
Ivan spread his head near Amelia's shoulder. He had been sitting there for almost an hour, but Amel had not shown the slightest movement. The doctor who examined Amelia's condition only said that Ivan should keep trying to wake her up. Amel's state was indeed so weak that he was so difficult to wake up and be aware.
It felt like Ivan was really weak and helpless to see Amel like this. She felt so guilty, because she was Amel so like this.
Outside the room, Diana and Karina who had arrived since just sat quietly in a seat. They didn't want to go in and disturb Ivan. They let Ivan inside with Amelia, because Ivan was all Amel needed right now.
Jonathan and Andrean sat not far from where Karina was. They all looked saddened by Amel's situation. Yes, anyone knows that Amel loved Ivan very much, and certainly hearing the news of Ivan's death would have left him devastated and helpless. Especially when they get married soon. Of course the news of the plane crash makes anyone surprised not play. But they were all also grateful that Ivan survived and could still be with them.
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In the room, Ivan opened his eyes and looked back at Amelia's face, which was still tightly closed. Only the clinking sound of Amel's heart rate detection monitor adorned the room that felt so quiet and silent.
Ivan took in his breath which felt so heavy and tight. Why is it like this? it was just that word that had always been in his heart ever since.
"Darling.wake up" whispered Ivan again. He sat up straight and still clasped Amelia's hand which was starting to warm up. Maybe because he hadn't let go of that hand
"You want our wedding annulled ?" ask Ivan. She supported her head with her hand still holding Amel's.
"I miss" muttered Ivan so softly
"I'm sorry"
Ivan fell silent and closed his eyes. He no longer knew how to wake Amelia. I don't think he has enough energy to see Amel like this.
"I love you Mel. Love is so great." said Ivan so sincerely
She rubbed Amelia's hand on her face, continuing to whisper love words to Amel. His affection, love and longing make him truly helpless
"Let's get up, said he wanted to get married. You should wake up. I promise you, I'll take you honeymoon to Switzerland, just like you used to. We're there a month, I don't mind my savings run out, I can ask papa again. What matters is that you wake up"
"We make a lot of children there" whispered Ivan with a little laugh, but returned to lay his head when Amel was just silent
"I said the same statue. If you do not want to wake up I will go again" Ivan threatened to look at Amel's face.
But he immediately gasped as he felt the hand of Amel he held slightly move. Ivan smiled happily at that
"Let's wake up, if you don't wake up later I marry mama to another woman. You want?" Ivan spoke of things that Amelia disliked, as she responded to it. His eyes moved, wanting to open
Ivan moved a little and pressed the doctor's caller button
"A lot of people are shaking me. You must know that. Moreover, your prospective husband wants his handsome not kelulungan, your rivals a lot of that." said Ivan really responded Amelia. He seemed to be trying his hardest to open his eyes. Even slowly his hand began to be able to return Ivan's hand despite being very weak, but Ivan knew if Amel really wanted to hold the hand
Ivan's eyes were glassy, he smiled happily at Amel who finally began to come to his senses
"If you don't wake up, I'll go again" whispered Ivan
"Van.." Amel's voice sounded so weak and just like a mutter.
Tears seemed to melt at the corner of his eyes, making Ivan also very sad to see that. She wiped Amel's tears and brought her lips closer to Amel's
"It's me baby, I'm here.Wake up" Ivan asked with tears that also dripped on his face.
"Van.." Amel's voice was heard again, as if only Ivan existed in his subconscious.
"Dear, it's me. I'm back" said Ivan
Amel's eyes began to open, very weak and so sweet. Ivan immediately smiled and tightened his grip
"It's me, I'm here. I didn't go see you" said Ivan kissed Amel's forehead so gently.
Again, Amel's tears trickled down and glanced at Ivan weakly
"It's you.."whisper it.
Ivan nodded and smiled
"It's me. I'm home" replied Ivan
Amel's tears grew more and more intensely looking at Ivan full of pain and longing, making Ivan even more grievous.
"I'm sorry, I'm gone too long. But I promise you, I will go home" said Ivan kissed Amel's hand, which began to return the hand
"I'm afraid.." muttered Amelia.
Ivan immediately hugged the weak body, hugged and cried with Amel who also did not expect that the person he missed was in front of his eyes now.
"I'm sorry, sorry baby. Sorry" whispered Ivan kissed the face of Amel who was still crying sobbing
"Don't go" she looked at Ivan expectantly. The sadness, the fear was still clearly drawn on his face
Ivan nodded with confidence. She smiled and wiped her tears quickly
Suddenly the door opened, bringing up a doctor and nurse who would check on Amel.
Ivan immediately moved and wanted to stay away for a while, but Amelia's hand was still holding her. Ivan looked at Amelia who shook his head sadly, as if he still did not want Ivan to leave
"It's okay, sir. Miss Amel still wants you here" said the woman's doctor
Ivan smiled and nodded. He just shifted a little bit letting the doctor check on Amelia's state. Ivan still stood slightly towards his feet with his hand still holding Amelia's hand
Ivan immediately frowned when he saw Amelia's eyes being closed again
"Honey" Ivan called a little shake Amel's hand.
Amel's eyes opened again, making Ivan breathe with relief
"Miss, don't think about anything. Everything's fine already. Miss must rest well" said the doctor so gently
"Nothing serious, is it, doctor?" ivan was worried
The doctor smiled and shook his head
"No sir, the state of the lady has improved. He just needs to rest and keep his mental in order not to feel excessive anxiety. Miss's heart is weak, so a little she feels excessive worry of course it can make her unconscious again" said the doctor
Ivan immediately nodded in understanding, although his heart was really sad to see the state of Amelia
The nurse seemed to open Amelia's breathing apparatus because Amel's heartbeat had begun to normal.
"I'm sorry, miss. If anything happens call us immediately" the doctor said
"Good doctor, thank you" replied Ivan
Ivan returned to his seat after the doctor and nurse came out.
He rubbed Amel's face which was not as pale as this morning when he came
"I don't dream" said Amel who had seen Ivan full of longing
Ivan smiled and shook his head
"No, it's real, it's me. I went home" replied Ivan putting Amel's hand on his face. Amel smilingly stroked that face, but his eyes returned glassy and cried again
"I'm afraid you're gone, I can't live without you" Amel said
Ivan wiped the tears, really from a long time ago he could not see Amel crying, what else was crying because of him
"Sorry baby, I promised to go home. I won't leave you" replied Ivan
"They said you left. They said you left me. I was afraid" said Amelia so softly, she again sobbed but Ivan immediately embraced her weak body
"I won't leave you, I promised you marriage. I'm not leaving." said Ivan
"Don't go, I'm afraid" asked Amel who also returned Ivan's embrace
"I'm not going" replied Ivan
"I love you" said Amel
"I love you too, dear" replied Ivan
Ivan let go of his embrace, but had not yet moved from above Amel's body. She simply held her body with her elbows and looked at Amelia so deeply..
He really loved this girl. The girl who was only a stranger but could love him so much. No one else could love Ivan as much as Amelia loved him. And Ivan will never waste this girl. It wouldn't
"Don't be afraid, you have to trust me. No matter how far I go, I will definitely go home for you" Ivan stroked Amel's face so gently, wiping the water that had not receded from his eyes
"You're my house, you're where I came back Mel" Ivan said
Amelia smiled and nodded. She closed her eyes as Ivan began to draw closer and kissed her lips gently and warmly.
Amel felt like a dream when he opened his eyes earlier. He still did not expect that the Ivan he thought had left, was still there, and in front of him now. It was like a beautiful dream that he did not want to miss. And when he felt this touch, he was more and more convinced, if his Ivan was indeed there and came back for his.
Amel is very happy with this. She wrapped her arms around Ivan's neck, enjoying the touch of Ivan she missed so much. Ivan's warmth and scent really can throw fear and heart that was destroyed two days ago.
Yes, he was really afraid of Ivan leaving, he was afraid that Ivan would not come back. But now, God is still kind enough to give Ivan back. And he's very grateful for that.
They kissed long enough, let go of each other the longing that more than a week did not meet, the pain, fear and sadness all melted away replaced with a sense of peerless happiness.
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the open door arrived making Ivan immediately release his kiss and turn towards the door. Where could he see the faces of Karina and Diana who were smiling awkwardly and Jonathan who was grunting sultry looking at her.