The Stains Of The Past

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It doesn't feel like my 15-year-old has grown up to be a handsome, intelligent boy. But unfortunately, even though he has a perfect appearance not with his flat facial expression and cold attitude.

As a child he was a cheerful child, always telling this story with his slurred streak, since entering paud he told me about having a new theme, telling me about his lessons.

Until almost a year of school he sometimes cried when he came home from school sometimes his clothes wet with a syrup or buttons his school shirt off. One day I picked her up at school early and it turned out that my son was in the middle of his friends.

Sick, really seeing my son in the bull in front of my eyes, wanted me to scold the children who bullied him my son but not to the heart.

I came to my son who was silent and crying, when the children who bullied him saw me they immediately ran away.

"""Hm basic kids "think me

I arrived in front of my son he immediately cried loudly and hugged me tightly. I took her to the teacher's room to make my complaint to the homeroom teacher Aska, my son. I'll move my son's school if this goes on. But the teacher promised this would not happen again. I trust Aska's homeroom teacher if she can hold his words.

And after that incident, I rarely found my son crying, I was so grateful about it.

But unfortunately after the incident also my son became quiet, morning school, home school quiet at home, sorenya teachi, home from the mosque after isha dinner, after watching tv or if there is pr work and after sleeping, and so on until now, rarely do I see my son playing with his friend or bring his friend home like other teenagers in general.

I became worried about my son's condition because I didn't have any friends, but I'm also grateful that my son grew up to be a smart kid and always ranked first in school.

Even though my son always had a flat and cold expression, at least he always smiled at me.

Miris actually saw the child grow up like that, it's all my fault in the past, maybe if I used to be able to take care of myself more it wouldn't be like this. far from the elderly people live hanging on the road at the time of two bodies, lucky there are people who kindly accommodate me.

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16 Years ago

I just graduated from Junior High. I went with my friends whether I would be taken to where by my friends, I asked my mother's permission by lying about going to the library with my friends, until finally I was allowed to go, I was allowed to go, and it just so happened that Dad was not at home, I could be a little free, because if there is a father at home, I was banned from anywhere other than school, play should be my friend who went home.

Father's work as a soldier made him firm with me and took care of me strictly, I rarely met him because he often served outside the city and at this time he was on duty outside the city. But even though I rarely met him, of course Dad had a spy to watch over me, who else wouldn't be my mother.

My friends took me to the Tea Garden we came 11 people, after arriving at the tea garden we sat in the tea garden with green grass garden.

We ate with our food from home, what a pleasant atmosphere at that time.

After eating our way in the tea garden and in the middle of the green expanse of the tea garden we heard a strange sound, with a high fear and curiosity we drew near to the sound, after the close of the voice was increasingly clear, after seeing where the sound came from I was shocked by a pair of humans doing husband and wife relations, in the afternoon tea garden.

After feeling far away I stopped my run.

"Why?" ask the person who pulled me. Ah it turns out Rio's my male friend.

"Capek" I took a deep breath, and took it out.

"Yes rest first," Rio sat first on the grass.

"Eh, uh where we're going, "I'm freaking out, I just realized that we're just the two of us here.

"That's it, no papa. I've already done this garden," said Rio calmly.

" But. "my words are cut rio.

"Father, sit down first I will take you home" Rio said to calm me down.

I sat down by Rio's side, not knowing why I became afraid to be next to him afraid, let alone the longer Rio who I felt kept watching me made me uncomfortable. I shifted my seat away from Rio, but Rio came back closer, I stood intending to run, but Rio held my hand. I tried to be brainy, but Rio pushed me down.

"Rio, what are you doing? untie me!" I tried to escape. Namu Rio was even down.

I don't know why Rio became like this. He who is famous for being good suddenly changed, what because he saw the adult scene earlier until he lusted for me.

There was nothing I could do but cry over my fate, the brain was already weak, obviously I lost energy with Rio, let alone him who was being influenced by lust.

Then he apologized to me. But I just kept quiet even though he apologized a thousand times all would not return the precious things in my life. Rio fixed my clothes and drove me home. Up to my house gate. He dropped me off his bike, apologized once more and just left.

Rio anggara you've ruined my future destroyed my dreams, I hate you Rio anggara," my screams inwardly.

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