
Zoya's Pov
I know, we both can't accept this marriage. Although, the oath of allegiance is said in the name of God, but a vacuum that makes the distance between us to remain at each point.
This wedding? I just want to take responsibility for what is my choice. While I only hope Mas Hans can appreciate this relationship, because I understand if Mas Hans' heart is still tied to your late first wife, Mas.
Mas Hans's...
Maybe I should get used to that name in my life, because it was fate that had tied that name to me.
The liver...
If for matters of the heart, I myself cannot understand. I just want to close the name that once filled this heart, so that it will never be seen again because it is so wrong. As long as there is this marriage my soul and body belong only to Hans Satrya Jagad, whatever my heart says. The syacral relationship seems to be hands off for all that the heart feels.
"Ma... Mama why? " Ale's voice breaks my daydream. Then I crouched down, aligned myself with the little girl who had been waiting for me in the kitchen. In this house that I think is very luxurious, only Ale, that little girl considers my existence here.
"A little while we take a shower, yeah! " I glanced at Mas Hans, who turned out that he was also glancing at us with the laptop lit up in front of him.
The man who was quite mysterious to me, his face was so cold that he could be said to be handsome, his words were so ironic, and his sharp gaze made me take a little distance, due to the fear of making a mistake. I also do not understand, whether it is only that reason that makes me keep my distance, or also because I consider this marriage a mistake.
"Ale, take a bath with Papa! " said Mas Hans, approaching his little girl.
"Don't want to, Ale wants to take a shower with Mama Zoya! " reject Ale when Mas Hans is nearby. Ale was still insistent with his wish of wanting to take a bath with me. I only fell silent as I felt awkward, Mas Hans' sharp eyes as if raining down on me. I myself find it hard to interpret his gaze.
The drama lasted long enough to persuade Ale to comply with what his father had said.
Author pov
"See Ale ! Mama Zoya is making breakfast for us. You're not the same as mama zoya if you have to bathe Ale too? " hans said as he carried Ale, the sharp gaze of the charismatic man turned back to Zoya.
"Yes, baby.. later after the bath, Ale can eat right away! " persuade Zoya with a smile. A smile that not only hypnotized the little girl, but also left awe for the one-child man before leaving the kitchen.
"No. " muttered Hans, shaking his head as his heart praised Zoya's gentle smile.
"Papa why? " te asked Ale astonished as he was still in Hans's arms towards the bathroom.
"What's up. " Hans answered briefly then put the ale in the bathup, as usual Ale will play a while with water, only Hans cleans and rinses Ale's bulging body.
Downstairs in the kitchen, Zoya starts to arrange the menu for breakfast. Still carrying a cup of hot coffee that he had just brewed from the pantry to the dining table, suddenly the call of Ale's voice was so carefree that Zoya looked back.
"Mama, I'm beautiful! " chanted Ale with a run and hit Zoya's body instantly.
"Ooh...! Pyaaar...!" the sound of a hot coffee cup falling down made Hans run over to two people who made him anxious.
"Zoya....! " his first call to his wife with a worried face when he saw hot coffee flashing white hands of his wife.
The man took Ale who was still hugging Zoya's leg first.
Hans pulls Zoya's hand and sheds her blistered skin under the washbasin water near the dining table.
"ill? " asked Hans with a glance at the woman nearby. Their distance is so thin can be seen by Hans Zoya's facial skin is so tight and smooth.
"A little bit!" zoya replied with just a glance at Hans, why does it feel like her heart is rustling. Maybe this is the first time Zoya is close to a man with such a thin distance.
Hans takes a burn ointment to apply on Zoya's hand, it will look strange to Zoya when she sees Hans' reaction to being so concerned with her.
Could this care? Or just the guilt of his daughter making this accident.
"I'm sorry, Ale! " said Hans.
"I can understand, after all just a small wound! " zoya replied with a smile at Ale. The little girl looked at Zoya with a look of guilt.
Today was breakfast with them for the first time but there was already a rush of hope, Hans was actually not the type to like the commotion but his little daughter made all the furore have to happen.
"I can take it myself, if your hand still hurts! " again Zoya is made to not believe the man cares about her condition
"It's better, Mom!" said Zoya continues to take food to Hans Plate and then feed Ale first.
"Darling, why just shut up?" said Zoya while still seeing the look of Ale's guilty face.
"Mama Zoya, it's okay" continued Zoya feeling kasian with Ale.
"Ale's sorry, Mama!" the flow even makes an anxious Zoya who then kisses the cheeks of the puffed padlock tubi.
Hans who only glanced at the interaction of the two people was astonished, how could they get so close? while he knows Ale his son is difficult to manage and difficult to enter against new people.
There was a bell sound as Hans ended his breakfast. He's sure it must be Natasya, the doctor who will examine Zoya's wounds.
"Continue, he must be the doctor who will check on you! " said Hans as he left the dining room to open the door.
"Drink some water first, honey! " Zoya helps Ale finish off the water.
Zoya lowers Ale off the chair, before she heads to the kitchen putting down the dirty dishes. His steps came to a halt, upon hearing such a crisp joke coming from the living room.
It was obvious that the beautiful doctor was gently beating her husband's burly arms, and their laughter so loose that they both looked very happy. They look very happy, especially Hans, Zoya just saw the laughter of the man with his guest.
Zoya was still acting ordinary, even though her heart was saying something else. His curiosity is so great. What was her husband's relationship with the beautiful doctor? Really, just a personal doctor?
"Why should I take care of it? That's their business!" he murmured in the heart.
"But it's not good like that for your family!" not a matter of jealousy, but a healthy relationship in marriage!" The other side of her heart made Zoya herself in a wavering feeling.
Seriate....