
Ivan looked at Amelia with a feeling of uncertainty. For the moment, he did not want to meet the girl. But why could he be in this building, what Amel was looking for, Ivan's inner.
Some students who pass by will go home to pay attention to those who just look at each other in silence. They dissolve in their minds, until there is nothing else they can hear but a heartbeat that rumbles together.
Faiz looked at the two people with pity, they liked each other, and Faiz knew that. But really the fate of their romance is so complicated.
Faiz turned to Amelia whose eyes were already glazed as if her defenses were about to collapse
"resolve your problems well, lest there be any regrets" Faiz said, patting Ivan on the shoulder and leaving them both.
Ivan gasped and immediately regained his senses, he tried to smile at Amelia.
"we're sitting there" he asked as he pulled Amelia's hand into a park not far from the building
Amelia just kept quiet and kept following Ivan's footsteps.
Feelings of fear, disappointment, and longing, all as if increasingly ravaged his fragile heart.
The slightly rocky path seemed to feel so long for Amelia, wanting her taste she clenched tightly to this gallant body, longing, she was so longing, she was so, ignored by Ivan makes his erratic so he decided to meet Ivan directly in his faculty building after this morning he heard the campus children who said that Ivan had returned to college.
Amelia walked behind Ivan with her hands still held by Ivan who walked slightly ahead of her.
Ivan did not open his mouth at all, even he just remained silent and did not look at him.
Until a garden chair Ivan sat down and pulled Amel's hand to sit beside him, but Amel instead immediately took off Ivan's hand and stood in front of him.
He stared at Ivan who was there
"does Amel have the same wrong sister?" amel asked with a trembling voice, as much as possible he held back his cries so as not to come out and look weak in front of Ivan
Ivan was still silent and unmoved, he sighed and bowed with his hands on his thighs
"sir" said Amel again, but Ivan shook his head softly
"Amel knows, Amel is not so important in the life of the sister, Amel is just a figure that only the sister is looking for when the brother needs. Amel knew that, Amel is not who you should care about" said his so poignant, his voice really vibrated, even tears immediately dripped on his face but soon he patted violently.
"but can you a little bit appreciate the presence of Amel, not even disappear like gini," he said and began to sob
Ivan raised his head and looked at that face with such a poignant heart
"Mel" call her slow
Amel shakes
"sometimes big brother always makes Amel feel like a girl that brother dear, but in an instant big brother to Amel like a person who has no price" he said, and Ivan immediately shook his head weakly
Ivan immediately stood up and stepped forward but Amel even rewinded his steps to make Ivan stopped and grimaced pain, his heart ached, really he could not see this girl crying, let alone crying because of her
"this is my heart, Amel's heart is one. All the attention and seduction for Amel fell too deep, Amel is not a hypocritical girl, Amel....Amel has fallen in love with his sister" said his sobbing and bowed crying in his place
Ivan was stunned to hear her, he knew, even knew very well how the girl was feeling, but hearing straight from her mouth made her heart tremble even more violently
"Mel..aku" replied Ivan but Amel immediately cut him off.
"don't say anything, Amel knows everything that you do so that you can forget about Karina right" she told Ivan who was stunned again
"all the attention and seduction of the sister is just a form of the escape of the brother from the heart of the broken brother, Amel know....Amel knew that" he said again, Ivan shook his head weakly and bowed with a feeling of guilt
"Amel was just a runaway sister, and now you don't need Amel anymore, so you just disappear and ignore Amel"
"it's a big sore, it hurts," Isak Amelia sobbed while holding her chest that felt tight.
Ivan pulled Amel's body, but the girl instead brushed him off and stared intently at Ivan's face which was now flushed with her guilt
"now answer the question of Amel kak" said Amel seriously amid the sobbing Isak who tried to hold him, although his voice sounded so vibrating
"do you have the same feelings for Amel?" amel asked Ivan who was still silent and bowed, as if he did not dare to look at the girl's face
"have you ever thought of Amel as just a doll that you can play with at will?" ask her again
Ivan looked at Amel's face
"Mel...
Amel smiled bitterly when he saw Ivan could not continue his words, and he knew the meaning of all of them
"it turns out that Amel has not had the price of his brother Dimata. But no matter what, Amel was quite happy to see a happy brother, Amel was quite happy to be near the sister and Nerima all the attention of the sister" his expression was smiling yet tears as if unable to stop flowing on his face, as if the dam he had been holding had broken today
He rubbed his face violently and laughed bitterly
"amel's self-esteem is very low, sis" he murmured
"Mel .. don't be so " said Ivan weakly he tried to get closer but Amel instead rewind his steps
"go ahead, maybe this is our last meeting. Thank you for all, hopefully after this brother can find the girl who really loved sister" said Amel with a soft voice but so vibrating, even sweat had soaked his body because it was enduring the deep pain
He looked at Ivan back and smiled, staring at the handsome face that had filled his entire heart
Sick, really, but what can be done, at least he is relieved to have revealed the contents of his heart all this time
"Mel..pardon me" said Ivan who had felt so heavy to reveal all his heart, even though his taste he was really weak to see the cry of the girl, which was very difficult, his heart hurts too, it hurts
"no need to apologize, brother is not wrong. Amel was wrong to have fallen in love with his sister, Amel was wrong because he was too confident that he also had the same feelings as Amel. Amel should be self-conscious, Amel is just a pickling child who does not pantes dapetin heart of a prince kayak brother" he said, making Ivan's heart like pierced by a motion
"Mel" call Ivan
"goodbye brother" he said and immediately turned to leave Ivan who was pecking at his place, and without Amel know, a drop of tears dripping on the handsome face
Amel walked staggered with a step that was so shaken, broke his sobbing isak who had been detained earlier.
Sick, this is so sick, this feeling is like wanting to kill her. Though he had prepared his heart for this, he already knew this would happen but why did this hurt.
Yeah, God...
Amel fell to his feet and wept behind the wall of the building that had been deserted from the humans
He cried violently, sobbing even his breath felt stingy and so tight.
She hugged her knees and hid her crying voice inside there.
It hurts so much, until he's so limp at the moment. Especially when he did not hear the slightest answer from Ivan's lips, making his heart more hurt.
Is he really no price at all, is it because he is a collector's child, then there is not the slightest taste created in the heart of Ivan.
He didn't expect to be reciprocated, but at least he just wanted to hear something that relieved his heart from Ivan's mouth, he knew love couldn't always have, but at least don't ignore it like this, and just show it. His heart was completely broken to pieces at this moment.
Only the sound of Isak crying Amel was heard around the place because he was behind the building that was no longer there
He sobbed as if spilling all his pain, all his burdens.
why is this sick, why is this sad, why does Ivan have the heart.
Repeatedly it was just that sentence that always filled his head until he really could not stop crying
But something that fell in front of him made him look up and a little surprised.
Ivan, why is he here
then
why..... is she crying ??????