The Repentance of the Sinner

56. Of value?

...Happy Reading's...

The longing inside Jeremy had piled up, the initial intention was just enough to look at Hanny from a distance.

When he saw the beauty of his lover who is increasingly complete because of using a modern dress with a scarf hijab, as if making Jeremy want to directly hug him and say one word to Hanny, namely 'KANGEN'.

Because it is too excited Jeremy so not aware if he is currently using a sarong.

"Hanny!"

Jeremy immediately jumped the guardrail without holding the holster he was wearing, as a result of the spectacle of adult women there.

"Kraa!"

"Yin!"

Because Jeremy had taken off the trousers he was wearing and changed with a sarong, finally when the sheath was about to be fenced, his bird cage was clearly visible.

"Red Maroon?"

Hanny and Alisya subconsciously curse simultaneously, because their direction of view is right on target.

"Alisya, take your eyes off!" Hanny instantly covered Alisya's face with the Mukena she had brought earlier.

"Astagfirulloh hal'azdim, you are also Han!"

Eventually the two of them turned their eyes away.

"Jeez Om, why jump the fence all the way?" Sholeh and Nicholas run to help Jeremy who cannot move because of the sheath that is stuck at the end of the fence.

"Aish. It's your glove's fault." Um Jeremy who doesn't want to be blamed just like that.

"Pffftth... The pain is not much, but the embarrassment is incredible, boss?" Nicholas Ledek instantaneously.

"Shut up!" Jeremy glared at his assistant.

"But Om had promised, he said it was enough to just see Mbak Hanny from a distance, why get past the boundary fence, our path there Om." Sholeh pointed at the place of the man santri.

"Hanny!" Jeremy shouted back, as Hanny and Alisya continued their steps towards the Mosque with their backs to his body.

"Come Om, we're out of here before we get caught with Abah." Sholeh immediately pulled Jeremy's body when he wanted to pursue Hanny's steps.

"But she's the woman that Om's looking for Sholeh?" Jeremy immediately revolted.

"Yes, Sholeh understands Om, but not here you also meet, can be punished with Abah later." Sholeh as if scolding his own friend, because Jeremy looks desperate there.

"I don't care if Abah punishes me?" Answer Jeremy who doesn't care.

"It's not Om who is punished, Om is not a santri here, but Om's future wife who ran here is going to be punished and also me, come on.. for our safety we're all fast we're back on the track santri man." Sholeh was well aware of the consequences in the boarding school.

"Hanny..?"

But Jeremy still insisted on calling him, even though Hanny did not touch him.

"Om, don't yell anymore."

Sholeh, who immediately felt scared by himself, he was busy holding Jeremy's torn sarong with Nicholas who immediately pushed Jeremy's body to get out of there.

"Nick, why does Hanny seem to ignore me? did he forget his memories, so he didn't know me?" Jeremy felt he could not accept being ignored by Hanny, because he should be the one who was angry with him.

"Where could he possibly forget memories for no reason?" Replied Nicholas who was astonished as well.

"I have to meet him Nick, I have to talk to him."

"But we are not allowed to enter the female santri area, Boss see for yourself right, then you break and cross the line only Boss directly get karma, aish... their eyes must have been stained because of the contents in the Boss's holster!" Nicholas recalls moments of tragedy when a holster got stuck on the fence.

"Let's just let him see it, he should also see the contents in his cage!" Nicholas answered with comfort.

"If it were only the Bodat, the eyes of the heavenly angel were also stained because of you, would you not have heard their swearing?"

"They're adults, they're gonna see it sooner and later."

"Om on what the hell is this talking about?" Si Sholeh could only stare at the two with a careless look.

"Sttt. You're still a kid, just learn the real thing."

"Our adult is not fun!" Tampat Sholeh who feel not accept.

"Sholeh, if you can help me to meet Hanny outside this boarding school, you want to ask for anything with Om, I'll give you, how?" It suddenly crosses Jeremy's brain to ask for help with Sholeh.

"Deal!" Sholeh answered quickly.

"Heh, Sholeh.. You just agree? do you know how?" Nicholas was re-enacted by the santri's words.

"Don't take for granted the person you consider this little boy, huh!"

"Woah..your little cayenne pepper yes!"

Jeremy and Nicholas could only smile as they followed Sholeh's steps before them to enter the mosque.

"Heh. You go where Sholeh, pray beside us." Whisper Jeremy back.

"I'll show you again, a privilege of a child like me."

Sholeh continued to step forward, passing the other male students.

"Where are you going, boy?"

Jeremy and Nicholas are always amazed by his words and behavior.

And it turns out that Sholeh went up on the pulpit and echoed Iqamah with his sweet voice, to make Jeremy and Nicholas again gawk.

"I think we should study a lot with that one kid."

If it was a race, Jeremy would give the loudest applause there because the voice of Sholeh is really special according to him, but in fact the voice of Sholeh indicates that the prayer will begin soon.

Because for a long time they did not do congregational prayers like this, because they were busy with worldly affairs.

"Om... please wait at the front stall, within fifteen minutes the person Om wants will come there, but Om time can not be long, ten minutes is enough right Om?" Sholeh's voice turned their attention back.

"Huh..really?"

"Hmm... but if Om is determined more than that, just be ready to accept the consequences, I do not gig ya Om?" Sholeh immediately gave an ultimatum because of it.

"Okey, it doesn't matter, I look forward to you Sholeh."

Jeremy seemed to not believe it, but Sholeh only answered him with a smile that rose on his handsome face especially with one dimple on the right, as if adding to the perfection of the boy who was growing up.

Still using the torn sarong earlier, Jeremy immediately walked in a hurry, because he did not want to miss the arrival of Hanny even for a second.

"Boss, aren't you willing to change your sarongs first?" Asked Nicholas who was worried, afraid that the sheath would be scattered if exposed to the wind.

"Not even later, it is not a problem, it does not look too." Jeremy did not care what he was wearing, all he had in his brain was a face that now looked auspicious and dazzling to him.

"Oh my God, this is the definition of crazy love!" Um Nicholas who can't do anything if his boss is like this.

Fifteen minutes of time passed, and Hanny and Alisya actually appeared and walked towards the shop.

"Crazy, I don't know who that kid is, he could really get My Hanny out of that boarding house." Jeremy immediately got up and wanted to welcome Hanny.

"Don't be the boss, let them go into this shop first, then they run away again." Nicholas instantly prevents Jeremy and deliberately turns his back on their bodies.

"Excuse me buk, would you like to buy some kitchen spice?" Said Alisya in her soft voice.

"Please neng, just choose according to your needs, but the price of kitchen spices is now up all ya neng." Answer the shop seller's mother.

"Yes buk, we understand, indeed since the price of fuel rose, all so go up, but inevitably still have to be purchased also buk, because without seasoning all the dishes are also bland, but without spices, there's no taste." Answer Hanny who deliberately wanted to joke to the mother.

"Yes neng, we are small people usually do it."

"So does my heart, bland when you just run away, without any explanation."

Degh's!

Hanny immediately stared at the spot, when she heard Jeremy's voice back.

"Alisya, let's go back to Pondok Pesantren."

Hanny immediately pulled Alisya's arm, because indeed she was not ready if she had to meet Jeremy in person.

"Eits..there's no way for you, before you explain why you ran away from me!" Jeremy pulled Hanny's arm.

"Sorry, I have to go." Hanny immediately took off Jeremy's handrails.

"Wait Hanny?"

"Don't touch me, because I'm a very disgusting woman." Hanny replied with eyes that were reddened by it.

"Hanny, listen to my explanation."

"Sorry, it's illegal for you to touch me."

Hanny still thinks that if Jeremy was married to Dinar at that time, even Hanny's words sound stiff in Jeremy's ear.

"What are you talking about, Hanny?"

"Sorry, we can't take long, excuse me!" Hanny refused for any reason.

"Hanny, don't you feel like being a selfish woman, don't you care what it's like to be me then?" Jeremy deliberately wants to corner Hanny at this time, so he can talk a lot with Hanny.

"Not that you're happy now, at least you don't have to see this disgusting person every day."

Hanny can't bear to say that, but she already felt insecure in front of Jeremy.

"Hanny, but that's not how you should explain everything first." Jeremy actually wanted to correct Hanny's reasoning, but it looks like Hanny has closed herself off.

"What difference does it make, I explain or not? what if I explained everything, something would change?"

"Hanny?" Jeremy tried to soften his voice, so he could talk nicely with Hanny, even if necessary with heart instead of emotion.

"I'm just a sinful woman and a woman worthless to a perfect man like you, forgive me and forget me."

Hanny immediately pulled Alisya's arm and wanted to go from there, even forgetting the groceries they should have bought for the kitchen of the boarding house.

"Hey Bodat!"

When Jeremy was no longer able to speak, Hanny's steps immediately stopped when she heard the screams of Nicholas, the arch-enemy who actually secretly cared about him.

"Ckk. let alone this Bandit." Hanny slowly without looking back at them.

"If you feel worthless, remember one thing, that the price of one Kidney is very expensive, if there are two in your body, just try to count yourself how valuable you are."

"Hey... Bandits!"

Grep's!

When Hanny is provoked by emotions and begins to turn around to teach a lesson in Nicholas' speech, Jeremy immediately takes the opportunity to hug Hanny's body tightly.

"Darling, we're going home?"

Jeremy's voice has even sounded raucous at this time, he missed the figure of Hanny, he was upset, he was angry with the reality of Hanny's past, Hanny, but the affection for Jeremy for his lover, as if defeating everything.

For now, he just wants to re-establish love or even restart a relationship on the basis of honesty and open with each other's past.

Never be afraid to start again because it means you get a second chance to make something better.

There is no word twice for equal opportunity, but God opens thousands of doors to new opportunities.

If the heart is ever well-intentioned, God will find good things, good people, good places, and opportunities to do good.