The Secret of Zoya's Love

Knowing the Heart of Nilla(Extra Part)

"I know you still have feelings for Zoya." This time Nilla was no longer able to buy twitches. Hearing Nilla's words, Wildan smiled wryly. I don't know where the thought of his wife could say that.

Not getting an answer from Wildan, Nilla who was originally standing in the middle of the bathroom door passed her husband who was still sculpting just like that. Disappointed, sad and his heart was so hard squeezed that the pain was hard to express.

"Nill, it's not like that!" answer Wildan.

"You're wrong, Nill." Wildan walked over to Nilla who was currently in front of the closet. Seeing Nilla cry, Wildan only realized that Nilla had taken out a bag of clothes.

"Nil... " Just immediately Wildan grabbed his wife's body and pulled her away from the closet. Wildan had already memorized Nilla, he would not let Nilla go and disappear again.

"Let go!" peekik Nilla, still struggling, he tried to escape from Wildan's hold.

"No!" elak Wildan was firm. He took Nilla to sit down, still not letting go of his wife. Wildan locked the body in a circle of his sturdy arms and sat Nilla on one of his thighs. Both of his legs were clinging to each other, locking the small body that continued to wriggle, until the girl felt desperate. How strong he was trying to escape, it was a free thing.

Now he can only cry sobbing with a tired and resigned body. No words have come out of the two. Wildan was still waiting for his wife to calm down.

Gradually Nilla's cry changed with a groan accompanied by a sobbing. As Nilla leaned against her husband's chest, Wildan began to loosen the circular links of his hands and feet on his wife's body.

"You're wrong, Nile. When I decided I wanted to marry you, I closed everything on Zoya." Wildan said honestly.

"When you remind me of the error of chasing after a woman who has been someone else's wife, I realized. Yes, it's very sinful if I destroy a marriage."

"Is it because of this that you've been changing your attitude, Nile? " when the question was asked by Wildan to Nila. The man could only feel a nod in his chest.

Nilla could only lean weakly with tears constantly flowing. He can no longer speak.

"You should believe Zoya, if you don't believe in her brother. You've been friends for a long time." They started talking from heart to heart. Yes, Wildan still hugged his wife who was still sitting on his lap.

"It's not a matter of believe it or not, Bang. I know how much you love Zoya. I just don't want to be just a place to escape from Brother's disappointment towards Zoya." occasionally Nilla still rubbed the corner of her eyes. Wildan even impressed like calming his sister who was sulking. Nilla does look like a child.

"I'm selfish, I want to have your love completely."

Wildan let out a heavy sigh, for a moment he thought about how to explain everything to Nilla. His wife did know all the struggles and levels of his feelings for Zoya at that time.

"I loved Zoya. But first, Nile. Now Love, feelings and life Brother for you. You're the only one in your future plans."

"If only you could erase all your past. If only you could turn back time..."

"I'm sorry Nilla, Bang. Nilla's wrong. Nila has made our relationship worse." Nila sidelines guiltily. His hands began to tightly hug Wildan's body making Wildan land his kiss on the top of his wife's head.

"Zoya is just my past. And you're the future Brother, Nile." Wildan gently stroked Nilla's arm.

"If only you also felt how you fought for you, Nile." Wildan's last sentence made Nilla rise up and look up at her husband's sad face. Nilla felt more guilty. He realized that everyone had a past story.

"I'm sorry Nilla, Bang." Nilla came back crying, hugging the body of the man she had doubted her feelings for.

Silent. Only Nila's shrivelling sounded faint. For a fraction of a minute, his wife's embrace made a strange screen on him.

"Bang, I'm mens again." replied Nila doubtfully. Nilla looked back at Wildan's face, looking for a hint of disappointment at his rejection, but her husband smiled instead. Wildan can understand in addition to jealousy, it turns out that what makes his wife's emotional impulse is menstruation.

"It's okay, we'll do it next time!" wildan said, this time he just hugged his wife's little body, and it was more than enough.

"Next time don't let emotions take hold of you. All can be well talked about, find a way out." Wildan began giving advice to his wife. Although Nilla was strict in character, but her feelings remained the same for the girl.

"Yes, Bang. Forgive Nilla." regretted Nilla.

Nilla began to move from Wildan's thigh, as he stood up, Wildan knitted his eyebrows together, "Nil, that's translucent huh, the blood? " say doubt with doubt. Nilla then twirled her skirt a bit to look at it.

"Well, "when the girl came into the bathroom in a hurry, Wildan saw her pants that his wife had just occupied.

"Astagfirullah.must too." Wildan's complaint, the color of the gray pants was contaminated with dark colors like forming an island.

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"Yesterday, Miss Kyara met with a surgeon" said someone giving Rey information about Kyara.

"Recommendation from Mr. Indrawan. I'll send you some photos when they meet." the person continued on the phone.

Not long after a photo, where Kyara and a man were enjoying a cup of coffee in a cafe. Rey's heart became agitated. A stifled longing and a sense of jealousy that instantly burst forth. If not for completing her education and an agreement with her mother, Rey might have chosen to return to Indonesia.

"Go! Just watch, don't let her get hurt or have any trouble." Rey told her confidant. He seems increasingly confused to think about Kyara's closeness to other men. But, the girl also deserves to be happy with her destiny.

Rey then hung up her phone. He did pay someone to always keep an eye on Kyara. In fact, Rey also knows if the end is late, Kyara is more aggressive with her work.

"I'm sorry, Ra. It's the only way I love you after I hurt you so much, even if it wasn't intentional." Rey muttered, she enjoyed the twilight sky painted quite beautifully. She thinks again, maybe this is how Kyara feels, when she always says if she loves Zoya, wants to build a future with the woman who has become the man's wife.

Rey learned a lot about how to love from Kyara. Rey, still remembering the girl's laughter on the way home from the village. She still remembers the moment on the bike, Kyara yelled her point of view on how to love.

"I don't want to love blindly, Bang. Besides having a heart, we also have a mind. Besides we have a soul we also have a body." At that time their thinking was very different.

It turns out that this distant moment that is remembered only about Kyara, something that is in the girl. But, he can only move. If they were to match, he was sure the universe would bring them together in a timely manner.

Distance and time are not just about separating things. Sometimes distance and time tell a lot about the true feelings of love and longing.

Rey

TB

Visual Awal bang Rey is already othor replace ya gaes, because othor has not been so click.... New that gospel feels good.