The Stains Of The Past

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I didn't expect, at this place Abizard proposed to me in front of Aska. I didn't answer Abizard's proposal straight away, so many things I thought about. Indeed, yes, I harbor feelings for the Abizard. But, there are some things that make me hesitate to accept it.

In front of many eyes he asked me to be his wife. I can't resist, but I don't want to be rash either. So many considerations. Especially with my situation. About Aska's consent, my parents were also Abizard's parents. Will they accept me for who I am, with my circumstances far from perfect.

That's why I asked for time to answer Abizard's proposal.

Coming home from Resto, I'm back at Abizard's. Abizard was just plain talking, although there was a slight change from the beginning he picked me up and Aska. Maybe he was disappointed with my decision or something.

"I'm sorry sir. "

" Why should I ask? I'm not what. I understand you need time to answer my impromptu proposal. "

" Thank you sir "

" mmm, mmmm, can I ask you something? "

"Please sir, if I can I will give you. But if not I'm sorry."

"Thank you" I just smiled in response to Abizard's thanks.

"I don't want you to call Mr "

"Then what do you want to call?"

"Dear"

"Eh," said I and Abizard together. I look at each other. Silence, it was always like that. When the netra we met each other, It was as if there was something they forgot there was someone in the back seat, who was watching them.

hmmmm

Deheman's voice how to stop their eye contact. Adelia and Abizard immediately looked away.

Arriving at the house Adelia went straight into her room, as well as Aska who entered her mother's room.

"What's wrong?" Ask Adelia.

"𝐠𝐚𝐤 𝐚𝐩𝐚-𝐚𝐩𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐡, 𝐜𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐚𝐣𝐚."

"Tell?"

"Yes"

"Can't do it, huh?"

"May, you clean up!"

Aska recited, he went to his room to clean up and came back after. What's wrong with Aska? it's not usually like that.

..

In the morning I went to the cafe as usual. I didn't think in front of the cafe door was already Buk Fatimah Rio's mother. What's he here for? after all this time meeting us when I was in an accident, I thought. Especially early in the morning, it was already here.

I got out of the taxi I was riding in and approached him.

"Accidentall, Buk"

"𝐖𝐚𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐮𝐦𝐬𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐦 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐡𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐡𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐡"

Sit both in my room. Don't know why? What we used to do when we met. Such as greeting, asking the news now does not happen.it is just awkwardness that occurs between us.

I started asking him questions by asking him. To melt the atmosphere that began to feel awkward may just melt.

"How are you, ma'am?." My toot.

Ms. Fatimah replied that if she was okay she also asked me back.

Silence again enveloped me and Miss Fatimah. Until finally Miss Fatimah cried suddenly I frowned confused by why Regent mah suddenly just crying..

"I'm sorry Princess. I'm really sorry for the indecency Rio's done to you."

I sighed already too tired if I were to discuss the same thing again. I don't want to talk about anything I've tried to forget, even though it's hard to forget.

I looked up my head at the ceiling of my office.

"It's okay buk, everything has passed I've forgotten." lied Adelia.

Of course Adelia could not forget the incident where her honor was snatched by a man named Rio, the son of a middle-aged mother named Bu Fatimah, who was a child, who now sits before him and apologizes for his son's mistake.

Fatimah looked at Adelia's face. He did not expect Adelia's answer.

wonder why Adelia is not angry with him when his son has taken the honor of Adelia. is that soft as Adelia's heart?.

it's not soft actually but Adelia just doesn't want her past discussed anymore. He wants to make peace with the past, he does not want to keep remembering the past. He just wants to get rid of the stain in the past and start a new life with new fragrances and soap as a booster of his faith for the stain remover of the past so much that it is called a sin that is too dirty.

"You, you've forgiven me son."

"For what I forgive mom, if mom is even innocent to me but."

"It's not so, son. But mother, but Rio's mother's child as well as the mother can not educate Rio well, until you become Rio's victim."

"I just want to make peace with the past, forget the past even though it is actually difficult.I now only want Istiqomah in the path of God. Trying to forgive what Rio did to me, even if it was hard."

Regent mah increasingly crying to hear the expression of Adelia's heart with tears that never receded he stared softly at the face of Ayu Adelia.

why are there women as gentle as Adelia.

doesn't Adelia feel a grudge against Rio

does Adelia not want to repay Rio's actions

or unfairly he wants to ask for Aska's right from Rio

"Mother will give the inheritance of Rio's right to Aska" said the regent mah with a shahdu bead

sok ya Adelia sok

For what Treasure, if even he could still live properly with his family and son.

adelia thought.

Even if it was true that Ms. Fatimah gave Rio's property to Aska it was not the right of Aska Rio's only biological father Aska not the other way around if Aska received Rio's gift, Aska has no right to receive Rio's treasure.

"Not necessarily my Mom and Aska are enough in terms of economy. After all, Aska had no right to receive a penny from her biological father."