The Story Of The Twins

Feels Difficult

There is nothing more painful than harboring a feeling, not to mention being expressed but having gotten such a big obstacle. And that's what happened to Amelia and Ivan.

Repeatedly Amel checked the phone in his hand, but it still did not ring at all.

Several times he sent a message and called someone across the street, but there was no response.

Amel let out a heavy sigh, he glanced at the wall clock that was ticking slowly counting the time, and now the day had shown at eleven o'clock at night. Now he turned his gaze to Karina who was asleep at his side.

Again he sighed, the day outside was raining so hard accompanied by lightning and lightning that struck the light, really Susana that night made his heart grow anxious.

His eyes really cannot be closed, his heart and mind are only focused on Ivan's current state. Although two hours ago Karin said that Ivan was fine, but somehow Amel was still agitated, or maybe because his messages and calls were not responded to at all by Ivan.

Unusual Ivan like that, although the old new reply, surely he will still give news again, but this, his message is only read without reply, what is with Ivan ?

...

At the hospital ...

Ivan still opened his eyes while watching his phone that had just stopped ringing.

He sighed and put his cell phone back on the table.

His heart rumbled, there was a sense that could not be revealed.

Ignoring Amel's messages and calls was difficult and painful, especially if she had to stay away from him.

They are not who, but why it feels so difficult, just stay away, they do not have a special relationship, then why did he have to come like this.

Ivan squeezed his head firmly while sighing again

"why the hell, I have to say what he is. He's not wrong, but I always hurt his feelings" Ivan murmured, he immediately broke his body back, after repeatedly waking up, lying down, waking up, waking up, lying down and just like that from three hours ago

His eyes catch the figure of Faiz sleeping on the sofa and Jonathan sleeping in bed that has been prepared by Maxwel. The two young men had already fallen asleep in their sleep, leaving Ivan completely unable to be shut down, even though his body really needed rest at this time.

He again grabbed his phone, and growled annoyed and then sat back down to make his infusion hose slightly twisted

"not me, kasian" muttered Ivan while typing something, but his hands immediately stopped

He sighed again

"but I also don't want to make papa disappointedaaaaaa!!!!" her anger was frustrating

he immediately slammed the phone on his bed and returned to lay down there. If anyone saw him maybe they would have thought if Ivan fit his mental hospital admission, rather than being in a public hospital.

...

A few days passed, Ivan's body condition had recovered, and even today he had started going to college again.

These few days Ivan looked so lethargic, there was no more Ivan who was nosy and a lot of activity as usual, making Delisha become unsettled

This morning Ivan and his parents with Jonathan were having breakfast together.

They ate in silence, there was no joking Ivan as usual, making the atmosphere really feel lonely and awkward.

"Van" called Delisha between breakfast and they looked at Ivan who was focused on chewing but his eyes felt empty like he was daydreaming about something

Jonathan glanced at Ivan who was still silent unmoved, as if he had not heard his mother's call

"Jovankha" called Delisha again, a little harder making Ivan gasp in shock and stare directly at his mama

"uh, yes ma" she answered

"you why?" delisha asked softly, Maxwel just kept quiet while enjoying his breakfast but his tails occasionally glanced at Ivan

"why?" ask Ivan anyway

"while coming home from the hospital you look lethargic and uninspired, is anyone still sick?" delisha asked so worriedly

Ivan immediately shook his head and finished his breakfast which was only eaten a little

"don't ma, Ivan didn't papa, it's a feeling mama's probably" replied Ivan again as his hand rubbed his mouth with a tissue

"are you mad at Papa Van?" maxwel asked, looking closely at Ivan who stared at him briefly and then shook his head slowly

"not pa, for what reason Ivan was angry as papa" he replied briefly

Maxwell sighed slowly. Jonathan remained silent without intervening in this discussion. He knew Ivan was disappointed with his feelings for preferring Maxwell's words to his own.

"are you disappointed that papa asked you to stay away from that girl?" ask Maxwel again

The atmosphere in the dining room became slightly heated with the words of these two people, making Delisha become worried and was was was

"disappointed it may be, but it's okay, Ivan just wants to be a good boy for papa and mama, let Ivan be disappointed, as long as you don't" he replied, leaving Maxwel silenced, delisha was bowed with glassy eyes

"Van," Delisha looked at Ivan who was starting to get out of his chair

"Ivan left first pa, ma" he said without returning Delisha's call, he immediately kissed the back of Maxwel's hand and Delisha who was still frozen.

And walked out of the room without leaving a word

And she just smiled faintly as Aunt May greeted her

Jonathan also began to move on from his sit and say goodbye to Maxwel and Delisha

"Jo departs" said Jonathan and soon passes from before his parents

..

Ivan walked with contiguous steps towards his class, his spirit was truly absent today, even the day before his, her spirit, he even ignored the greetings of friends even his fans make campus residents confused, whether they are wrong people, their inner.

Ivan gasped in shock as his shoulders were embraced by someone, and he just snorted at Samuel who was smiling infuriatingly at him

"welcome brother, wah long time not see you Van" he said, but Ivan just kept quiet and smiled thinly

Samuel immediately let go of his embrace and looked at Ivan closely

"Lo Ivan right?" samuel asked so seriously, Ivan immediately hit his head

"my ghost" he answered so tightly and walked away leaving Samuel speechless confused as he rubbed his head

"heh, waitin dong" shouted his pursuit of Ivan who kept walking and ignored his

Ivan entered the classroom where all his friends had gathered, except Jonathan.

Ivan immediately sat down in his chair and just smiled faintly at his friend's greeting

"is Van better?" asked Erika who was sitting next to Alex who was playing her hair.

"Where's jo?" ask Dirga anyway

"just a minute too" she answered briefly with her eyes closed

"Lo lemes really Van" said Erika again

"know this, like a broken hearted person" Alex said

"emang" said Faiz who sat behind him

Ivan snorted in annoyance

"noisy" he said annoyed

"Lo satan Jonathan kayaknya deh Van, today is very different, or the head of Lo kimpuk river stone then his Lo so sewotan gini" asked Samuel. Dirga, Faiz, and Alex were immediately stunned to hear him

"again PMS is possible" Dirga said anyway

Ivan just kept quiet and ignored those who continued to tease him until shortly Jonathan arrived in the class along with a lecturer.

They learn as usual, not studying, more precisely just listening to guidance from the guidance lecturer because another month of their time here.

Ivan did not focus at all on the conversation, his face looked lethargic and constantly daydreaming to make Jonathan and his friends look at each other in wonder.

Until college time was over, Ivan was still a lot silent and only occasionally replied to the jokes of his friends.

When his friends went to the cafeteria to gather there, Ivan preferred to go to the library with Faiz who, despite having been expelled, Ivan still followed him.

Ivan sat with the book in his hand, but Faiz immediately grabbed the book and put it on the table

"Lo why the hell is Van, different really, Lo there's a problem?" faiz asked looking fixedly at Ivan who bowed his head with his palm as his pedestal

"there was no "short answer, but Faiz laughed cynically at his hearing

"heh, there's no embah Lo, I know Lo must be heartbroken again right" guessed it

"sok know Lo" ketus Ivan, and Faiz immediately snorted

"what ever since being the son of the sultan you have not wanted to share the story again with me Van" asked Faiz seriously

"what the hell, it's very Lo talk" he said he did not like

"yes, that's the reality. Lo who now more often mendem, rather than revealing and sharing with me, but from a long time ago I became the first person who Lo datengin, but now it's like I'm no longer important to be a friend of Lo" Faiz said

Ivan immediately gasped and directly slapped Faiz's arm in annoyance

"don't talk about it. You know how I am, I just don't know why I'm like this, how I want to tell the story" said Ivan annoyed to make Faiz chuckle

"basis bego, prestige aja you bigin" said Faiz again make Ivan frowning

"Lo was upset, heartbroken. You've never done it before, so why say you don't know" added Faiz again

Ivan breathed for a moment

"his problem is there Iz, I don't know how I really feel the same as him, but I also can't keep away from him like gini, just a week his taste is really heavy, too, I'm the sick reason not to go to college so I don't see him" said Ivan

"yes if not strong, Lo must be honest with the feelings of Lo Van. That's the name of Van's love, don't make it complicated, this time Lo has to fight for Lo's feelings" Faiz said again

Ivan instantly squeezed his hair in frustration

"even before I knew how I felt and revealed it, all was forbidden Iz" replied Ivan weakly

"who doesn't want to, does anyone like him?" faiz and Ivan asked

"but I forbid I deket the same him, even just friends" said Ivan made Faiz widen his eyes

"cook anyway, but Karin who was a village girl was approved really, why Amel more everything even not" asked Faiz in no way to think

"let me have a problem with his parents, so Amel also joined kebawa, and my relationship with him also had to get here" said Ivan felt so unwilling

"how dong Van, just want to start, even though she is a good girl" Faiz replied

"yes, for many years he who me, ngesuport me, even for me to move on from Karina.but again my heart must be broken before developing" replied Ivan

Faiz looked at his best friend's pity, yes, he had just felt the feeling of love again, but instead had to run aground, before it even started

"his feeling is more sick Iz, especially I know that he also has the same taste I, his pain really makes me limp" said Ivan again

Faiz patted Ivan on the shoulder

"if the soul mate must not go where" said Faiz

"impossible, I can't even talk about my own bokap, how to keep him" muttered Ivan

"Amel know this?" ask Faiz

"he knew that my parents didn't like him, but he didn't know that I was told to stay away from him" Ivan replied

"Lo didn't tell kedia?" ask Faiz

"gue can't afford Iz" said Ivan

"if you don't tell me, you're just sick of him longer Van. At least if Lo says, he will not expect the same lo" Faiz explained

"later, I'd say" Ivan replied so heavily

They were silent with each other's minds.

Faiz with his pity on Ivan, and Ivan with such raging feelings.

Honestly speaking to Amelia, really she was unable to make the wound in the heart of the girl wider, it was enough she ignored him all this time, but if it continued this way, it was enough, he added salt to the girl's heart.

Ah, just now she's got something pleasing to her, but it has to be broken by a reality that she really can't escape.

Why is the fate of his romance like this, his taste after this, he really does not want to love and close to the girl again, is enough, is enough, it was enough twice that he felt a broken heart even with different circumstances.

Almost two hours they were there and Ivan distracted himself by reading many books to prepare for his exams later.

Before long, they decided to go home because the library guard was going to close his library.

Ivan and Faiz went hand in hand through each corridor of the space in the economic faculty building.

And when he wanted to get out of the door, Ivan's steps stopped and he pecked at the place with a heart that suddenly beat fast looking at a little girl in front of him who stared at her meaningfully

"Amelia" he muttered.....