The Secret of Zoya's Love

Perfect Duda(Extra Part)

Wildan was still watching his wife who looked uneasy under the blanket. The man deliberately read a book in the bedroom, because two days Nilla looks unable to calm down while sleeping.

In fact, he did not go to college because he complained about not feeling well. I don't know what happened to his wife? Wildan was still curious.

"Astagfirullah pah adzim."." Nilla when she woke up from a nightmare.

Wildan put the book down. He rushed over to Nilla who was sitting stunned with sweat drenching part of her face.

"Nil, drink first! You why?" wildan asked while sitting next to his wife by thrusting a glass of water that was already on the nightstand.

"I'm having a nightmare, Bang." said Nilla, wiping her sweat. His face looks pale.

"What's really going on, Nile? You know, you have a burden you're thinking about." lured Wildan, making Nilla turn to the man beside her.

For a moment they were silent. Wildan was still waiting for Nilla to speak. But, Nilla still could not speak even though it felt like she wanted to say everything to her husband.

"Nil." call Wildan by taking Nilla's cold hand and holding it.

Nilla looked up, staring at the face in front of her. How could she have lied to her husband that was too good. Securing her true state was the same as lying to her.

"Bang, actually a-me. "Nilla's sentence hangs down, she's wiping her sweat again.

"Why, Nile?" Wildan clasped his wife's hand. Nilla, like fear.

"Bang, I can't get pregnant." The tears she's been holding back from now on got away.

"meaning?" wildan asked with a sharp look at Nilla. He did not understand the meaning of his wife.

Instead of answering Wildan's question, Nilla cried. Wildan who saw it became anxious. Enclosed his wife's small body that still vibrates due to sobs. Long enough, until the pajamas worn by Nilla also wet with sweat.

"Istighfar, Nile." Wildan was still stroking his wife's little shoulder.

After a bit of calm, Nilla unraveled her husband's embrace. He stared so deeply at the shady face in front of him. Resignedly. Her heart whispered inwardly to the decision her husband was about to make.

"Bang, I can't get pregnant." repeated Nilla by staring at the face that was still waiting for the continuation of the sentence.

"Today I came to Doctor Obgy, Bang." Seeing his wife shed tears made Wildan rub the cheek several times.

"Doctor said, my uterus is very small. The chances of getting pregnant are very small." said Nilla. Her tears just kept flowing. At this time he felt desperate especially the Wildan family had been waiting for the descendants of their favorite son.

"Darling.." said Wildan. Both of her hands framed that tear-filled beautiful face.

Nilla could see a smile on her husband's face. But, he did not want to expect more, with what Wildan would say.

"It's just a Doctor's diagnosis."

"Again, it's hard doesn't mean it can't."

"We just need to try and pray. All leave it to God." Wildan hugged his wife. This time Nilla calmed down a little because she had told her husband everything and heard a non-demanding answer from Wildan.

"But Ummi, Bang." asked Nilla, still in the arms of the burly body.

"You're married to Ummi, what's with Brother?" wildan's question seemed to give an answer to what had made him restless. Wildan doesn't care.

"The child is both a blessing and a test, Nile. Blessed be it, if not, it is also the prerogative of God. Do you want to punish God with your will?" Wildan tried to give his wife some understanding.

"Is that what's been making you daydream a lot these days?" ask Wildan who then got a slow nod answer from Nilla.

"You should have talked to my brother. We're married, there's nothing more to hide between us, honey." explained Wildan made the burden that had been bothering him disappear.

"You better rest. Don't think about the unimportant."

"Abang will accompany you." said Wildan who now joined his wife. Sucking his wife's head gently to fall back asleep.

He accompanied Nilla until she closed her eyes again. The beautiful face of his wife that made the man feel at home looked at him. Wildan got rid of the haircut that was blocking his wife's beauty, then landed a kiss on Nilla's forehead before she moved on to re-examine the lights in any room that might still be lit.

His movements came to a halt as the little finger clasped his fingertips. Wildan could understand how frightened his wife was until her subconscious was still holding her back when she was about to move.

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At a Caffe shop in a mall they meet. Kyara and Hans are accidentally met, while Zoya is shopping for necessities for Ale.

Ale always said, "My mama's clothes don't fit anymore." the boy was really fast growing, both widening and rising.

"Alright Bang, let Zuri be my assistant" Kyara replied after hearing Hans's story that was already uncomfortable with Zuri.

"Actually the performance is good. I'm the only one who's uncomfortable, so if it's obvious, I don't have a good reason to stop him being one-sided." Hans still chimed in on his argument despite Kyara's approval.

"Tomorrow afternoon I will stop by Brother's office, and meet the girl directly." Kyara reaffirmed her ability to accept Zuri.

Zoya walks towards them with a few paper bags that she just bought for Ale.

"Done, Zoy?" hans asked, as his wife sat next to him.

"Yes, I'm tired, Mas." Zoya lamented. Hans immediately thrust out the mineral water he had deliberately ordered specifically for his wife.

"Why not juice?" zoya asked with a glance at the juice in front of Kyara, making Kyara smile. The calm woman he had not met for a long time, had now turned into a spoiled one.

"Remember Zoy, don't consume a lot of sugar!" Hans begins to warn Zoya. Zoya was still silent and never stopped glancing at Kyara's Juice.

"A little ajalah, Bang." Kyara said by thrusting her juice towards Zoya. The woman smiles and immediately sips a little juice Kyara gave despite getting Hans's shot.

"Bang Hans is fierce, but why yes, there are a lot of scandals with girls. The girl case is just." Kyara just did not run out of thought, the fierce and emotional man had his own attraction in the eyes of women.

"Most because my face is handsome, smart, cool look and body okay despite almost having three children and looks dirty even though the original kere." Hearing Hans' statement made Kyara laugh. She just found out that Zoya holds all of her assets and finances. Love can destroy a person's door.

"But still a widower." Zoya sipped a sip of mineral water that inevitably became part of it.

"But marry you, right, no longer a widower!" Hans did not want to lose.

"Yes, before we get married, right, I'm Mas Hans Duda's girl." insisted Zoya.

"Loh, high quality widower lo, Zoy. Logic only, if someone is widowed because his wife left because of cheating or left to run away with another man. Lah, it needs to be questioned the quality of the two. It could be that someone has a psychological, financial or sexual deficiency."

"Well, I was separated by fate. Still my status is perfect widower." continued Hans who still does not accept when doubted its quality.

"Does Mas Hans still love Ms Renita?" Zoya's face began to turn red. His eyes look good.

"Yes yes.I ordered my own, special juice no sugar for my beloved wife." sedu Hans by pinching Zoya's tiny nose. She knew Zoya was about to cry hearing her last sentence. She also can't answer Zoya's questions. After all Renita does have her own space in her heart. Although, all of her life right now is only about Zoya and her son.

"Perhaps, it was the first person in my life who actually lacked me as a widower to love you, Zoy." the man monologued in his heart as he walked in to order a special no sugar juice.

Kyara only smiled when she saw the debate. He did not expect, if the man who is hard, emotional and not to lose it to bend his knees in front of a tiny woman who is much younger.

Everyone has their own way and language to be happy.

"Are you happy with Hans' bang, Zoy? " ask Kyara to Zoya.

"Yes Mas Hans was a good man. I'm happy with her." Zoya replied with a shy blush.

While in the middle of the road, Hans glanced at Zoya who was asleep next to him several times. According to him, Zoya is currently not much different from Ale. Every time his stomach was full in the car, he immediately fell asleep.

His car stopped in the garage next to the house. She sees how fast Zoya is asleep, making her to just carry her in.

Hans was carrying Zoya's body, which meant that he was carrying three lives at once. Zoya is placed in the guest room below.

"so too." lamented Hans after enveloping his wife.

I'm sorry, Zoy. My first mistake, I won't let it happen again. Accounts should take care of you even by having to curb your desires. Whether you reel or not you keep mine, I will be happy to accept you.

That's why Hans protected Zoya. Many times he felt anxious when the incident remembered the birth of Ale. He does not want the same mistakes to be repeated.

TB