The Secret of Zoya's Love

The Judgment for Hans

What are you doing Zoya, Hans! " shanti snapped by pulling her son's t-shirt. Anger he could not stand, when he saw the condition of Zoya who was unconscious and now attached an infusion in his hand.

He passed the recitation unsettled at the thought of his son pulling on Zoya's arm in anger. After the event was over, he immediately left Ale with his maid and slid into this house.

"Sorry. I have to go home first. Tomorrow morning I'll check back. If not better, it will have to be done for further examination at the hospital ", Anas said, then left their room.

"Tell me what happened like this, Hans? " ask Shanti who still does not understand. But his eyes then found sheets that looked like blood spots. Hans was unable to speak. His tongue was twisted, guilt and shame mixed into one.

"Don't say, you. "Shanti's sentence hanging doesn't have the heart to say that hurtful word.

"I'm sorry, Ma! " said Hans. His heart was filled with guilt for his wife.

Plaque....

A loud slap from Shanti landed on the face of her beloved son. How furious Shanti was when she found out that Hans had raped his wife.

"Your monster, Hans. It's true there is no heart. " cried Shanti half yelling.

"Mama never taught you to be insolent, Hans! " The woman spoke while crying. Hans just stared, his guilt grew when he realized that he had hurt two people he loved.

The atmosphere was silent for a moment, Bu Shanti felt her heart ache too much when she imagined Zoya's state. His body slumped on the sofa. Now her cries are beginning to sound. How disappointed he was, his proud son was able to do such a cruel thing.

"I'm sorry Hans, Ma! " said Hans, sitting beside his mother.

"Where is your heart, Hans! If you can't do good to your wife why are you acting so bad! " His cry grew hysterical he imagined if that fate happened to his daughter. He definitely won't be able to accept it.

"Zoya never complained about you, even he only told me your good side. Thirty-one years Mama's your mother. Of course, Mama already knows your nature without having to find out to your wife who only knows you for a few months. But your wife only told me about your kindness."

His sentence paused, he looked at his unconscious son-in-law as well. His heart was very sad, why this incident happened to the household of his son.

"I already know Zoya's story with Ustaz Wildan, but Zoya isn't like that. That girl is so smart to keep her feelings for the sake of marrying you. I'm selfish, I'm not right to want it in any way, I like it very much. Mama thought, Zoya is able to soften your heart. Make yourself a more religious person." Hans was still speechless, he felt bad because of the mistake he made.

Shanti immediately moved when she saw a slight movement from Zoya. The middle-aged woman approached her son-in-law with a sliced heart. He could not help but melt tears as he stared at the pale face that began to open his eyes.

"Mama. "the sound made Shanti sit her body on the edge of the bed. He grabbed that tiny hand that felt cold.

"There's Mama, Zoy. Fear not! There is Mama " said Shanti.

"Ma, Zoya is thirsty" said Zoya then began to shuffle to sit down.

Hans, who heard his wife's wish, took a glass of water, but Zoya shifted her seat as Hans handed her a glass of water. The look of fear was clearly visible in those beautiful eyes.

Later, Hans handed over the drinking water to his mother. He chose to step out of the room. His heart felt mixed at this moment. She chose to sit on the balcony, She was restoring her hair by slightly pulling her hair to vent her frustration on herself.

Hans Pov

Feeling guilty haunts me. Yes, I am unable to say anything more in front of Zoya because of my guilt. And the painful thing again was when I saw the look in my frightened eyes. This judgment was more painful than anything, as she looked at me with unfamiliar and frightened eyes.

I regret it when I can't control my anger. My selfishness and pride shut off the love that had begun to grow for the angel that You gave me.

God, give me another chance to right my wrongs. Please don't let him get away from me.

Zoya, right now I just want you to wait and give me a chance to prove my feelings for you. I don't care anymore, who you love. I just want to right my wrongs and show my sincere love.

The corner of the man's eyes melts the water, he is afraid that Zoya will leave him after this.

"And from tomorrow Zoya will be staying together, Mama." Shanti continued.

"But, Ma." sidelines Hans.

"Mama wants Zoya to forget what happened tonight. Now the decision is in Zoya's hands. Whether he wants to continue this marriage or he has given up. "Santi continued to make Hans's heart more unfazed.

The harshest sentence for Hans. He had to fend for himself to regain his wife's apology. Hans realizes it's very difficult, but he's not ready to lose Zoya.

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After being examined by Anas and stated that there was no need for anyone to worry anymore, Shanti also decided to bring Zoya home.

"Ma, why are we leaving papa here?" ale asked as all her belongings and Zoya's mama's stuff were packed in a suitcase.

"Mama's sick, so someone has to take care of Ale, yeah!" lirih Zoya sharply glanced at the man who was currently staring at her from afar. Hans did not dare to approach because the look of Zoya's eyes looked foreign to him.

They left the mansion of the famous lawyer. The pair of sharp eyes also stared at the departure of the three women he loved.

"Zoya, give me a little time to correct my mistakes and fix our household" he murmured, letting them off in the distance. He's kind of isolated right now. But he is still grateful. What happens if the blood vessels rupture? That means he can kill Zoya. No, he wouldn't forgive himself the way it happened.

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The Islamic campus was never held by students. Now, Wildan's looking for Nilla in front of the library.

"Assalamualaikum, Nile. "greet Wildan when he sees the girl alone.

"Waalaikum salam." replied Nilla.

"How can you contact Zoya? I was very worried about his condition ", Wildan said in his heart.

Nilla just let out a long breath. He just looked at the man in surprise. Why not from the past, she was after Zoya. why she only dared to light up when Zoya was already someone's wife.

"Sir, stop taking care of Zoya. It could have made things worse" Nilla said, leaving Wildan speechless.

"I haven't been able to contact Zoya" Nilla continued.

"I'm worried about Zoya. I'm just making sure he's happy, Nile. I really don't want her to be stuck in a marriage that makes her suffer. I was wrong for too long to keep my feelings at that time." Wildan explained regretfully.

"Pak the lecturer who also concurrently Pak ustad. Don't be a thief, sin is justad. "

"I just convinced Zoya to be happy, Nile. If he's happy I'm backing out. But... "

"If he's not happy. You're gonna take it? " sela Nilla guessed what was in Wildan's heart.

"That's if he wants to. I'm sure it's not easy for him to just forget his feelings" Wildan chuckled. She was so sure Zoya was open to the type of woman who easily moved on.

The campus is so crowded that student and lecturer chat must end. They do not want to spread rumors that are not true at all.

TBC...

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