The Secret of Zoya's Love

Trying to Explain

Hans schematized the sheet furiously. His jaw is back hard. But, the man tried to ease his heart that felt hot. It turned out to be true, the old man had admired his wife. They may have had a previous relationship. Hans thought with dozens of questions filling his brain.

Hans took his breath so deeply, he re-regulated his emotions. Today was already too chaotic, he did not want to make his anger go wild again. The roar of Zoya's cry is indeed lingering has watered, now changed with a sobbing that is still seen shaking his shoulders. Hans did not want to leave his wife, but to talk to her was not the right time for now. He looked at his wife with guilt.

Zoya was still curled up on the edge of the bed, she still sobbed a little by burrowing her face into the pillow and it made Hans unable to see the face of his wife. The man, who did not want to move away from Zoya, decided to lay his body on the edge, on the opposite side of the bed. His hands were used for cushioning by bending both his elbows. His gaze stared at the ceiling of the room. His heart was filled with guilt as he could not control his emotions.

"Is that jealous of me because of you?" he murmured inwardly, then glanced at the curled body behind him. No longer heard his sobs. But, Hans was still speechless, not daring to take Zoya to talk.

"Maybe I've fallen in love with you, Zoy? But you're so young. That's what I doubt. " Hans returned to monologue with his own heart.

Hans tilted his body facing the body that was behind him. He would feel strange if he fell in love with a girl who was too young for him.

Hans Pov

Could I have fallen in love?

Of course I'm in love with you Zoya Kamila. I don't know how my heart shies away from feeling love for you. I never thought I would fall in love with a girl who was too young for me. Honestly, I was not sure how I felt at the time. I feel like there's no way I'm gonna fall in love with you, the girl who deserves to be my niece. I think I just feel comfortable because of the care and kindness of your heart. No I deny, you're a good girl, even if someone calls you an angel it's not wrong at all.

Zoya Kamila's....

The angel will be jealous of you. You are not only physically beautiful but your heart is more beautiful than that. I don't know what God created you for? I'm sorry for being selfish. I won't let you go until anytime. I won't let anyone else have you. Even though I realized, I was too bad for you. Again forgive me for being too selfish to have you.

"Zoy....! " call Hans in a soft voice. He felt that the situation had calmed down to be able to talk to each other from heart to heart.

"I'm sorry! I'm not letting you go anytime, Zoy." Hans continued.

"I'm sorry I hurt you! I'm jealous of Zoya. All this time I was not able to digest my feelings well. Let me start it all. Start to love you right. " The fear of losing Zoya makes Hans think to express his feelings. Now, she starts to get restless when Zoya just goes silent, without giving a response.

"Zoy...! " call Hans by touching the small arm in front of him. But Zoya remained silent. She's getting scared if Zoya can't take it anymore.

"Zoya...! " Hans pulled the small arm, until Zoya's body was on her back with her eyes closed and her face pale.

"Zoya...! " call Hans in a high tone when he sees Zoya unconscious. Hastened he got up, grabbed the body in his lap. Zoya's body feels very cold. His hand grabbed the phone in his pants pocket and pressed a button to contact Anastasya.

Hans looks very panicked, then positions Zoya's body more into the middle of the bed. While waiting for Anas, Hans looked for eucalyptus oil, tried to resuscitate Zoya and rubbed the weak palms to transfer the warm air.

"Zoy, don't scare me! " bluffily.

A moment later Anas comes to check on Zoya. Zoya starts to open her eyes, it turns out that the woman who always looks elegant is already in front of her. Hans himself went downstairs to ask Bi Muna to make some porridge and bring it upstairs.

Hans returns to the top to find out the results of Zoya's health checkup. His heart was greatly relieved, when he saw that Zoya was already conscious.

"How, Nas? " asked Hans couldn't cover up his anxiety.

"What mean? " ask Hans.

"The point is you can't afford polygamy. I'll write down the recipe, get your driver to make up for it at the pharmacy! " anas said ignoring Hans's question.

As the beautiful doctor leaves Ale's room, Hans tailed to pursue information about Zoya's health.

"Zoya why, Nas?" repeat Hans as they're going down the stairs.

"He's too stressed. Don't stress him out with all your scandals with that designer. " Anas knew it.

"Me and Nolla are just clients and lawyers." Hans.

"I don't really like Zoya because of the village. But, to replace Renita he would be much better than that designer! " obviously Anastasya revealed the reason for his displeasure.

After Anastasya's departure, Hans returns to the room to see Zoya's state. The man saw Zoya still shedding tears from both corners of her eyes as she opened the room door.

"Sorry, Sir. " Bi Muna shocked Hans from behind. The man with the maximum height finally gave way to Bi Muna to put the porridge on the nightstand.

"Eat first, Zoy! " pinta Hans by walking closer to the bed. He lands his body to sit on the edge of the bed near Zoya.

"I'm a bribe, huh? " ask Hans when he sees Zoya not budging. Zoya then gets up, she doesn't want Hans to bribe her.

"I can eat by myself, Mom! " said Zoya by taking the bowl from her husband's hand. Hans lets it go, he knows that Zoya is still mad at him.

"Me and Nolla have nothing to do. We are limited to clients and lawyers. "obviously Hans, but Zoya still feeds the porridge into the mouth.

"I don't see him often, I've been in the office a lot and sometimes when I come home late I stop by the apartment first and who knows my apartment is just Ryan." Hans is still trying to explain at length about the condition of their relationship which is ultimately less conducive.

"It doesn't matter to me what Mas Hans does. " Zoya's voice was still soft, but Hans felt that the sentence was pouring into his heart with a sense of pain. Hans's phone is heard, apparently from Ryan.

"Halloo." replied Hans.

"Aren't you back at the office? " ask Ryan.

"I accompanied Zoya. He was sick, " replied Hans.

"I'm just saying. Mr. Aksara was visiting, he wanted to meet you. Maybe tomorrow he'll be back at the office." Ryan replied explaining his intention to call.

"All right, tomorrow I'll be at the office. Today I did not return to the office . "Hans replied before hanging up.

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