
After the dawn prayer, Zoya still wants to cry in her prayer. He was not someone great who could manage his feelings to be able to shake off the pain in his heart in an instant. That beating and snapping is too painful to get out of the person who should understand us.
Zoya Pov's
How painful my heart was when I heard the insults coming from my husband. I felt like I was slapped so hard with that curse. Supposedly, he knew me the most but it was my partner who cursed me so low.
All this time, I tried to be careful in my attitude. I realized that if I got married without being loved, there was nothing to be proud of. And I know, I'm nothing in the face of Mas Hans.
But I am the same as any other woman, wanting to be appreciated, recognized and loved more. But maybe this is my way of life. I only hope that You can strengthen me, O God.
If I had closed my feelings tightly to my past, that doesn't mean I can hope to get love from someone whose current destiny is linked to me, I understand that. That's impossible, because I'm not the woman Mas Hans wanted me to be.
Her tears melted again, whatever she felt, she did not want to forget her duty. Zoya passes to Hans's room, her bed is empty, the sound of water gurgling in the bathroom.
Zoya chose to prepare a home-made t-shirt and shorts for Hans, as she thought it was impossible that early in the morning her husband would go to the office.
Still slightly dragging her feet, Zoya placed her husband's shirt on the bed. Not only did he turn his body, the big hand was fully coiled on both shoulders, Hans hugged him from behind suddenly, just making Zoya's body stiffen. For a moment, Zoya stared, she felt the embrace so soft that she wanted to let out a sense of tightness that was already entrenched in the heart.
"I'm sorry, I!" hans said along with his lowered body kissing the top of his wife's head. Zoya just closed her eyes, her claustrophobic heart just wanted to explode, but at this moment she could only take a peck, the shock and nervousness made her not understand what to do. Meanwhile, the catapult was still clearly ringing in his ears. Her tears escaped, Dropping on Hans arm that was still drowning her tiny body in an embrace.
"Zoya." - Hans, when he found out Zoya was crying, he turned Zoya's body to face her.
The man who was still using the towel wrapped around his body was staring at the puffy eyes that had condensed. Their distance is very thin.
"Please, I'm sorry! I'm wrong, Zoy." Turns back to drowning his chest in the arms of regret. The guilt that rises over the space of his heart, it gets bigger when he looks at the sad face that is currently holding back tears.
"I'm sorry, I've been bad to you. Please, forgive me." - Hans, then bring Zoya back in her arms. Warm and soft for a while.
The girl who was originally just staring and was silent now moved her hands around her arms around her bare back. Her bated cry exploded, her hand ending with a grip on her husband's back, while her intense stuffing filled Hans' luxurious room space. Zoya seemed to be spilling her pain instantly along with a cry that shook her body.
"Papa... Don't hurt Mama!" yelled Ale, the boy who had just opened the door ran over to Hans and Zoya. His hand immediately separated the arms of the two and he also changed to hug Zoya with positive. The thing the boy thought was that his father had hurt Zoya so much that his mother was crying so hard.
Hans was wearing his shirt, his eyes were still staring at Zoya who was giving Ale understanding.
"Darling, Papa didn't hurt Mama. Papa just doesn't want Mama to cry." said Zoya, subduing her body to give Ale some understanding.
"But why is Mama crying? " te asked Ale to make Hans who had changed clothes smile at his daughter. She did not expect Ale's affection for Zoya to be so great. In fact, he seems to trust Zoya more than he does.
"Ale, don't you want some milk? " Zoya tries to divert Ale's question, when in fact Hans is waiting for the answer Zoya wants to give Ale.
"You want to, Mama." Ale replied so excitedly.
"Ale's gonna take a bath with Papa, huh? " gag Hans by looking at Zoya as a gesture if she's going to bathe Ale.
"Ale, where did you come from yesterday? How come you're late?" search for Hans by taking his son's body to the bench.
"Ale was in the hospital with Om handsome." it was annoyed that his son called the village ustadz handsome.
"Well, who's sick? "
"Mama Zoya is covered with moto, gala gala Ale Papa. "the boy has started to soften.
"Don't cry dong, Papa's son can't cry! Why is it because of Ale?" Hans just continued to scout Ale with questions.
"Ale, buy butterflies, look up Mama Zoya in Ale's hand. And Mama Zoya fell on a motel-cloth. Good thing there's that handsome Om, Papa." For a moment Ale fell silent, the boy seemed to feel guilty. Hans felt more and more guilty towards Zoya, not questioning her first but scolding her.
"Other times Ale be careful on the road! "
"Yes Papa, Ale doesn't want Mama to get sick. Ale dear Mama! " Hans hugged his daughter. He saw guilt in Ale's eyes.
Flashbacks
Zoya is still waiting for Ale to come out of the school gate, before taking her to study at the cottage. Today is the schedule of Kyai Muslim, the head of his own cottage who will be the speaker.
"Mama.." cried Ale happily as he looked at Zoya in front of the gate.
"Ale, let's go to Aunt Nila's cabin, shall we? " take Zoya, Ale always wants to be invited to teach because Zoya always says if Mama Renita will be happy if Ale can pay.
They walked towards Nilla's cottage not too far from Ale school. The area is like the center of education, schools from play groups to universities are in the region.
"Buy buying a book first? " Zoya invites Ale to turn at a Photocopy stall. Zoya wanted to note what was important in the study.
When Zoya chooses a bullet and a book, Ale runs after a butterfly with great excitement, when he sees the motor speeding quite fast, making Zoya run and shout to call Ale. Zoya pulled Ale's hand to change position, the bike hit part of his body to make it limp, his eyes sprained and his body fell, the back of his left leg swiped the Asphalt.
The situation started to get crowded, that was when Wildan passed by and stopped. Knowing that Zoya is the victim, she immediately takes Zoya and Ale to the hospital. Zoya wants to tell Hans, but her phone turns out to be left in Ale's room.
visual Wildan
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Can be in the hallway Ale school area, campus bang Wildan ngajar and cottage Nila in sapen jogjakarta ya gaes hahahah...
Hayooo entwined who bang Hans what bang Wildan? hahahaha 😂😂😂😂.... Othor lebay who likes to hang this happy gaes have readers like you, not many who read the othor's trivial work this one but with you othor gaes spirit.... may always be healthy given the smooth running of all affairs today.