The Secret of Zoya's Love

Mutually Strengthen

"Bang, help Zoya! All this time, he's still been nice to me." Arum asked as Deny's car started to drive away from the elite housing complex. In any case, Zoya has always tried to keep her feelings. He also thinks, maybe Zoya is right to compete with people who have not just had to have a big heart. Especially competing with people who are still alive. Zoya's words at that time always made her keep thinking.

"You're stupid what's stupid?" with a cynical tone Deny snapped at Arum.

"I do want Mas Hans, but I don't want him dying like that, Bang! "

"Dropped!" Deny banged Arum's head against the car window. For a moment Arum was silent, the pain in his head was nothing compared to his shock. He couldn't believe his brother was doing that. He looked back at Deny with disappointment. The brother who had always spoiled her, giving her everything she wanted at this moment had been rude to her.

"Be quiet if you don't want anything bad to happen to you!" threatening Deny made Arum feel shocked. He was indeed speechless but his brain was processing many things about his brother's change of attitude. On the way home they kept quiet.

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Hearing news of Zoya being taken to the hospital makes Hans immediately leave his job immediately. She hasn't asked what happened to Zoya. But, he was sure something bad had happened. He drove his car crazy. In fact, several times he clawed at the vehicle in front of him as he felt obstructed. The anxiety in his heart made him lose his temper.

With the algal ridge she ran towards the maternity room, bad thoughts kept raging. Seen Mr. Dino pacing in front of the room, with a face that is no less anxious.

"Sir Zoya is inside, sir! " Hans rushed straight in, the door that was blocking as if it had just kicked him. It looks Zoya who is unconscious because of the influence of drugs. On the way when Dr. Hastuti calls about his wife's condition, the doctor hasn't finished explaining but Hans interrupts to do his best for her.

Hans' arrival was immediately welcomed by the nurse who asked for the signature of approval to immediately perform curette surgery. Instantly, he felt his body instantly feel weak when he heard the word curette, it meant that he had already lost the baby he had been waiting for.

After signing the consent, Hans wiped the corner of his already watery eyes. He stepped out limply, a few times, Hans let out a long sigh and opened his eyes, trying to awaken himself from the feeling that was now pinching his heart, the sadness and loss that controlled his mind made the man who was still in shock was sitting limp in front of the room. This will never happen to his wife and children.

"Bi Muna, Mr. Dino, you better go back to the house" Hans said by approaching two people who were also in front of the room. Without asking much Bi Muna and Mr. Dini also obeyed what his employer said.

A few minutes later a nurse called him in and gave him some instructions.

"Thank you, Doc! " hans told Doctor Hastuti after doing curette surgery, Hastuti's doctor is an obgyn who he believes to check the condition of Zoya's pregnancy every month. They already know each other because Hastuti's doctor is Mama Shanti's cousin.

When all was out, Hans looked at his unconscious wife. The face of the woman now looks pale. Tears of the hardened man melted as he approached the weakly drooping Zoya.

"May God always strengthen you, my dear. "godly Hans kissed the pale face of his wife. He couldn't imagine how Zoya would deal with all this. There were too many trials that always approached him.

Hans just kept holding that cold, helpless hand. In the slightest, he did not want to let go. Until a while later, the tiny mouth murmured softly calling the name 'Allah' and the corner of the eyes that were still closed was melting tears.

"Zoy, are you conscious?" Hans stood up. His hand still clasped his wife's tiny fingers tightly as he turned to sit on the edge of the bed where Zoya lay.

He was still waiting for those eyes to open, Hans knew Zoya was conscious despite still being under the influence of drugs.

"Darling, I'm here! Open your eyes, Zoy." said Hans, kissing his wife's hand.

"Mas Hans. "call Zoya softly almost inaudible as she opens her eyelids. His next hand stroked his stomach which was no longer filled.

"Mas Hans, our baby... " The sentence hangs, changing with an innocent sobbing. His eyes were unceasingly flowing clear liquid. Hans immediately cupped both hands on his wife's pale face, his body bent closer to his face that was still moist with tears.

Zoya tries to get up as she feels her body is back in balance.

"Don't push yourself, baby!" hans said by helping Zoya sit down, she also arranged the position of the bed backrest so that Zoya could lean on later.

"Mas, I'm sorry! I can't take care of our child." - Zoya. Her tears still flow in the river. Hans grabbed the tiny body and drowned it in his arms. He could feel the tiny fingers clutching his shirt so firmly, making him understand that Zoya's heart was fragile.

"Don't say it, Zoya! Don't blame yourself. No mother would want that to happen." Hans's words made Zoya stunned in her arms. He's already lost his baby-to-be, he doesn't want his wife to be distressed with guilt that isn't entirely his fault.

"Rest! I'll always be here for you" Hans said, helping Zoya back in her bed.

"Did Hans not blame me?" shrieked Zoya, Hans glanced at her hand as he felt those tiny fingers still tightly clutching his hand. It was as if there was a fear that struck his wife's heart.

"Darling, listen to me! There's nothing wrong here. This is all a test for us." Hans looked into his eyes in front of him.

"I love you, Zoy. You are my wife, part of me. We're going through this difficult time together." Hans gives a smile to Zoya. There was not the slightest thought of blaming Zoya. Whether Zoya will give birth to her child or not, she will still love her wife.

"The child is a windfall and a deposit, whenever it can be given and whenever it can be taken by Him. I want you to recover soon. Don't think about it - sort of!" obviously Hans was trying to convince his wife. She understands that Zoya is experiencing stress after a miscarriage.

Hans rubbed his wife's moist face. He could see, that sad feeling had not completely subsided from Zoya's heart. So did he, even though his heart regretted the incident but he still had to look fine to strengthen his wife.

"Assalamualaik." The voice came in tandem. As Mama Shanti, Nilla and Ale enter the treatment room. Nila who drove Ale to the house got word if Zoya was hospitalized, making Nilla decide to take Ale to the hospital. It just so happened that they met Mama Shanti while in the lobby. Mama Shanti decides to go home when she hears Zoya falling. He took the fastest flight.

"Waalaikum greetings." replied Hans with Zoya.

"Darling... " Mama Shanti hugged her favorite daughter-in-law warmly.

"I'm sorry Zoya, Ma." - Exhilarated, Zoya while still in Mama Shanti's arms.

"Darling, there's nothing to blame. Mama knows among us, you're the one who's the most sad here, Zoy." Mama Shanti can understand Zoya's psychological state. He is also still grateful, God still protects Zoya even though Zoya's left leg is sprained.

Ale did not want to miss, the boy immediately went up to the bed, kissed Mama Zoyanya who looked sad and still sick.

"Ale, careful! Zoya's mom is sick." Hans warned Ale. She doesn't want Ale's behavior to hurt Zoya.

"Mama, don't be sad. There's still Ale. Ale will take care of Mama. Mama is healing!" said Ale with a hug to Zoya. The puffer boy actually did not understand if the baby she wanted was not in the stomach of her mother.

"Ma, I'm going home for a while to take our needs. I'll sleep here tonight. I'll leave Zoya for a minute, Ma." said Hans to his mother.

"Don't worry! Zoya is also Mama's son." replied Mama Shanti.

Hans soon passes, he does intend to go home just to take his needs and Zoya's needs during the treatment period.