amel was closed, crying in silence while feeling the comfort he had in Ivan's arms
"Amel was already happy enough because Amel's feelings were reciprocated. Amel never expected more than this sister" he replied
"but I still can't Mel, I can't get away from you" Ivan said quickly. He really is not willing
"but what about my parents, they really hate Amel" Isak Amel again.
Ivan tightened his embrace. He was confused what to do, on the one hand he really could not be separated from Amel, because only the girl who can give happiness to his heart. But on the other hand, he also did not want to make Maxwel disappointed for this choice.
Oh, my God, this is really complicated
They fell silent and still hugged each other. Even their sweat fused together, yet that was what could make their hearts calm down a little.
Wanting to stay away from each other for the sake of the feelings of the parents, but the heart is really incapable.
Want to survive, but without the blessing of parents, can they be happy?
