The Stains Of The Past

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"Boye Abi why?" ask Adelia.

"Sir Abi? " repeat Adelia because Abi never answered her question. Maybe because Abizard was too happy with his own delusion.

"Oh yes, dear," replied Abizard quickly.

"Eh," Adelia is shocked to hear Abizard's answer, what the hell is this Abizard.

"Eh, I'm sorry for the release" Abizard said as he scratched his plipis, the thing he always does when misbehaving.

"It's okay, Mr. Abi, I understand. Maybe Mr. Abi is missing Mr. Abi's girlfriend well," said Adelia.

"No, I don't have a boyfriend" Abizard said quickly.

"Well, Mr Abi has no girlfriend, or a possible wife?"

"I don't have a boyfriend or a wife, because for several years, I've been faithfully waiting for someone who's been missing" Abizard said as he stared into Adelia's netra, likewise with Adelia's bead which accidentally stared at the gray netra of Abizard. Immediately Adelia looked away, turned to look at the flowers belonging to her mother who was swayed by the wind.

Hearing Abizard say he was waiting for someone, somehow there was a feeling of tightness in Adelia's chest. Disappointed, I don't know what the feeling is to make a tightness in d**a.

"Gee, what a lucky person you're waiting for. Loved so deeply by the Father that he waited several years. Though if you look at the age, you are enough to get married," said Adelia with a smile.

He looked back at the Abizard who had been unceasingly staring at him. The Netra they re-encounter, for some reason at this time Adelia could not turn away from the gray Netra Abizard. Something was holding him back from staying silent. Likewise with Abizard who can not turn away from Adelia's black bead.

"Ehmm."

Deheman's voice makes Abizard and Adelia end the show to look at each other. They both looked the other way.

An awkward atmosphere enveloped the two after Adelio's arrival. Adelia prefers to go inside the house, leaving Abizard and Adelio talking. As she enters, Adelia meets Karin who carries a tray of drinks and dry food to serve to Abizard.

Adelia went inside her room, closed the door and held her d** which felt like it was pounding so fast. With a long sigh Adelia moved her legs. Sitting on the chair in front of her, there was a dressing table and a large mirror. He smiled looking at his own face considering his stupidity staring at the bead of Abizard, whether there was anything with the performance of his own heart when together with Abizard, always beating quickly. But, the smile faded after remembering the words of Abizard who was waiting for someone, and remembering his own dark past.

Adelia pov

Is it appropriate that this time alone I hope after 16 years I close myself off from the men who approach me. But now it is different again, I now like men who even faithfully wait for their women for years. Especially considering my situation like this. Girl, but not a virgin. Miris. But, may this time I hope, hope to end the pain that I have been maintaining, hoping to be happy with a small family like in general.

I let out a long sigh again, all this time I tried to always smile, trying to look strong in the eyes of everyone, especially my son. I don't want to see him sad if he sees me sad. I honestly have a lot of injuries.

Learning from the mistakes of the past I wanted to improve myself, take better care of myself with clothes that covered my aura.

I am also not a healthy woman and not as noble as Khadijah, not as careful as Aisha, nor as perabah Fatimah. I'm just a woman of the end times who has aspirations to be a woman of sholehah.

In reality, I am a dirty woman. But, what would not if I have the ambition to be a beautiful woman in the future.

I felt my face, no acne or anything, because maybe I took care of it a lot. I am so grateful for the perfect image that God has given me. Although maybe with this face I was also falling for a great sin. I always pray on my bow when I remember this face. "O Allah, if you beautify my image, then beautify my character. "

Abizard, a name I would probably call in the third of my night, if only the man had not been waiting for someone.

It is fortunate that the woman who is waiting for Mr. Abi, as much as his love for Mr. Abi to the woman to wait years faithfully.

I took a long breath again.

Wh why? Why is there always a meeting if it ends up being separated. Perhaps more precisely my heart that does not know myself has harbored a taste in men who love others.

"O Allah, if Mr. Abi is my soul mate. If he's not my soul mate then erase this slowly growing sense, Aamiin," my prayer inwardly.

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It's done my job to be assistant while Mr. Abi, after a month I worked there. There was a lot of knowledge I took in that company. I am very grateful to Mr. Abi who has memebembihkan me knowledge about business for free. I also did not expect Mr. Abi to give me a salary of one month I worked there.

If I talk about Mr. Abizard, I remember what happened the other day at my house. After that incident, my relationship with Mr. Abi became awkward for several days. Until then I don't know what happened to Mr Abi? He intensively approached me, by inviting me to go to the office together, all of you take Aska to school. Until Aska who initially rarely talked to new people, now he so often talk with Mr. Abi and look closer to Mr. Abizard. Mr. Abi also often chat me before bed, chat that may not be important to discuss. But it managed to make me smile and miss if Mr. Abi didn't chat me last night.

To be honest I had wanted to stay away from Mr. Abi, so that this slowly growing sense could slowly wither away. Recalling about my conversation with Mr. Abi the other day, that Mr. Abi was waiting for someone who had been missing, which I think now someone has returned. But, somehow I couldn't resist when Mr. Abi picked me up, nor could I ignore every message he sent, there was an uneasy feeling in my heart rejecting every request of her to have lunch together.

So too with tonight. Mr. Abi invited me to dinner together at one of the famous restaurants. He said as a thank you because this one month I've been helping out in his office, when the truth is happening in his office, I always make mistakes.

I came with Aska to come along because Mr. Abi also invited Aska to come along.

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