The Stains Of The Past

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I'm fine if they don't accept me, but I'm just afraid that when they find out about me, they make a fuss like in soap operas.

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At 8 p.m., Abizard and his family came to my house. None of them questioned my situation. Even Abizard's parents openly called Aska their grandson. Questions ran through my mind.

"Did Abizard tell his parents about my situation?"

It is undeniable that a smile is engraved beautifully on my lips. My heart warms to see the family of Mr. Abizard who is friendly and warm to my family, especially to Aska. Without a doubt I accepted the suggestion of Abizard sir by saying ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ In the beginning of the sentence I received the suggestion of Abizard sir, with many implied meanings, with many prayers.

"Hopefully, may this new beginning, for me and Aska be a blessing, a happiness in the future. I can forget the past and start a happy new life, even though in reality it's very hard to forget the past."

The wedding will be held within 1 month. I want my wedding to be ordinary. Not that I don't want to celebrate the wedding, it's just that I feel uncomfortable if I have to celebrate the wedding, but Mother and mother Mr. Abizard actually kekeh want to celebrate my first marriage as well as the first marriage Mr. Abizard. Mr. Abizard's family is quite a well-known family in this city, where perhaps they did not celebrate the wedding of his first and only son.

Likewise, the big family of fathers who would want to see their only daughter married. I resigned to what the mothers did that look compact. It is fitting that they also live in the same complex, although different blocks. Most likely they often meet even if just a greeting.

Preparing for the wedding which will be in the title 3 Weeks again, today my family and I came to one of the boutiques owned by his mother Mr. Abizard, to order my wedding dress and uniform for the family.

All the families gathered there. Grandma and Grandpa were also present. Among them all there was no asking or offending me or even Aska. It's just the aunt's family, her sister's father who actually looks very different to me.

I did not expect, in this place I was met with the Rio family and Rio who was choosing a wedding dress for a beautiful woman, tall watermelon. Her beautiful face clearly looks very pretty. I saw some I knew there, who else if not Fatimah who looked at me with a look of disdain.

I did not bother with their existence, instead I was busy telling stories and joking with my family, especially with grandmother and grandfather who looked very happy. I'm also very happy to see them again after all these years.

And I don't want this happiness to just disappear just because there's a family of someone who has scratched the wounds of my past.

Clearly, I clearly saw the look of disdain from the Fatimah buk, and the sad look from Rio from the tail of my eyes. I don't know that's just my guess. Coincidentally meeting this time with their family made me feel uneasy.

So that before long Mr. Abizard's family came and we and the family who first arrived, welcomed them with joy.