The Stains Of The Past

Go away

After a month of the incident I often vomit in the morning sometimes dizzy, mother often asked me to check with the doctor, but I always refused, I always said I was okay.

Until the first day of entering high school I was ready to leave early in the morning because it was the first day of MOS (school orientation period), as usual early in the morning must have vomited mother forbid me to school, but I said I was fine, and indeed I was fine if it was noon only in the morning I often vomited and dizzy, after reassuring my mother I was fine I went to school.

Maybe because MOs became a new student more in the field it made my head dizzy, but I forced myself to continue. Until the time to go home, I was picked up. On the way home I asked my mother to stop her car on the side of the road, I went down and vomited on the side of the road. Mother also went down to help massage my nape. After finishing, mother gave me a bottle of water. I wanted to stand in your aid but I was unconscious. Just a faint voice calling my name.

I'm sober. Immediately the smell of the medicine burst into my smell, I saw the room all white and beside me there was a mother waiting for me with swollen eyes as if she was crying.

After my intravenous fluids ran out, my mother took me home. Stop by the pharmacy for a while to make up for the medicine. From the hospital to the house you didn't say anything to me somehow?.

Until the house turns out there is a father ah there is a bit of happiness slipping into the hall of my heart, seeing there is a father at home. It's only natural that I haven't seen my father in over a year, because my duty as a country man makes me rarely meet my father.

I hugged my father with a feeling of haru, happy to meet the person we love after so long.

"father when to go home "my word

" just "pastor said

" yeah, you took a shower" said the father, covering his nose with his hands.

I frowned but still according, I went to my room after saying goodbye to the mother who was still silent.

Usually mother chatty especially now there is a father who just came home. We always hugged the three of us, at the return of my father, but not today, whatever disturbed my mind that he became very quiet.

After taking a shower I went out of the room, met my parents who were in the living room sitting at the soup.

What happened "I thought I saw a father who was hardening his jaw, with a reddened face and clenched hands, like he was holding back anger, and a mother who was crying. I don't cry over what?.

" dad, mother, why? "ask me to them.

Dad stood up and walked up to me and slapped me hard.

Dad slapped me, and this time he slapped me for the rest of my life, if I made a mistake he would just rebuke me.

What was my fault that my father was so angry that he raised his hand to me.

"Dad, "shout Mother.

" Shut up" yelled father at mother.

I just kept quiet with tears that I couldn't get out of my bead. Crying and asking questions in my mind, why can father be this angry with me, when just earlier we hugged channeling longing because long time did not meet.

"Whether it was my fault in the past to have a child like you, do not know in profit. Pregnant out of wedlock even your age, only sixteen years old" said the father while staring angrily at me.

"Pregnant" I said slowly

"Yes, with great difficulty I look after you, the little daughter of my father who I have always been proud of has tarnished the good name of the Adelio family." Dad pointed at my face with his index finger while the other finger clenched firmly. "Therefore I command Adelia the daughter of my adopted from my house now also "

" Dad" said mother

Shok really I am confused where to go if I go from this house. The house where I grew up with the mother's love and firmness of the father.

Mother still begged me not to be kicked out of the house, but the father is still the father, and the order is still his order that can not be negotiated.

I went to my room on the second floor, packing my clothes, with sobs and tears adorning my face. Not many clothes that I brought just enough of my school bag, mother came to my room and gave me a piece of paper and a hundred thousand dollars one rubber tie.

"This is your aunt's address in Bandung coming there huh. Don't go anywhere, let it be later after your father comes to his senses, and regrets having chased away his beautiful daughter, we'll pick you up right away, this money is stored in your bag with your clothes and piggy bank leave a little for your needs on the way save it in your small bag, wait mom will pick you up as soon as "say mother

" yes, mother "my word

"So health care also take care of the future grandchildren of the mother "say while stroking my stomach, I know there is sadness from the mother's speech. I was also surprised why my father said I was pregnant because of what Rio did to me in the tea garden, so I could get pregnant.

" Yes mother" I said

"Who is the man who did that to you? Mother will find him and marry you "asked mother.

"Don't mother, I don't want father and mother to be ashamed, and people will ask, why I got married at a young age, let me just go mother "talk me to mother. I don't want to ruin the family's good name, especially if this news sounds like a neighbor is also your boss.

"Mother does not want you to leave, but father's orders cannot be denied either. Mang where will deliver you to the bus terminal, you be careful" said the mother

"Yes "my name, mother hugged me tightly as if she did not want to part, as well as I returned her embrace no less tightly.

"Mother will pick you up soon" Again that's what it says. Mother while kissing the top of my head.

Mother drove me until I got in the car, actually mom wanted to come with me but dad pulled his hand into the house.I looked at my parents' house, I, the house where I grew up is with the affection of my mother's father.

I left behind millions of wonderful memories that I had been through there with my father.

And go leave the shame to my parents.

I'm sorry your father has made you ashamed of my mistakes, if I could take care of myself, maybe it wouldn't be like this, I love you. See you later in the day. My inner self while looking at my old man's house slowly disappearing in the distance.

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