The Repentance of the Sinner

102.For the sake of a blessing

...Happy Reading's...

With a face that is difficult to describe, Jeremy walked accompanied by Nicholas to meet a man who became the father of their favorite woman.

Ridwan chose to wait in the waiting chair anxiously, deep down, he did not want this to happen, he said, because he also did not know that the first princess he had just found was pregnant.

"Eherm.by not diminishing my respect, from today I hope you no longer meet my wife, please leave." Jeremy who actually did not have the heart to scold the old man, however Jeremy has been trained to control emotions in the boarding school first, so he still respects people older than him.

"Son Jeremy, listen to me." With both of his eyes, he still hopes Jeremy can better understand him.

"Actually I'm not interested in listening to anything about you, so just keep your story, or if you need to write it in a book and you sell, who knows the market sales right?" He held back all his emotions, so that his voice did not shrill inside the hospital and caused a commotion there.

"What's wrong if a father wants to see his daughter?" Asked Ridwan who could only repeatedly sigh.

"In general it is not wrong, but it is different about your current situation." Jeremy is back.

"Son, I didn't want to see Hanny all the time, but-" She was immediately cut off by the answer Jeremy gave.

"As long as Hanny hasn't recognized you as her Father, you're not my Father." He came back with his flat nature as Jeremy in the past.

"Jeremy, whatever you say, is as bad as my role as a father, but it's still in Hanny's body that my blood flows." As much as possible he tried to speak carefully, because he still wanted to meet Hanny again, even spending the rest of his life calmly.

"Sad... Is that enough to make Hanny that big?"

"No, but--" His words were again interrupted by Jeremy's words which made him gawk for a moment.

"For example, there is a mosquito biting us, and sucking our blood and then he begat, does the child also include our flesh blood? or should he also call us Father?" Either can the parable word from where he is, which is clear Jeremy's speech is able to make the mouth of Ridwan and Nicholas until it hits.

"Huh?"

"Waduh...where here are many more mosquitoes, from earlier there have been how many mosquitoes that bite me yes, many dong my child later in Kebon?" Um Nicholas who immediately got the news from Jeremy.

"Stth. I'm gonna get this angry, don't laugh, later if I laugh no more cool later."

Whether exposed to the swamp from which these two handsome men, but in reality their speech was able to make a Ridwan turn his face because it held back laughter.

"Eherm.The point is this sir, because you are the father of Alisya, I respect you, but you have seen how Hanny's condition is, he is not happy, he is not happy, but instead of holding back the pain because of you, so in order not to happen something unwanted, you better just go home, let me take care of Hanny." Jeremy had intended not to leave Hanny for a long time alone down there, because her condition was not fully stable.

"But Jeremy's son." Ridwan was still trying to hold it.

"You've had enough of Hanny to suffer alone for decades, so when she's already starting to be happy with me, do you still want to make her sad again? do you have the heart to add weight to my wife's mind again, haven't you tortured enough of her mind and soul, huh?"

"Don't he have Dad to connect with?" Asked Ridwan who directly raised both eyebrows.

"That's just the identity of the head of his family first, but as long as you know, Hanny doesn't feel the affection of a Father at all, are you satisfied now?"

"What do you mean?" Ridwan is increasingly astonished to make it, he thinks even though Hanny did not grow up with him but at least his daughter remains happy with her rich family.

"Why are you asking me that, you should know for yourself, right? don't pretend to forget, let alone pretend amnesia, because I won't believe." Said Jeremy while glaring.

"Astagfirullahal'adzim, the man's mouth turned out to be unbelievable!" Ridwan rubbed his hair and continued to hold back his anger, he did not expect it to end up being like this.

"Whose man do you mean?" Ask Jeremy who was directly trying to scribble about him.

"She said she loved Mama Hanny very much." Ridwan leaned his head on the chair, because it felt heavy when remembering his dark story before.

"It may be true that he loves his mother Hanny, but if you think with sound reason, will he love a child who is not of his flesh? don't you think that far? where do you feel as a father? can someone like you still be called a Man? or do you just feel like a rooster, after planting chicken seeds, just leave the hens and eggs?" Many question words that he blurted out in a row even without pause.

"Don't be so fierce as boss, lower your tone of voice?" Nicholas tries to find face in front of Alisya's father.

"Why, do you want to defend him because he's Alisya's father? are you still thinking of marrying the daughter of a man like him?"

"JEREMY! don't confuse my past with Alisya, she doesn't know anything, and she has nothing to do with my past, so don't blaspheme her because she's my son, she's a good woman, she's a good woman, me and his mother educated him properly." Ridwan felt unacceptable that Alisya was also affected, because he produced Alisya halal, despite the matchmaking results of Abah at that time.

"Then Hanny? do you feel you educated him? or do you know how hard Hanny's life went through because of you?" All the tales of lara from his wife, almost Jeremy knows at this time, because he doesn't want his wife to feel burdened by herself.

"I.i.m..." Ridwan seemed to be at a loss for words, as he realized, he was indeed wrong, yet it was not his own will he thought.

"Originally you know, sir, he was even in a night world filled with disobedience only because of lack of affection from the father, from those who claimed to be his family, and from the people who claimed to be his family, but only on paper."

"WHAT? not that he lives with a wealthy family, even arguably rich and not lacking anything?" Ridwan knew very well how the life of his lover at that time.

"Do you think possessions alone are enough to make people happy? and one more thing you need to know, that from the time he was a teenager, he chose to live alone, because he felt isolated, felt differentiated with his brother, without knowing the reason, because he felt isolated, can you imagine how Hanny was then?"

"Astagfirullahal'adzim." Ridwan could only rub his face with a roaring chest.

"There is only a sense of pain and pain sir, I who was only the listener only felt pain, let alone Hanny who felt it alone, where at that time father, WHERE!" Shouted Jeremy who seemed to have represented the annoyance and emotion of his wife.

"Huft.. hiks.. I'm sorry son, sorry." Finally a father's cry broke again there.

"Sorry is not enough to atone for all your sins."For Jeremy who chose to throw away the direction of view, he did not have the heart to see people crying, let alone a man.

"I know, I don't want to leave Diana pregnant with my son like that, son."

"Then why did you leave him, even until Hanny was born you didn't see her at all, WHY!"

"Then..."

Ridwan slowly wiped his tears with the end of his sleeve and began to sit while fixing his sheath to start his past story.

Flashbacks

With an erratic heartbeat Ridwan fix his clothes to look neat and classy.

In fact, he accidentally borrowed a full shirt suit and a branded suit from a Bridal Salon, only to meet the father of his lover.

Actually he was able to buy a suit like that, but he deliberately skimmed and wanted to raise as much money for capital to marry Diana Claire the lover of heart at that time.

"Excuse me."

Ridwan was even hesitant at first, but this was his only chance to speak directly with his superior personally.

"Lake in!" Answer in a flat voice.

"Meet me sir, my name is Ridwan, emm.and I am also the lover of my father's daughter." Said Ridwan slowly.

"Well, what did he say? A lover? Hahahaha.do you have no glass at home?" Said the man with a booming laugh there.

"I'm sorry, what do you mean, sir, not the father who invited me here?"

How happy a Ridwan when getting a call from the owner of the company where he works who is none other than the father of Diana Claire his lover.

"How dare you say that you are my daughter's lover?"

"Well, do you want to marry my daughter? got what you? What's the salary from the Office Boy here, huh? are you able to finance my daughter's life, while your salary for a month is at most only enough to buy one shirt of hers, even that is not branded, understand you!"

"But sir, we've--"

"Did you see this guy next to me?" Diana's father pointed at a handsome man beside her.

"Yes sir." Ridwan only glimpsed and looked back down.

"He's the son of my business partner, and he's my daughter's future husband, so you never dream of marrying him, just get out of your sleep, your face doesn't even deserve to be in the frame of our big family photo, self-conscious of you!" Blaspheme Diana's father with his cynical smile.

"But has Diana not spoken to you yet?" Ask Ridwan back.

"How dare you call the child of the owner of this company by name alone, you actually have a vein of shame no, you are just a cleaner here!"

Lost already Ridwan's self-esteem as a man, but from the beginning he had expected it, because their caste was indeed much different, but from the beginning he had expected it, but the power of their love is so strong that it makes a Ridwan fight desperately to maintain their relationship.

"Sorry sir, but we've done it." Ridwan continued to dare to be honest, hoping they would understand.

"Do what?"

"A relationship like a husband and wife."

Braaak!

"WHAT! How dare you touch my daughter, you're not on the same level as our family, are you tired of living, huh!" Diana's father immediately kicked down his desk and immediately stood up straight.

"Sorry sir, we were happy." Said Ridwan when remembering the story of the shahdu that night.

"Leave this city, or I'll destroy you and your family to nothing!" Threaten Diana's father with burning emotions.

"But Diana is pregnant with my son sir!"

Pyars!

"Your animals!" Diana's father immediately threw the vase in front of him into Ridwan's body.

"Argh! it's all happened sir, I'm sorry, but I love him so much sir, please let us be together!" Although sick but Ridwan resistant, for the sake of a blessing.

Bugh!

After one kick in the stomach, Diana's father immediately shook one leg even hit Ridwan's head until he fell back down.

"I don't care, go all the way from this town, or you want me to drop your flesh and blood right now!"Threatened back.

"Don't sir, the fetus is innocent, please let him see this world sir."

"Then leave this city, and go as far as possible, before my patience runs out, understand you, you sloven!" Shouted Diana's father back.

"But sir?"

"Do you want to see Diana with her child suffer a life with you? from childhood I grew up with lots of treasure, then would I let him live miserable with you!"

"Sir, I'll try to make him happy, even if I'm not rich."

"Shut your mouth!"

"Sir!"

"More she! I'm disgusted to see it, you selfless OB, a person as low as he dreams of becoming crown prince, you crazy pauper!"

Diana's father immediately left the room with burning emotions and had the child of his relationship take care of Ridwan.

"Hey kunyuk! how dare you say love to my future wife!" He sat down squatting while grabbing Ridwan's hair.

"He's my lover!"

Bugh!

The man even left bruises on Ridwan's body until he fell back down many times.

"Remember, self-consciousness is important, you're just a poor man and Diana is the heir to this company, so get the hell out of here, before I take over the role of the Angel of the Takeover here!" Even his eyes were almost out of his shell.

"Do you love Diana too!"

"Of course, who doesn't love a woman as beautiful and sexy as she is?"

"Is it truly heartfelt from your heart!"

"Don't much of your bacoot!"

"I'll never be willing to let go of her if you don't really love her!"

"I can definitely make Diana happy, with or without love though, understand you!"

"Take him and my future son!"

Bugh!

"Who are you to dare set me up, huh!"

"Originally you know, I'm the only man Diana Claire loves!" Shouted Ridwan in accordance with the existing reality.

Bugh!

Bugh!

Bugh!

The man immediately beat Ridwan to a pulp and at that time even Ridwan to spit out a booze from inside his stomach, until finally he fainted and was unconscious.

And the next day, when he woke up from his stupor, he was lying on the floor of a small house in his hometown along with the goods in his home contract.

Flashback off

Jeremy and Nicholas seemed stunned to hear a short story from the father of their respective beloved women, even the two handsome men to hold their faces as if to enter into the story of a sad in the past of a Ridwan.

And it turns out that it was not spared the hearing of a Hanny who was just curious, actually who her husband met.

While holding the iron infusion that flowed through his body, without feeling his tears fell apart when he heard the story of his father's struggle in the past.